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When I was young

I thought I was strong

Thought life was just a laugh.

Till the voice in my head ,

Kept screaming for a chance .

Showing me things

My own eyes

Could never believe .

I ignored the noise

A racket in my brain

Used to tell the fucker

To just go away,

Always screaming at me

A fight against the other.

always in the inside

No one else can hear my brain

It sent me crazy

Used to screw

Wanted it to just escape

But it wanted to stick like glue .

Who was this screaming inside of me

I used to ask the fucker

But it would never accept the anwser .

I learnt to listen

And accept it

that’s when my words started flowing

It started screaming a little less louder

Then I realised it was me against my self

The devil and angel balancing me out

Till I accepted

That’s what my life was about

To find peace with my other self .

@trueemotions91

A flower so sweet and pure

Always staring at me

Through a open door

I wonder what

She is asking me for

Always waving hello.

I wonder if she knows

How much I adore her

And how much she makes

My skin crawl

She is amazing

Beautiful

I cant resist

To pull her from the ground

Just to give her one

Sweet kiss.

@trueemotions91

Pretty lady

Looking at me,

Why do you bring

Me to my knees,

In all the humans

Upon the world,

Your the one

I kneel to.

Not because your eyes

Enchant me

Or the whisper of your voice

Excites me,

It’s a belonging I can’t explain

just a human brain .

@trueemotions91

Freedom

I hear them call

But thier ain’t ready for that door.

Freedom

Yet there still roar

Do thier know

What their are asking for?

Freedom to what

I stand and adore.

Freedom to withdraw ?

Your to in line

To know freedom

Is in the mind

Once you explore

And unwind

Then you may know

How freedom works

Because it’s

inside that cage

You locked so tight .

@trueemotions91

I thanked her

For my pain ,

For the pile of emotions

She left Upon my floor,

I still thanked her

For making me feel so raw,

Because she taught me

True life law,

I still thank her to this day

For all the heartache .

She taught me to self love

from The core,

You see ,

There is always a tale,

When they think

Thier have done the deed

And watch you crumbled to

Your knees,

But what she didn’t expect to see,

Was me to come back ,

Roaring an all ,

While she

Is still

Trying to find her

True Fairy tale,

When she allowed me

To find my soul

A long time ago.

@trueemotions91

There is a reason it takes two .

Abuse is powerful

And is on the rise

But what really

Tears up my eyes

Is ignorant parents

Who can’t see the damage

That Themselves are inflicting

To the person thier promise

Their cherish.

Out of spite ,

Not for love,

Just to cause a stupid fight

All for some petty right .

A child needs both parents

For respect and order .

I was raised by a single mother

And I adore her.

But to many parents

Put up the fight

To know it will all

end in just heart ache

It’s not fair

Nor right.

The damage you think

Is a game and a laugh

When it’s

Caused to your child’s

Other half

But your soon point the finger

When the painted picture

Comes crashing down

And all will be told

Of the child

of a

Spiteful other.

Please just

Think of how your child’s life could of been told

By the other

Story teller .

@trueemotions91

Living life to the bare,

Never realising

I ain’t taking in enough air

To stoned to care

Feeling high as that airplane

In a desert island

Chillin to the beat of

Natures sound

Everyone around

Me is just

Blurring

The flowers keep turning

In amazing circles .

While the fairies are dancing

To my pretty foot sound.

The trees are sucking

From the ground .

The Bees are to busy

To see the flowers are running

Around .

The worms dig hard

But wiggle out the earth

Into it’s next survivors mouth .

The mud is moving

If I lay still enough

I’m sure I will feel it

Pretty things flying around.

@trueemotions91

If one thing I taught you

Stick it to this tune

Life ain’t fair

We all know the apple ain’t square

So when everyone is glaring

Just remember your daring

They imagantion

To the next level

As thier have never

Seen

Such a amazing

Thing

Which is you.

So don’t be shy

Don’t feel intimated

Their are all just scared

Coz thier ain’t seen

Truth, in the human form

Which spills so flultently from the tongue

As beautifully as you .

@trueemotions91

A father ,

Is a important role

I promise you that

As a girl

I promise

I know .

To teach us right or wrong

Like our father

To teach us to be strong

Like our father

Now I’m not saying a mother is no less

But nor is a father

He is a huge impact upon

Your child’s mental state

And latter

You may not see eye to eye

But I promise you I don’t lie

To seek for love

When all was forgotten

A empty shadow

Of a man

That

I called dad

Was hidden

By a man in disguise

I craved for his love

I honestly did

But not for my good

Nor his

I realised years later

When all was gone

That all along

I just wanted my dad

To teach me how

A man was supposed to treat me

In a ideal world

I should of learnt all this from the man

I called my dad

@trueemotions91

A tree

Fantasises me

The way it stands so strong

It’s branches reaching out

Curling and twisting

In the cool summer wind

Grabbing the air as it passes

What is it reaching for ?

I often adore

The winter time

When it’s branches are bare

The sky

The air

behide each finger

It shadows off

To another ,

Is remarkable and beautiful

How something so plain & tall

Can be so outstanding

Yet missed by all.

@trueemotions91

Hey ,

Welcome to my page . I’m a 29 yo female from the uk. I Joined to read other people’s beautiful poetry, writing , art and everything else wonderful on here, :) my friends think I’m crazy im sure 🤣 so yep thought I could talk to others alike , But also to express my own. So please mind , if my page is full of words that make no sense , also some days I may write a lot of it and some days none. Please feel free to read and share the love . Xxx Any questions or Criticism is WELCOME ! OR JUST SAY HELLO 😁 ! Thank you x

Ps. You may notice I get my their , they and there muddled up. Is a Long life goal of mine I still ain’t succeed so excuse them 3 words , I hope it don’t confuse lol x

Lost in a world of emotions

Covid on my mind

Not a worry for the blind.

It’s not the strain of my eyes

from watching the tv

Or holding my phone all day

It’s the battle going on in my brain .

A pain I feel through shut eyes

The light don’t bother me no more

Used to the dark and the man made lights

With a flip of the switch .

It Seems day and night no longer disgunish

The hurt no longer exists

But neither does my happiness .

Lost in my own mind

But just a empty space .

Dying to breathe in the fresh air

To revitalise my brain .

Lost words that make no sense

Emotions I can’t figure out .

The world has gone crazy

And my brain is on the fall out .

How can my brain survive this pandemic with nothing to do , no air to breathe , no sun to see,

Just me .

@trueemotions91