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It's fine. I'm used to being alone.
2 am Thoughts
How do you love someone who won’t love you back? Easy. You suffer in silence and pray for something to stop the pain. Whether or not it is the person you love is completely up to circumstance. But I can’t say I’d take love from someone else over the bullet to heart that you so easily gave to me.
From the bottom of my (not yet dead) heart
There was once a time where I would respond to my mother calling my name by asking "what did I do?" because the only reason she would be calling me is if I had done something wrong. It's not that she would ignore me or something during other times, she just always thought I was doing something wrong.
As awful as it sounds, I really love the idea that Bill's "love" for Ford is purely adoration and obsession, not love. I don't think Bill would love, I think he would only obsess over a person,
His "love" for Ford is that he claimed ford, and ford is his, and he's just very possessive over his things. A person is no different to an object to Bill. It's like how people are possessive over their phones or computer, it's theirs and they don't want other people touching or looking through their stuff, the same applies to people in Bill's mind,
It's toxic and makes for an unhealthy relationship but that's fine because I think that's the most realistic their relationship would ever be. An on and off thing of a sort of one sided relationship but the side switches every now and then LMFAO