I've just done the most confusing thing I've ever done.
I just,
got home and aired out blankets, thinking, I deserve this. hey I feel gross, and I know I had a shower yesterday but I think'll have another today, and I fucking did. Not for 27 minutes, 6 minute shower, wow! I want to do laundry, I'll do my laundry. I think I should change my bed sheets, that way everything will be nice tonight. wow, I'm on a roll! might as well do dishes too, I don't even have anything I'm avoiding. Hey I think I've done most everything I needed to, I don't have homework, I don't have a task or project I'm avoiding. That's great! I think I'll drink a healthy vitamin drink, they taste like oranges, maybe I'll even have a muffin. Im so proud of myself, look at you go little man!
I love threatening my dog with, "the rat". Not only because it confuses those around me but also because my dog is deeply terrified of the rat.
I need both so we can learn guitar together and then go on road trip or illegally hop on a frieght train to travel across the country playing and writing song
i need a friend who knows how to play guitar so i can jam along
i am currently out on my deck in -1 weather in only shorts and a hoodie, drinking ice coffee with a bit of flavored creamer (we ran out of milk), and about 4 scoops of sugar, listening to kinda chill but angry music, trying to finish the last 100 pages of "The Da Vinci code" before tomorrow because i wanted to.
Episode 3: Smoothie
I saw a doll at the thrift store the other day, it was a light brown bear dressed in fancy dress, it was a beautiful maroon with lace. She had a hat on as well. A lovely sufferagette, standing alone atop a dusty wooden shelf. She reminded me of the baroness. Noble, breath taking, yet alone.
I read a plethora of webcomics and the only I can remember what day of the week it is, is solely based off of when each webcomic updates.
refseek.com
www.worldcat.org/
link.springer.com
http://bioline.org.br/
repec.org
science.gov
pdfdrive.com
That neurodivergent moment when youre not sure if you can leave
Like I'm not talking about when it's after a meeting and people are still hanging around and you don't know if it's rude or nah.
I HAD TO ASK TO LEAVE THE BATH
I would call my mom with the same sad wail a cat makes when you leave it in a room with the door closed and ask her if I could get out. I would stay in my room after being sent there for hours when my mom had said "go to your room for fifteen" and ask if I could go to the bathroom.
I think I opened so many tabs google just gave up, no thoughts head empted me and just started smiling
I love the fact that I’m using this cesspool of chaos and showers to build up my self confidence.
-Trans autistic guy with bad sense of humor- -he/him- -Special Interests: Music, History, Anthropology-
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