The Need To Be Everything And Nothing But More And More Until All Things Are Nothing And Im Just Something

and i wish to be angelic and for plants and flowers to grow in the path i walk and not because i am holy but because i am so beautiful they cannot resist

but i also wish to drink all of the water on this world and rub the dirt onto my body until i become part of it and the plants and flowers become part of me and the water flows from the pores of my body and we all become lost in the complete tranquillity and lunacy of it all and my mind drowns in the middle and i no longer exist as a form of anything but a planet in the vast universe of vaster universes and the milky way swallows me up as we wander together

I gotta say lesbianism is my own personality trait im exactly what the stereotype says

seeing people from your childhood that knew you before you knew yourself is nostalgic but it kills you when you realize they dont know you now

and i care so much and ill probably care always but i need to change and grow and care about everything else because it is too much to be alive and i need to bear my sorrows elsewhere. i care, i care too much, i care always and anyways because im a carer, but i need to care about myself more right now

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reading sex is sooo much more fun than watching sex

favorite thing to do is steal other peoples creative decorations and pretend like i thought of that like i saw a computer decorated w stickers and i decided im gonna copy exactly that and pretend i thought of it

you ever think youre special to someone, but then you see them talking to someone else and youre just "oh"

the worst kind of pain is when you realize you never got to give them the spotify playlist you made for them

my favorite pessimistic tortured artist

miyazaki hayao is my role model

Pointillist Butterflies by Matt H Booth

http://matthbooth.com/

This is such a beautiful effect and I’m thinking it might be a useful one to remember for a visualisation.

Sometimes it’s easy to get carried away with making the chart itself interesting, whereas an effect like this could allow a very simple chart to be used.