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Bonnie knows what you are Siff... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 🌈 more stupid isat doodles are on the way lmao, and i also found a new way to use my favourite pen in Medibang, which is closer to my traditional inking style :]

i have to draw bonnie and the rest of the cast soon so look forward to that lmao

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I've been seeing people's designs for the other party's 'Loops' if they were the only ones in the time loop and hear me out

What if instead of them all being different kinds of stars/start phases, they were all different astronomical objects?

Like Siffrins Loop is still a star, but maybe Odiles Loop is a moon, Bonnies is an asteroid, Mirabelles is a planet, and Isabeaus is a comet (I just came up with random ones for all of them so ofc they're probably not exactly that, but you get the idea, right?)

Idk I just think it'd be cool if the thing they turn into changes based on their personality or something :P

Something amazing about In Stars and Time is how it makes you feel what Siffrin feels.

And yes, when you go through Act 5 and everything breaks down that's cool.

But when Siffrin feels loved and safe, I think that's what's special. That's what makes this game and these characters so special to me.

As someone who, too, had a similar feeling of feeling unlovable for a very long time. This game really healed that part of me.

When the timeloops start, and Siffrin clings to being useful, you still feel little bits of love. Small, barely there, a little distanced, because Siffrin feels distanced. But it's still there. The party looks out for you, pays attention to you, makes stupid jokes with you.

As you go through, you feel love through Loop. Loop who despite all the teasing and bullying helps. Helps the person who they so wish they could be. The one who holds their own heart, who has the family they lost. Loop reaches out to you, reminds you, you're here, I see you. It hurts, but I see you. And I will always see you and sit with you. And I will keep you from becoming as detached as I did, whether that be by annoying you or having a heart to heart or just yapping in general.

You feel love from the head housemaiden. That cruel kind as she weeps for your situation, and crys tears you can not. As she apologizes over and over again. Euphrasies loves by showing you the painful kind of mercy, the one that stabs you in your heart and makes you want to scream, because she loves through pity. Through pitying you and your suffering. No matter how much it hurts it is love nonetheless.

And finally, in the end, after everything you've done, after everything you went through. You feel love again. This time in your face, so burning and bright that you can not ignore it, you feel loved from the very people you loved from the start. The party who runs in to save you, despite everything you said. Who tells you it's ok, you were going insane, we may be a little mad at what you said, but in the end that doesn't matter. Because we love you. And man, when they really showed the unconditional love, I was going to cry. Because a love like that, especially one with the party, is so hard to find. And it's so precious.

Finally, you see love, one more time. Twohats. The Loop fight. Loop, who is trying to kill you, Loop who is so jealous because that is the love they so wanted. They want their family back. Loop who despite everything. They still can't kill Siffrin. Siffrin, who despite being forced to fight again, who could drop dead at any moment because of his craft exhaustion, refuses to oblige Loops request. They both refuse to kill. Because they still love each other. Siffrin who pulls Loop into a hug, and apologizes. Apologizes to who they once were, the Siffrin who should've gotten this. The one who had their family and their heart stolen from them. The Siffrin who never got to feel love. He thanks who they are now, Loop. For sticking with them despite everything. Who watched Siffrin, guided them, gave them a shoulder to cry on, bantered with them so Siffrin did not lose himself. Who despite everything, still decided to help. Siffrin isn't mad at Loop, because Siffrin knows, he would do the same. Siffrin gives Loop back all the love they gave. He let's Loop move on, knowing they're loved. That they always have been. Loop accepts that their family is gone, that they loved them all the same. They learn that even with them gone, they were still loved. Loop is allowed to be happy as they leave.

And isn't that just what this game is about? That no matter what, everyone deserves to be loved. To know it too, and to be happy. And that's what healed me a bit. Because if even the King, who spent his days weeping for a kingdom long gone, who lost all his family and could not build a new one, who froze everything in time, was still able to know and remember the love he had in the end, then why can't I? Why can't anyone? If even the ones who hated and cried and destroyed everything, the ones who hid it all until they couldn't, who didn't understand their emotions and felt trapped within a construct, who didn't feel like them no matter how much they changed, then can't we, too, love and be loved?

This game shows that love does not have to be romantic, does not have to be displayed in any way, is not something earned, but is a basic right for all of us. And for that, I thank it.

Oh yeah lemme just

The world deserves to see the shitty doodles that is my banner

In case you can't read my handwriting :>

Mal Du Pays: 'This Journey Was Only Meaningful to You' in red

Mirabelle: Holding up Garlic Bread as it glows like the holy grail it is. 'Garlic Bread' is written in all caps.

Sleepy Siffrin: 'honk shooooooo, honk shooooooo'

Loop: They are labeled as 'about to kill themselves'

Bonnie: An arrow calling their chef cooker hat 'Samosa storage'

Weepy Isabeau: The doodle is labeled with 'That Feeling When your crush gives you a flower'

Odile and Birb: Odile is thinking 'Piou Piou :>', the bird also says 'Piou Piou'. The note translating the birb says, 'I'm gonna poop on you later'

Spooped Mirabelle and Isabeau: they are staring shocked by the bird going, 'Peep!'

MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS YALLL

I was able to participate in the @isat-secretsanta-2024 and my secret Santa was @kimdokjafan :D

I had a lot of fun with your request, it was super cool to explore Loops feelings!

I hope you like it!!

[You got the Travellers Hat back! Don't lose it again, Stardust!]

(You got the Family Portrait! You'll always treasure this)

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY IN STARS AND TIME

I might go and try to get these out of the sketchbook later, but I wanted to post something today so I'll shove them here for now!!

It came to me in a dream + the ref

Ref translation by @q-talations !!!

the five! (sorry if the quality’s bad)

Here’s everyone individually:

Oops all creatures AU

Isat au where none of the party members are human

(under read more because it's long)

First off, we have Mirabelle, the Angel

Notes:

As an angel, she was born in the domain of a god to serve them and their followers. She is an angel of the Change God, who is very lax in what they require of their angels.

As an otherworldly creature, she is able to see color

She can sense and "see" ambient craft energy as well as the craft inside of people/creatures (post about how craft works in my aus is a wip)

She is an "angel in training," and was currently working as a housemaiden on Earth to learn about humans and their view on the Change religion

She is still the Change God's favorite \(^w^)/

Isabeau, the Beastfolk

Notes:

Beastfolk are one of the most common non-humans in Vaugarde

Isabeau is the closest to human of any members of the party (besides Siffrin, of course) but still possesses inhuman strength and senses even in his human form

"Beast form" is a more monstrous version of a wolfdog, with a bulky, muscular build, and large paws.

Changing between forms requires the use of craft, but neither form requires craft to maintain.

NOT a werewolf, he is unaffected by the full moon, and transformation between forms are completely voluntary

Odile, the Dragon

Notes:

She is a mix between an Eastern and a Western dragon

She prefers to hide her dragon traits whenever possible, constantly using craft to hide them, even when alone with the group. (This is Not Healthy and takes a lot of energy to keep up all the time, leaving her fatigued and weaker than she otherwise should be.)

She still has similar issues with heritage, although a bit different and this time Dragon Flavored

Dragons are viewed very differently in Vaugarde compared to Ka Bue. Dragons are seen very favorably in Ka Bue, while in Vaugarde they are often viewed more fearfully, despite their overall welcoming attitude towards non-humans.

Bonnie, the Harpy

Notes:

I was initially debating between making them a harpy or a selkie, but I settled on harpy because I wanted them to be more visibly inhuman (also they can be wing buddies with Mirabelle :3)

Nille was very protective of them. Living in a coastal town at the edge of Vaugarde, non-humans were less accepted, especially by foreign sailors.

They are a little baby bird and have frequent pinfeathers throughout their wings and hair

And Siffrin, the only human!

...for now

I have a few things I've been working on for this AU that I've been waiting to post until I had this complete, so if this interests you there will be more soon :D

even more ms paint doodles! This time with bonnie :D

have a nice little bonnie doodle they are free from the horrors. they are happy

go forth my bonnie btw as always my ask requests are open!! im kinda sapped for ideas so would love if yall dropped something in there :)

Crab off! --gives your Loop a mouth-- because in this family not eating Bonnie's food is a crime.

So, remember this comic I did the other day? At first it was just gonna be a random Odile looping au comic, but then I said "what if the family DOES interact with Loop in the fic I'm writing?" And this happened.

A little explanation (cause I don't know when will I finish this fic so I may as well tell the story in comics or something):

We apply the 'teams' here (beauty alliance and opposite sides of the age spectrum alliance). That means (since act 4) Mirabelle knows Isabeau is looping, Isabeau knows Mirabelle is looping; Odile knows Bonnie is looping and Bonnie knows Odile is looping; but no one knows EVERYONE is looping (I will assume this makes sense).

Why hasn't Loop say anything about this to the other family members? Because.

Why hadn't they told Siffrin that the rest of the party is looping? Because Siffrin knows already but he's in negation, to put it simple (and because something something they know Siffrin would mcblinding lose it and they don't want that)

I'm also gonna add the little fact that Loop's mask only works with Siffrin, and it slips a bit TOO often with the rest of the family.

Are you seeing the possible drama??? Do you see my vision???

Anyways, full and alt text under cut, I'm going to sleep or finish that hollow knight skin, whatever comes first BYE

Alt text:

First page:

- First panel shows Bonnie bringing Loop a plate of dumplings. Loops is sitting at the favor tree (they're wearing Odile's coat from the previous comic)

Bonnie: "Star head!"

Loop: "don't call me that kid."

Bonnie: "I bring you. Dumplings."

- Second panel shows Loop with a sad expression holding one of the dumplings

Loop: "Aww Bon-bon...

thank you but... I don't think I can eat anything at all" (whispering: "I don't have a mouth")

A text pointing at Loop says "trying not to burst into tears"

- Thirth panel shows Bonnie holding the plate of dumplings

Bonnie: "Yes you can!"

Loop: "wha-? No I'm pretty sure I-"

Bonnie: (interrupts) "You just have to ask for it!"

"To the universe or something"

"Is what the king said!"

- Forth panel:

Bonnie: "If Frin can ask for a country you can ask to eat!"

- Fifth panel:

Loop: -sigh- "Alright"

"I'll try"

- Sixth panel shows Loop somehow having a mouth under the light of their face and eating the dumpling.

- Seventh panel is Loop's surprised reaction.

Second page:

-First panel is both Loop and Bonnie surprised

Loop (thinking): "you can eat."

-Second panel:

Bonnie: "So? How is it?"

Loop (thinking): "you can eat!!! You can taste!!!"

A text pointing at Loop says "trying REALLY hard not to cry"

Thirth panel:

Bonnie: "uh... Loop?"

Loop: "thank you snack leader for this delicious meal"

A text pointing at Loop says "failure"

-Forth panel is Loop and Bonnie sitting at the favor three. Loop is cleaning their tears and Bonnie is sitting next to them about to fall asleep.

HII HELLO, Looping family (but no one is saying it) au again. Yes that's what I'm calling it I'm so creative (<--- awful at names)

This is the first loop in act 4. You know. After the king. Yeah...

So the party decided to put two beds together and sleep everyone in the same place. With Bonnie in the middle. Where no kings couldn grab them again.

Bonnie is sleeping peacefully because they feel safe around the group (also yes, they already had their panic attack earlier but they feel a bit better now)

Here's a close up

And sketch under cut cause I work TO HARD on those legs to not add them.

Also, I have the full eraser for chapter 1 and almost half of chapter 2, now I just have to correct them and translate them. See ya!

Minor spoiler for act 3 onwards (also for the owl house season 2)

My addition to the Ageswap Au hello

Is that one scene from the owl house but is Ageswap Au Bonnie and Siffrin (I didn't know the head housemaiden age in this Au so I assumed she is still an adult)

I got the idea because, you know, Siffrin and Loop don't have parents so 🐊

Hi I did this for ur Au @ocean-arts @tealgoat @startagainaprologue @basilpaste @pixxyofice hii

Ageswap AU be like

(au by @startagainaprologue, @tealgoat, @the-bitter-ocean, @basilpaste and @pixxyofice)

of course i was worried sick!! thank change you're okay!

( a heartfelt reunion between nille and bonnie post-game )

Happy ISAT anniversary!!!

Museum

In stars and Time, All acts spoilers

Watched Infinity Train recently and there was one scene in Book 4 that really inspired me :)

A broken wish

Act 5, alias the best worst act ever

Bonnie and Isabeau are holding onto poor Siffrin, poor fella

✨ISAT ACT 4/5 SPOILERS ✨

“Somethings breaking, rotting”

Oh man, ISAT am I right??