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Gregorio Fernández - Cristo yacente (1636).

i love spring because the whole day feels like summer morning

meeee

A.F. Vandevorst installation for Arnhem Mode Biennale 2011

“A girl sleeping in a hospital bed in her A.F. Vandevorst dress. But here, the girl as well as the mattress and pillow are made out of candle wax. Once lit, what starts as a perfect image will slowly melt and perish during the biennale.”

KAMIKAZE GIRLS ‘下妻物語’ dir. Tetsuya Nakashima

walking my turtle

Salomé 1919 by Max Oppenheimer

new year, consistently corrosive me

i feel so so so horrible

and in between all the cooking and dishwashing, i let myself take a breath but i just get reminded of how empty i feel inside and nothing is okay for a while

lowkey survived and better now

my girl ghosted me. hope i die

The soundtrack ripping my soul right out of my body didn’t help either

it bothers me that you often don't really hear about people having a "favorite album" the way they might have a favorite movie or favorite video game

the calendar was not kidding when it said september

BEFORE SUNRISE (1995) dir. Richard Linklater

Molly Des Jardin

my girl ghosted me. hope i die

"It was a long time ago. It doesn't matter anymore, And yet I cannot let it go. I cannot let it ago."

— Sylvia Plath, from a letter to Ruth Tiffanny

wait so we're hanging out okay. when where how and oh yeah why so i can stress out about it, look at the place beforehand, plan out my every move, be on the edge of an anxiety attack until the day ends and then overthink about everything i did later

i just want. i just want something that fills me up so my heart isnt empty anymore

ohhhh i get it now. the little seed of loneliness i’ve carried with me since i was five will never go away

im filled with so much sadness inside of me and i dont know where to put it all

"she wasn't your person, your person is still out there and you'll find her when you least expect it" okay what if she was my person and i lost her forever

# those adults that were like second parents for you and cared and loved you like so. suddenly you grew away from their eyes and they cant grasp that youre 19 and no longer 11 but they still understand you more than anyone else

seeing people from your childhood that knew you before you knew yourself is nostalgic but it kills you when you realize they dont know you now

seeing people from your childhood that knew you before you knew yourself is nostalgic but it kills you when you realize they dont know you now

photographed by leslie zhang for self-portrait kids