If I Wake Up One Day And I Wasn't Sick Anymore I Wouldn't Know Who I Am

Im terrified of losing people and I cling hard because I know ill always be the one who will grieve more i will be the one who misses and yearns for years i will be the one who will never forget

Roasted chicken, ginger, daikon, shiitake mushroom soup with lime, cilantro, broccoli sprouts, and rice noodles

i hope i sleep and wake up in a dream where i'm a jellyfish that floats forever without a thought

having bpd and constantly hurting people around you with your anger issues is so painful and the guilt is worse i hate myself

you dont deserve me you deserve something else, maybe not better and maybe not worse but someone else. we both deserve other people. you bring out the worst in me.

its actually okay that you let go first because i wouldnt have moved on otherwise

i'm so in love with the "legend" that your beauty marks / moles are where your lover liked to kiss you the most in your past life. like how beautiful is it that some pretty girl who loved me kissed me all over my back and neck and hands in some past life and i get to carry all of that love with me in this life ?? that is lovely to think about

Not going to lie . this might be the worst july Ever. and that might or might not be related to me turning Eighteen (crazy)

do you ever sit there in your bed with your head in your hands and it's like you can just imagine 9 swords behind you