nobody:
me: *likes a post*
my ocd: was that post you liked actually good? what if that person is secretly bad and people find out and then you're a bad person by association because you liked their post? what if this post has secret dogwhistles that you don't know about? and by liking it that means you agree with it! reread it 30 times until all the words don't even seem like words anymore and the meaning is mush! what? you can't tell if it is a bad™ post? see, you actually are a bad person because a good person would be able to tell. you are going to hell now! you need to think at least 5 'good' things so you can counteract your eternal damnation!!! now now now now NOW NOW NOW!!!!
Gonna go eat even tho ik it’s gonna make me wanna throw up
Yippee
I’m not allowed to go to therapy and i needed a void to scream into so this blog came to be
About me
- he/him
- I’m a minor, nsfw blogs fuck off
- I’m not as emo as i seem (usually)
Asks are open for vents or advice (tho I might not always be able to give it, I’m here if you wanna talk)
There’s gonna some be fucked up stuff on here yall. Have nowhere else to yap abt it.
Gonna tag triggers as best I can but lmk if I miss one ever pls
A relapse doesn’t erase the progress you made by staying clean.
If you’ve been clean for a day, I’m proud of you.
If you’ve been clean for a week, I’m proud of you.
If you’ve been clean for a month, I’m proud of you.
If you’ve been clean for longer, I’m proud of you.
If you relapsed after being clean for a while, I’m proud of you for staying clean however long you did. A relapse isn’t the end of the world. I’m still proud of you for everything you did to try to stay clean.
If you have tried to stay clean and failed, I’m proud of you for trying. It’s hard, I know. Don’t give up. I’m proud of you.
No matter what, I’m proud of you. I’m proud of you for everything. I’m proud of you for being alive right now. Don’t say you don’t deserve this, because you do. You very much do.
Thank you for existing.
How the idea of randomly posting a goodbye message and offing myself starts to feel past 12 pm
negative affirmations
I can be worse
I still have time to fuck things up
I can kms any time I want
sorry i never replied. everyday is blending together and im losing sense of time
I don’t know how we’re letting trump get away with all this shit when I truly believe that if you threw a blanket over his head he would think it was nighttime and go to sleep like a bird
Can’t wait to go out with my grandma tonight knowing she’s gonna fucking destroy every bit of my self worth