Random Things - Blog Posts

To my future significant other:

You will have to fight for my love and affection. And I mean this in the sincerest way possible. I won't believe you when you compliment me. I'll spend every moment we're together convincing myself you hate me. I'll be waiting for the moment when you leave me or laugh at how foolish I am for thinking you could love me.

But,

If you are willing to push back against my bitter judgement, to silence the voices in my mind, to love me; if you pound on the walls that have enclosed me for so long, fighting to enter

Then I promise I will be on the other side, fighting just as hard to let you in.

Was making tea (dinner) when I was chapping a capsicum (bell pepper) one come out looking like gums that lost all there teeth

Hello would you like to see what I found at 10-11

This is what I found

Also please send me asks about literally anything I so tired of just sitting here doing nothing

Y’all random talk! What type of artist are you? Digital? Traditional? What apps do you use if you are a digital artist? What pens, markers, and pencils do you use if you’re a traditional artist?

There’s some little aspects about myself that I am not quite sure about how they are configured. Are they a trace of being what is medically called ‘’being crazy’’ or are they just what we should all call ‘’having a different brain function’’? 

It is so hard to talk to people about it because I guess society is still working on the top of older parameters of judging and thinking. On my point of view, maybe we are all this time calling people “weird”, “crazy” or “mental” but in the end they are just bright and manage to see things on a different way. 

Think about how many myths around the functionality of our brain we are currently still spreading. For example, we don`t use only 10% of the brain, we also don’t have any evidence of the existence of right-brained or left-brained people. 

My point is: We are probably excluding some people from society based on how their thinking process is when they are probably very useful and might be able to do and see what is missing on this world.

Woah, oh shit, I got emotional

Yesterday at school on the way back from lunch I see a fucking wasp just hitting its head against the ceiling and like nobody is reacting accept me saying "does any one see the wasp!?"

do you think that dragons have spit or is their mouth always dry from them being fire breathers, like their mouth has to really hot right? so would the saliva evaporate or something? 

This is what I've eaten through the week or so. I kinda slowed down but I'm back now.

Rice and chicken with chilli orange sauce. Pancakes with milk. The summer sausage paired with a bear claw and maple doughnut. A can of pineapple. A box of raisins. And the last bit of sausage.

It's all a bit random but I went shopping so I'll have healthier food to share next time.

So High Guardian Spice.....

It's aight.

I like her!

For once, I want an anime or manga where the gyaru girls are actually very nice instead of bullies and they collect lonely and outcasted girls into their friend groups like Pokemon.

Y'all can keep your emotionally constipated morally gray non-committal yet jealous shadow men. I want a dude to give me cuddles and help me build Lego sets.

This might be out of left field and I know I'm INCREDIBLY late for commenting on this topic, but I now wholeheartedly understand why people were such zealous shippers for Jack Frost x Elsa back then and even now (the shippers are still alive and kicking).

I don't know about anyone else, but aside from the whole ice x ice dynamic (and the whole thing with ROTG not knowing how canonically old they wanna make Jack), I personally think it's actually a rather great pairing if we look at from a story telling angle.

Aside from the obvious tragic nature of Elsa falling for an immortal being (not like we haven't gobbled up pairings like that before), I think a relationship---or heck, even a friendship would've been a great thing for both of them. ESPECIALLY if we're talking about how Elsa was as a person early on in the movies.

Now, that's not to say I agree with the whole, "dating to fix the other person" thing, but I do headcanon that Jack probably would've helped Elsa realize she can be who she truly is. In more ways than one, I think they would've influenced each other to be better people and help each other regarding their isolation since they both start off as characters disconnected from the world(s) around them.

Especially now that Elsa can ALSO communicate with the wind who's dubbed Gale (how convenient, Disney), I think it gives them more ground to work with and would allow these characters to relate each other in ways other characters may not be able to with them.

I understand if people DON'T ship it, but you gotta admit there's a LOT of juice to squeeze from these two (fanon-ically) interacting.

I'm so tired of the 'bad boy' or emotionally stunted male love interests for stories.

I want a story with a decent guy who just so happens to like leather and rides a motorcycle while being extroverted and funny.

"That sounds a bit unrealistic---"

So is having a healthy relationship with someone who glitches just from trying to say, "I feel ____" so I guess we're both at a standstill here.

I love a dark and brooding love interest as much as the next person, but it's honestly getting pretty old. Vintage even.

Sorry not sorry for wanting more media with fictional couples that have healthy communication and basic respect.