Only 10 Hours Left To Go Until My 48 Hour Fast Is Officially Done Though, Regardless Of Whether I Decide

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So, my boyfriend is gonna be away from home for training from early on the 24th until kinda late on the 26th! That means I can fast that whole time!

Which is good news since it’s his birthday that weekend 😅 so of course that’ll probably involve going out for a meal or getting takeout.. plus a birthday cake for him, of course… but at least a bit more of a prolonged fast a few days before should counteract that a bit 😅 hopefully lol

my biggest fear is being like my mother

And before anyone says anything:

No, I don’t 100% trust him

I have very good reason for that

I don’t know if I’m gonna be able to deal with the fact he now has a work phone that I can’t access

My boyfriend just got back home, by the way

I should be happy… but I’m just anxious af

Anyone else have any idea? I’m 5’10, btw

Other issue is I don’t even know what weight I would actually have a properly flat stomach at

I’ve literally been overweight since I was a kid

all i can think about is how everything is on hold until i’m skinny. does anyone relate like?? this isn’t real like this doesn’t count i’m not a person until i’m thin

Just some personal motivation:

Due to the weight I’ve lost so far it’s so much easier for my boyfriend to overpower me when we’re playfighting! I love the fact that I don’t have as much weight to throw around/pin him with 🥺

Now the question is whether I should finish fasting at lunch time tomorrow and have like a bowl of soup or something and whatever my boyfriend decides on for dinner when he gets back. Orrr whether I should just carry on fasting until dinner time tomorrow… really not sure 🤔

I really cannot wait until the 24th when I can just fast for like two full days and restrict the rest of the week as well because he’ll be back at work

Anyone know how much weight I should lose if I fast for 48 hours at the beginning of next week?

Even just a rough estimate would be helpful 😊