Latest Posts by jalakanyaka - Page 3

I gotta say lesbianism is my own personality trait im exactly what the stereotype says

Quitting sugar from today on. I hope i dont become bitter

happy first day of spring!!! snufkin returns to moominvalley today 🌸🌿

Roasted chicken, ginger, daikon, shiitake mushroom soup with lime, cilantro, broccoli sprouts, and rice noodles

Is it so hard to hope for love

reading sex is sooo much more fun than watching sex

the need to be everything and nothing but more and more until all things are nothing and im just something that doesnt exist

srsly tho. i need a digital camera

i need a digital camera so i can take the same pictures i take with my phone but through a different grainer perspective that makes me think that the future isn't here yet and i'm still in 2013 and i'm not left behind grieving after who i could've been

i need a digital camera so i can take the same pictures i take with my phone but through a different grainer perspective that makes me think that the future isn't here yet and i'm still in 2013 and i'm not left behind grieving after who i could've been

i just wish my brain was the same as everyone else's i feel like i have to work thrice as hard to be a normal person who does normal things

“do you want to talk about it?”

no, i want to kill myself because of it.

do you ever sit there in your bed with your head in your hands and it's like you can just imagine 9 swords behind you

can someone hire me as a lighthouse keeper. my grip on reality is soooo stable and i will behave so normally under conditions of extreme isolation. and i promise i wont try to fuck the light

death will not do us part you stupid cunt

To YOU it’s bad writing. To ME it’s a very nuanced piece of work that explores subtle intricacies without outright saying it. And also it’s bad writing

Nails set inspired by Aya Takano by nailedbykani

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yippeeee !

bpd culture is 'they didn't reply for 5 hours so i won't reply for 5 hours either' and then messaging back instantly as soon as they msg you!

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Aya Takano, hot banana fudge (2000)

behind the scenes of hirokazu kore-eda's monster (2023)

if i wake up one day and i wasn't sick anymore i wouldn't know who i am

The last girl I kissed sent me this photo she is so sweet I can’t wait until she comes back from the sea I miss her more than I have let on

yelling from the rooftops about how kuranosuke is a trans lesbian and tsukimi is her femcel girlfriend and they are soulmates

being a thalassophile with thalassophia is horrifying. God set me up for failure

i know i was meant to live near the ocean so i could sit on the sandy beach, talk to the waves and walk into the water when my time is done

"everything i've ever let go of has claw marks on it" is so real because yeah i'll be the best if you let me but try to take it away from me and i'll claw my way up until my fingers bleed and even then i'll keep clawing and clawing and clawing because i don't know how else to be. i'll carry your remains under my fingernails if that's the only way i can have you. how do i be nonchalant when someone is leaving me behind, how do i accept that betrayal?

i just want my mind to be quiet and my eyes to rest I feel like a foreign parasite in my own body and my stomach is suffocating from being smothered by guilt. i wish i could be normal, was i ever going to be normal? if everything was okay, if it didn't happen, could i have been someone who could feel normally, could love normally, and could leave normally? instead, i'm a small version of a human being that has worry etched onto her heart and tormented by endless stomachaches. i want to go home and be 14 again. i want to be with my entire family and feel like nothing will change and everything is insignificant. i want to go back to even if nothing was different because at least i didn't have to look back on years of abandoned self growth