27 They/them Nonbinary LoserI completely forgot how to use this godforsaken website be patient
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I was wearing my glasses i just read it differently than the words that existed
As soon as my body starts to malfunction or fail me/become weak/fragile I'm rerolling
I am out of nerds
how many nerds do i have to shove up my ass before i see god?
I misread that as "getting wrapped around a tree at 100" mph somehow and all i can think is about drifting a dodge viper in the rain.
As soon as my body starts to malfunction or fail me/become weak/fragile I'm rerolling
gotta be honest as someone who suffers from depersonalization and derealization(symptoms of dissociation), I'm not sure how to feel about using derealization as a tag in the surrealist/liminal/weirdcore communities. On the one hand it might mean I'm not the only one which is both comforting and disheartening, and a lot of liminal spaces do trip the same feelings in normal people.
On the other it's a pretty miserable state of mind to be in and i'm not sure it should be treated like an aesthetic. Some have suggested to me that the reason i don't enjoy the state is that i don't have control over it but I don't think they feel as distant as i do. I don't expect anything to come of these conflicted feelings.
There isn't much i want anyways.
My guilty pleasure right now is watching luxury hotel reviews and I found this british guy who keeps accidentally clipping into the backrooms.
He's unintentionally making the best liminal horror content on youtube
everywhere i go everyone compliments me on the particle cannons i attached to my body. they say things like "those look effective against armored targets, and also very precise" and then i blush cutely and obliterate a scrap car
What the fuck this is fire
in absolute tears about the pride module at my work
You ever feel like you've been in the backrooms before? Like going about your day then suddenly you feel like nothing is real even though you know it is? Do you ever think maybe the reason so many of these places feel familiar to the point you know you've been there before is because you've been in the backrooms this entire time, or maybe the dreams you have of locations you've never been to are just memories of roaming a hollowed out version of reality somewhen in your life?
I have this feeling every time i look at this(and some other) images. I feel like I know what the kitchen looks like because I've been there in a dream when i was younger.
itโs on the mouse - barmaid edition
You see an eldritch creature with a million million eyes. Neither of you speak but you know it's love when you look up, and you see through his eyes looking through your eyes at his eyes. For a brief, beautiful moment before you're both blinded by a recursive loop your eyes meet.
You curl up next to him to snuggle the void-flesh at the base of the mound and call him "Daddy Aliya" because you've seen what he sees and you know each one of those eyes is watching the world through another man's life. To him every second is an eternity's worth of experiences; you are not sure if he even notices.
What if we kissed in the field of eyes?
It's been -78 days since the last day i didn't randomly think about gay sex and that's only if you count the day i realized i didn't think about gay sex which is still technically thinking about gay sex. If you don't I have no clue what it's like to not have your thoughts filled with AGGRESSIVE GAYNESS.
feels like home
C o l l a g e c r e a t e d b y m y s e l f a n d w h i c h I t i t l e d . . . " ๐พ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ "
I really wish I wasn't living through a major historical event right now.
Journalists interrupt and berate Blinken on Gaza policy.
Several journalists who are outspoken critics of US support for Israel loudly lambasted US Secretary of State Antony Blinken over the war on Gaza on Thursday, repeatedly interrupting his final press conference as he sought to defend his handling of the 15-month-old war.
โCriminal! Why arenโt you in The Hague,โ shouted Sam Husseini, an independent journalist and longtime critic of Washingtonโs approach to the world, before being physically dragged outside of the briefing room.
โWhy did you keep the bombs flowing when we had a deal in May?โ Max Blumenthal, editor of the Grayzone, an outlet that strongly criticizes many aspects of US foreign policy, called out to Blinken before being escorted out.
(source)
Thoughts on the weak nuclear force?
I try not to
this is an unacceptable proposition and i will steal your kidneys
"Mouse-keeping!" "Cheesed to meet you! Have I seen you before?" "This one's on the mouse!" "I'll leave it squeaky clean!" "Mice to see you!"
I'll be adding more as I think of them, I'm hoping to create an encyclopedia of mouse puns.
it's incomprehensible how much of my brainpower is spent CONSTANTLY THINKING ABOUT SUCKING DICK
It's been -78 days since the last day i didn't randomly think about gay sex and that's only if you count the day i realized i didn't think about gay sex which is still technically thinking about gay sex. If you don't I have no clue what it's like to not have your thoughts filled with AGGRESSIVE GAYNESS.
I spent like 3 weeks trying to come up with a cute pun and still came up empty. it's still great though.
Can someone tell me if this looks cool or if itโs a sinkhole that Iโve already wasted too many hours on..? Itโs supposed to represent rot consuming fresh greens. Compost lesbians, if you will.
Reminds me of the time i was keeping time to the air conditioner in college. it operates in 2/2 time at 30bpm
>listening to nin
>hear a new layer to song ive relistened to over and over
>"wow i cant believe i never noticed this before! i wonder what kind of synth he used. its very forboding in a specific way only nin can achieve"
>pause song to write post praising nin
>the synth specifically keeps playing despite the rest of the song being paused
>look outside window
>garbage truck