rabid feral aphmau fan since ~2017. he/they/it
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It's been a while since I've been on here, so here's my rambling and headcanons Ein and Zack's relationship.
So I was reading Zack's wiki, and there was this stream by Sylvanna's VA saying (among other things) that:
"Zack did not cheat on Sylvanna, Ein was not his biological son and he only helped raise him."
And that sorta stuck out to me because we don't actually know anything about Ein's home life or family.
Basically, my headcanon is that Zack was fostering Ein.
On Ein's wiki, it says that he claims
"Ein was born a monster, and then Zack abandoned him at some point in his life." (Cited as Season 6 Episode 10)
Maybe Ein was Zack's foster son before the fallout with Garte and Derek. Maybe the abandonment in question was Zack being sent to Micheal's realm?
Just imagine Ein in this situation. He's lost/been left by/been taken away from his parents, and he's been thrown into the system. Absolutely traumatic for someone so young (considering he's younger than Aph and Sylvanna and Zack split when she was little).
Maybe he's at a different foster home first. Maybe he's in a group home. Eventually, though, Ein ends up with this doctor. Zack is nice to Ein (read: manipulative).
Maybe he convinces Ein to 'help' them with the forever potions.
Maybe Ein lives at the lodge.
Then Zack just.....disappears.
Ein gets thrown back into the system. He goes to an all Werewolf school (where he probably picked up on the werewolf supremacy shit). He goes to PDH. He goes to juvie for attacking Kacey.
Then who shows up again? Who gets him out of juvie? Either Zack, Micheal, or Elizabeth.
Cue the rest of Mystreet.
Idk just my thoughts it's been floating around in my head for a while.
Idk I think that an all werewolf school would be just kinda bad, like it's shown in canon that werewolves are impulsive and not the smartest and can be quite violent. Combine that with teen hormones and other werewolves as both peers and teachers? Just don't sound like a good mix. Not to mention the pack dynamics that have been established. Tbh, being the omega for an entire school of hormonal teenage werewolves, just sounds.... bad. It's probably partially where he got his hate for humans from (<- reflecting on how Ein went to an all werewolf school before switching to PDH)
trans men are trans. if you hate trans men, you are transphobic.
if this is difficult for you to parse, start from the beginning of this post and read it again until you digest it.
you can try to 4D chess yourself into thinking it's okay to hate trans men and that somehow doesn't make you transphobic, but you're being transphobic by definition whether or not you think you are, and nobody fucking cares whether or not you think you're transphobic: you are.
HOW do you figure out names for deities
Sometimes you (me) just gotta remember that your fantasy story doesn't have to be dnd based and you can do whatever you want forever
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If my mutuals can’t rb this then we can’t be mutuals
If you see anything, ANYTHING, about trans men being pregnant and your first instinct is haha mpreg I'm killing you with hammers
A reminder both to myself and other trans people: You need to keep living, the act of living as a queer person in this America is in of itself an act of defiance. Your death would be giving them what they want. Stay. Fight. Please.
Quick reminder that it's always morally correct to punch nazis.
Hi I'm back on this bullshit again :)
Instead of reincarnation, they've been pulled from the end of Mystreet/MID, memories wiped, creating an alternative universe, and because of this:
•Zane and Aaron have the worst memory problems due to being relics
•Aaron has to wear his blindfold again bc he has no control over his Ultima powers, he doesn't know why but he knows that something terrible would happen if he looks at someone
•They all have weird scars. Aphmau has the scar from Ein killing her, and some weirdly placed identical scars on her back.... Ein is literally dead, so he has an autopsy scar, Nana has a scar across her chest from Garroth, Aaron has bruise scars, etc
•Sometimes they remember things wrong, Ein still calls Zane brother sometimes even though he knows in his heart that's wrong
•The daemons have small amounts of magic, it's weak, but can be helpful in the right scenarios
•Unlike other characters who are pulled in for a one-off, Rhys joined late and stayed, leaving people to grapple with the information that anyone could stay, but whoever is controlling them choses not to, what's the significance of Rhys? Why him specifically?
•They're grappling with ptsd and trauma they don't remember. They dont understand their "new" triggers or copes. Why does Zane do X when confronted with conflict? Why does Ein do Y when faced with an emotional situation?
•Ein suffers from forever potions withdrawals and has nerve damage from the repeated use of it
•Aaron also has nerve damage from the severe bruising
•While some characters feel instinctive connections to each other, Aaron doesn't, because at the end of mys, he didn't know any of them anyway
•Ein has some 'interesting' attributes, as he has been brought back to life after his death in mys, he's always cold to the touch, doesn't feel as much pain, has a generally off putting aura, etc
•Kim is also quite similar because of Ghost. Although this also adds additional memories from Emmalynn, it's hard to distinguish what is Kim's and what isn't
•Aphmau sometimes gets phantom limb from her lack of wings
•While Ein and Aphmau aren't related, Ein often remembers wrong and thinks that they are (much like the situation with Zane) because the only fatherly figure he has had in his life is Zach and he gets confused about if it was biological or not
I know that Jess's current videos are cringe and for kids and have so so so many issues, but I personally think that the idea of the smp could be interesting if it was done right so heres my idea:
Much like mystreet, these characters are reincarnated, but this time into a video game and have to play and survive while also getting along and maybe recovering memories? Clearly, Aphmau is still connected to Irene, being gifted all these powers. But they're also being put in situations so often by what? Some higher power? They don't know if their day will be normal or not. They live in anxiety.
They don't know who they are. They have to find new niches and personalities to fill that void. Sometimes, they recognize the other "players" sometimes they don't. Pierce and Noi and Rhys don't know anyone but each other they try to become friends but they can't feel that connection.
Romance is especially difficult. Sometimes, they feel naturally drawn to each other, which is why K.C. and Zane always end up back together. They don't have anything other than that familiarity. Sometimes, they just use romance as a cope. Noi and Kim don't know each other, but they need to fill the holes with new memories . What better than a partner?
Ein's destructive tendencies and most "players" not liking him are remnants of what he did. He can't control the urges, so he acts on them (and maybe then they won't take over like the potion took over everyone else).
Not that any of them know, Zane has theories, and so does Kim, but what good are those if they can't prove it? There's different universes, and they know that. They also know that other "players" can be forced in and out of that world, but who is doing that? Whose in control?
Minecraft itself is already post-apocalyptic, and then Irene throws a bunch of "players" with memory loss into the world for what? Her own enjoyment? Why choose one of her vessels on top of that?
That's my yapping. I'm just full of ideas for the smp cause cocomau is just bad, but I have a deep love for the characters, and I have a feeling Jess is going to continue to add more characters especially from MID.
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here's to every queer, disabled and neurodivergent american, as well as americans of color, especially indigenous americans having to deal with the stress of thanksgiving dinner with their families. i know the conversation topics get stressful for no fucking reason at these events, and i know that people love to interrogate and corner you in front of the entire table. it's an unnecessarily stressful time, and insulting to indigenous americans to boot. here's to you if you have to deal with racist, ableist, queerphobic family members today. stay safe.
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I’m just going to leave this here…
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remember when jkr went full mask off and started acting evil and hp fans were like "ok we need to think carefully about the stuff we consume, how can we justify enjoying this series, how can we love it without supporting the author? should we try to separate art from artist or should we leave it be? isn't showing solidarity to trans folks more important? if we remain openly fans of this series will it show trans people we aren't safe or trustworthy?"
and then they decided that none of those questions really mattered and they continued to uncritically consume their stupid badly written children's books, and jkr has only gotten more nasty and hateful, and people only hate trans folks more, and now the answer to the last question is invariably YES. I don't trust any goddamn person who still loves Harry Potter in 2024 bc you've decided your nostalgia about a mediocre story written by a bigot is more valuable than the safety and wellbeing of trans people 🫶🖕
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Here's my aph SMP ship chart featuring lil chibi head of them all
(DON'T BASH ME PLEASE THIS IS MY OPINION🙏)
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Michi, who ran away from home and even faked her death when she was sixteen. Michi, who when asked would say the crazy cat lady who took her in off the streets, yet only viewed her as yet another stray kitten, was her only family. Michi who was once hit with a forever potion and left in that cabin in the woods to rot, staring blankly at the walls waiting for the voice in her head to return, to give her orders, to give her direction.
Michi who as she laid there, on the wooden floors of the cabin much like a broken doll cast aside, called out for her twin. Her twin who shouted from the window at her not to come back when she slammed their old front door for the last time. Her twin who threw rocks at the Mei'fwa scouts who tried sabotaging his sister's cookies, because he'd 'always' have her back after all.
Michi who's body had been found six months after death, while decomposed it was untouched, because even the rats in the hell hole of a cabin didn't want her.
ao3… come home… please ao3
foods that will poison cats:
alcohol
chocolate
caffeine
dairy products (adults turn lactose intolerant)
fat trimmings, raw meat, eggs, fish
grapes and raisins
onions and garlic
tuna (when not made for cats)
xylitol (artificial sweetener)
if you have a cat please reblog this
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