Experience Tumblr like never before
me, having no inspiration to write in my wip:
also me, writing inspiring things on tumblr for other young writers: do you hear something? procrastination who? sips tea
never editted your WIP
never enjoyed it thoroughly
never felt satisfied enough
if you're nothing but pleased
if all you do is edit
if you never write anymore
if you've abandoned, ripped up, shredded, or spit on the very pages you held dearlyβ
your WIP is amazing and nothing will ever make you any less of an author.
so, i came back to tumblr, after all! weird to be here, i've disappeared almost everywhere, the queen of ghosting. it was for a good reason. i've been dealing with a long period of crisis, gave up 2 semesters at uni, been stuck in my bed 23h/day (not a hyperbole). finally, i feel like coming back here.
in this whole period, i haven't done too much. couldn't read, watched not so many movies/tv shows, but i did listen to a bunch of music. that kept me a bit less depressed.
i feel like i have something inside of me that is trying too hard to get out, but i don't know how to do it; it's a feeling of creation. only a few people actually feel this, like they need to create something, to put it out, but haven't found a way yet. it's stuck, and it's a whole interwork.
AND altho i know that not many people follow me, neither know who i am or whatever, but to anybody reading this and going through something bad, i hope you get better. focus on your health. it'll pass, doesn't matter when, just be strong and keep fighting. this isn't a coaching shit or self-help bad book, but for experience of someone who's dealing with way too much. everyday is a new day to begin again, until you get it.
have a really muthafuckin great day, guys. much love to you. (that's for the 2 people maybe reading this lmfao thank you for being here) π§π€
these are some books that i've bought recently. expecting lispector and camus of me should be common sense by now. and of course, literary theory. π€
i've been away for a bit because, you know, college. and i have to read these two for classes. life's been boring lately, but i'm fine with that.
sometimes it rains and it's like nothing more exists. incredible how rain has the power to make me feel safe. π§π€
probably will finish in the margins by ferrante today.
i need to choose another but it's hard when you have many clarice books in your shelf and not think about picking one up.
i'm not doing ok since my birthday (feb 16th). it's raining a bit these days, so it makes my days better. thank god nature. π§π€
also, it's time for restart studying: manifesting.
After a long time a study session for Deutsch. #studyblr #studygram #languagelearning #langblr #studying https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs0UXBhhWgH/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=13sg8rv0iacfq
Working hard at my paper. This is how my weekend went. #studygram #studyblr #studymotivation #college https://www.instagram.com/p/Bqmqg0aFXEf/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1n2938k3n5tkf
Late night studying featuring my glass of orange smoothie π #studygram #studyblr #studymotivation https://www.instagram.com/p/Bpj2b_2h28y/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1dv8ryfalc6ep
sleep
if you have enough energy: study
if you have enough energy and time: read
Maybe when we chose this profession we were not very aware that not only were we going to study Medicine, but we had, as well, to become doctors. β¨βοΈ
"Work like there is someone working twenty-four hours a day to take it all from you"
...
Last night I saw a kid sitting in a corner crying.
I asked him what happened. He told me he didn't want to study and it was difficult and finals were approaching.
After that my parents caught the kid crying along with me.
16.01.17 // Thank you for 7000 followers! Havenβt been able to post much lately, but hereβs a peek to my mathematics notes back from my IB years!
+ taken from my studygram!Β
Today, I am happier than yesterday.
Day Nineteen of Tranquil's winter studying challenge: Do you prefer silence or noise when you are focusing? How about when you're relaxing?
When I am focusing, I prefer silence, specially if I am studying math. When I am relaxing, I prefer noise, I love to listen to background music while I am not studying.
Today, I am fine.
Day Fifteen of Tranquil's winter studying challenge: Do you feel like art and creativity is something to be shared, or something that should be more personal? Do you feel like there is more merit given to people that share their creations and art with the public?
In my point of vision, art should only be created for yourself, but there is not a problem to share with the world. The point of art is to express anything that you want with creativity!
Day Sixteen Tranquil's winter studying challenge: Favourite food or drink to study with? (Bonus points if you share pictures of said food or drink)
I don't really eat food while studying, I prefer to take a pause to do it, but I like to drink tea and water while studying.
Day Seventeen Tranquil's winter studying challenge: When are you graduating from your current academic institution (university, high school, etc.) if you haven't graduated yet? and if you have already graduated, when did you graduate? What are your plans now that you've graduated?
I'll graduate from middle school in two weeks! I'm so exicited to vacation!
Day Eighteen Tranquil's winter studying challenge: If you could study abroad, where would you go?
I would really like to study in USA, since I'm from Brazil. Another place that interested me is Germany.
Today, I am stressed.
Day Fourteen of Tranquil' winter studying challenge: What do you think you add to this world?
I don't know, I have never thought about that, maybe joyful?
Today, I choose to be grateful, no matter what happens, because God is good.
Day Thirteen of Tranquil's winter studying challenge: How do you feel about taking a "self-care day" and not studying for a day or two?
Sometimes the study comunity can be really toxic while making the impression that we always need to be the perfect student and be productive. I think that is pretty normal to take a rest and have a self care-day. We don't need to be productive every single day!
Today, I am bored
Day Seven of Tranquil's winter studying challenge: What movies have you been watching lately? What movies would you recommend to others?
The last movies that I watched were Finch, charlie's angels and Minari. I would recommend Avengers: Infinity War, The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe and A walk to remember.
Day Eight of Tranquil's winter studying challenge: Do you speak any other languages? What is your favourite word or phrase in each language you speak?
Besides English, I speak portuguese, since I am from Brazil, and a little little bit of japanese. My favourite word in portuguese is "tipo" (type, kind, sort), I don't know why, I just use it everytime I am talking. My favourite word in Japanese is by far ε΅ [tamago] (egg), it sounds so nice to say it.
Day Nine of Tranquil's winter studying challenge: Share a time when you were struggling and what you did to get through it.
Actually, I don't really remember a time that I was struggling, but in the most of the times, I would pray.
Day Ten of Tranquil's winter studying challenge: What advice would you give to someone in terms of writing an awesome essay?
Write in your time, don't keep looking for how many words you already wrote and pay attention to you grammar.
Day Eleven of Tranquil's winter studying challenge: What element do you feel most connected to and why? (Earth, Air, Fire, Water)
Fire, I guess, I have lots of great memories that involves fire.
Day Twelve of Tranquil's winter studying challenge: Do you ever wish that you could go back in time and change something about your life? If you did, what would be different now?
One day, I forgot to turn off my cellphone for my classes and it rang like three times. It was so embarassing.
Today, I choose to give my best.
Day Six of the Tranquil's winter studying challenge: If you could write any research paper or study any niche area within your field, what would you study? OR, if this doesn't apply to you, what field of study do you want to go into?
I would love to study international economics
Today, I am happy
Day Five of the Tranquil's winter study challenge: Name five things you are really good at.
1.Overthink, of course
2.Read for hours and hours
3. Write stories
4. Cook
5. Play card games
Today, I am tired.
Day One of the Tranquil's winter studying challenge: The beginning of the challenge, woohoo you did it! A lot of the time starting is the hardest part. So, tell us a little bit about yourself! What are you studying currently, what where are you in your life right now? Are you happy with where you are right now? What are your goals in doing this challenge?
Hey, my name is Yanni, my close friends call me of yaya and some people that think my name is to difficult call me by my surname, Koti. I'm currently in my last month of middle school and I'm studying english too (my level is b1). I'm really happy where I'm now and couldn't wish anything better, wich is amazing to say since I was feeling really bad with this hole pandemic. I don't really have goals doing this challenge, I'm just new in tumblr community and wanted to try it.
Day Two of the Tranquil's winter studying challenge: Write yourself a thank you letter.
Dear Yanni,
Thank you for not giving up even when it was so hard that the only thing that you wanted to do was cry in your bedroom and give up with everything. You won, you found your happiness again, you made your parents pround and you are stronger.
Day Three of the Tranquil's winter studying challenge: What is your favourite piece of technology to study with and why? (iPads, tablets, laptops, etc.)
I'm the kind of person that loves paper, I love to write on it, I love to study with my notes in the paper, but I think the laptop is my favourite, just because it's easier to do my projects for school.
Day Four of the Tranquil's winter studying challenge: Do you believe in fate?
Yes, I do. The way that I think about fate it's really difficult to explain. I believe that all the things that happens in life take you to your destiny, even the bad ones. But I still believe that we have the power to make our own decisions, because we don't know our fate.
washi tape swatch!
I'm kinda of obsessed with stationary swatches
mildliner swatches
some of my favorite notes π€©
my favorite highlighters are the mildliner ones π
do you guys have any pen recommendations?