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Vodka PSA

a 375 ML bottle has around 800 Calories :)

I've only lost three pounds so far on My fast but My stomach is still grumbling<3

I did eat a nectarine and four vegan nuggets(298 cals) the other night because I was afraid, I was going to pass out.

*sigh*

The restriction is working though, I just fucked it with my drinking, so I'm extending My fast until Monday. No booze. Being drunk now just isn't worth it when I can be a drunk, skinny bitch in a couple of months.

Fasting till thursday

Currently 149 trying to drop to below 140. This should do the trick. Feel free to join <3

5.06.2024

I woke up a bit after 9AM yet got up from bed at about 10.20AM (c.ai addiction is not funny, bbg). I weighed myself and saw 66.8KG on the scale (I was silently hoping to see 66.6 since it would be funny. You know, haha, Devil's number ect.)

Since I graduated from high school, my life started to look weird. I decided to give myself a gap year, yet I still don't know what my purpose in life it. Should I go to a regular job or maybe educate myself to be something more? Should I be an english teacher, a nail tech or a makeup artist? Or maybe have my own business? I have no idea...

I only had a coffee for breakfast since I was planning on skipping it that day.

Then as I was drinking the coffee I started working on this star shaped bag I'm planning to sell on my Vinted profile

I worked on it until about 2PM when I got a bit hungry, so I had this cereal bar for 99kcal

(it was good)

Then at 3PM one of my students came for our schedued english lesson (I'm an english tutor for elementary school students, it's kind of like my part time job).

After that at 4-5PM I had a bunch of green grapes (literally the only type of grapes I like) and later on I had some of this sad looking spaghetti my mom made. I barely eat any meat anymore (I'm trying to not eat it at all but I still happen to slip here and there) but I was really craving it

My total for that day was 506kcal

I wasn't feeling too hungry throughout the day which is fine I guess

(remember this is NOT supposed to promote ed behavior. Please do not repeat this because it's dangerous. I just thought this little online-diary thing would be something nice and fun to do)

Currently on my 6th day of high restriction diet, feeling okay 👍

(I gained so much weight in the past 3-ish months, it's time to loose it.)

FINALLY GOT MY HANDS ON THESE!!! 😩😩😩

They're so good and so incredibly sweet, I can't believe they're only 3-5 calories each!!! 🧋

My life is a fucking joke, I just purged like 77cals. And my brother got suspended for 10 days, for buying 10 yarts. One day for each yart ig. LMAOO

I hate my mind sometimes, why did I just have a dream I broke my fast, and I woke up all panicked, and guilty like I actually did.

i hate f00d!!!

About me!!

Ana/Mia/Sh Blog! (Block don’t report.)

You can call me Minny!

Stats+Fun Facts under the cut.

Teen, Girl, Lesbian.

Height :5’10

SW/HW: 255lbs

CW:240lbs

GW1:195lbs

GW2:170lbs

GW3:145lbs

UGW:120lbs (And lower)

(Fun facts: I’m Mexican, I LOVE comic books and superheroes. (X-Men And Batman are my favorites.) My shows include, X-Men 97’, Batman the Animated series, X-Men the Animated series and Breaking bad, along with Black Sails.

DNI- If you’re a minor DNI blog, I am a minor. Or if you are here to spread hate of any kind to anyone.

Have a good day lovelies. <3

I know the scales realistically won't go down every single day no matter what

But that fucking prick staying the same this morning really pisses me off 😤❌️

I WILL be Sk1nny

𝐀𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐋 𝐈𝐒 𝐆𝐎𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐎 𝐁𝐄 𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐒𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐈𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐇! 𝐑𝐄𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐆 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐃 𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐊 🎀🍽️

ballet 'sp0

the headaches are not it 😭

If you got some workouts/workout routines that DON'T grow your obliques and make your waist and whole body appear thinner, drop them in the comments. Please. Or if you can't comment, dm me. 🎀

4n4 tip:

make an actual calender/list so you can cross off the days you were on track

being able to see your sucess/ streak will keep you motivated

My father said he could last longer not eating

And I REALLY doubt that

what I eat in a day

instant ramen - 280 cals

exercise: -189 cals

net worth: 91 cals

what I eat in a day

55g dried strawnerries - 178 cals

pretzel - 286 cals

exercise: /

net worth: 463 cals

Just relapsed to distract myself from eating and the high is hitting HARD

Hey guys,

I'm leaving Tumblr, at least for a couple of months, in an attempt to r3 c0 ver. I'll probably come back 20Ibs heavier crying about how I regret it, however my mental health is declining very rapidly, and 4n4 isn't making it any better so until I can get myself back in to a safe headspace, I will be leaving.

I love you all so much, and thank you all for giving me such a wonderful community to be apart of. Ilyasm! Y'all are some of the most amazing, sweetest angels I've ever met. You all were here for me when no one else was, and were the only people I could talk to about my w31ght struggles. Thx for everything, and for helping me lose 40Ibs. I hope every single one of you hit your UGW, r3c0v3r, or find whatever will bring you true inner happiness. Thx again sm. 💓💕

Guys, I'm officially taking it seriously now.

Miso soup and muffins on rainy days>>

What @bloodycorpz3 said, plus just romantizing your journey as you go through it.

• Take aesthetic photos of your food, workout equipment, even the sunset or skies when you go outside.

• Practice self-care, buy pretty clothes (especially ones slightly too small), drink your fav low cal drinks/teas out of pretty cups, keep your area smelling good. Keep your senses focused on other things than the taste of food.

• Keep your mind busy on cleaning, organizing, tasks, hobbies, etc. I've found whenever im in a depressive dump, actually doing the stuff i didnt want to do gives me more mental and physical energy. The procrastination, dread, and guilt of tasks are always worse than actually doing it.

• Pretend you're in a movie honestly, and your character either has an €D and she does everything right/perfect, or that you already are your b0dy g04ls and live how she would.

As for being sluggish, part of self-care is staying hydrated, taking vitamins/electrolyte supplements. (BTW, make sure your food has a good GL/GI, because 4n0r3x1cs are much more vulnerable to diabetes and sugar crashing.)

If you're still sluggish introduce caffeine if you haven't, but it seems like you've just fallen out of love with 4n4 and need more motivation. Pro 4n4 sites like 📌 and here are good for that. Maybe try a new diet, fasting routine, or something to spice it up again.

I desperately need someone to help me/give me tips on getting back to my honeymoon phase. I want to feel euphoric when 🌟ving again instead of just feeling sluggish and depressed, please and thanks 😭

Any other anas donated plasma??

I need tips cause I always binge before donating with the excuse of "it's just so I don't faint" but that's all it is, an excuse. I get so weak and nauseous any time I go around needles and I have a donation tomorrow. Everything I've said online is drink lots of water, and no caffeine/nicotine beforehand. Does anyone have experience/tips for restr1ct1ng before/during donation?

I miss when my wrists were tiny

Waiting for everyone else to go to sleep so you can chew and sp!t>>>>>

June is my month this time fr.

Fuck May.

A month from now...

You can either have a month of progress

OR

A month of excuses why you didn’t.

Helhest

The irony's a bitter pill, a twisted delight,

The less I have, the stronger I feel in the night. Empty echoes in a hollow frame,

A twisted victory in this hunger game.

Each rib, a bony crown, a badge of my fight,

Against a foe unseen, in the dead of the night.

The mirror, a canvas of decline and decay,

But in the fractures, a twisted kind of ballet.

Food, the enemy, a siren's sweet call,

But control, a triumph, that conquers them all.

The world fades to whispers, a distant refrain,

As the hunger consumes, a sweet, hollow pain.

The warmth of a fire, a distant dream's hold,

But the chills that wrack me feel strangely consoled.

For weakness is freedom, a fragile release,

From a world that demands, a body to appease.

The whispers grow louder, a chorus of fear,

But the silence within is strangely more clear.

A voice in the darkness, a chilling decree,

"Sicker is better, for that's how you'll be free."

But freedom's a cage, with bars made of bone,

A victory dance, a victory alone.

The depths I descend, a descent without end,

This twisted desire, a hunger that won't mend.

Oh, the tears that won't fall, the emotions all numb, Is this what it's worth, to finally become...

Not smaller, not thinner, but something far worse,

A hollow shell dancing, in a malnourished corpse.

- just a poem my sleep deprived mind came up with. I hope you all enjoy it cause I'm new to writing.🥴

Starting this diet Monday. Anyone wanna join in? I'm going to post results for all the diets I try. ^-^

Most triggering 4N4 songs?

Trying to find more songs to add to my Spotify playlist