Sometimes profound.Other days its just misery. Musings soon
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i walk a fine line between “i’m asexual and i hate how much the world revolves around sex” and “sex is way too stigmatized and people should be able to be more open about it if they want to”
the objective and only plausible solution when considering the question of the false zionist state is its destruction exclusively. there cannot be a reconciliation between palestinians and their colonizers, there cannot be a state of co-existence between the palestinians and their colonizers which slaughter hundreds daily, the only solution is the expulsion of colonists and the destruction of their falsified nation state. you cannot push zionism towards progressivism or reform the concept of zionism. it must be destroyed, as all settler-colonial states should be. otherwise you are completely disconnected from the historical, material conditions at hand, and frankly, are directly enabling the zionist state.
I’m a big fan of that post-laundry feeling when you’ve got all your A-list clothes back in the game.
fuck that shit this has been happened to me so many times i hate it i hate it so much
I'm reremembering all the times that my special ed teachers would literally just take my shit, like not even confiscating a phone I was using in class just taking one of my books as punishment and making me work to give it back. you know that feeling you'd have as a kid when an adult does something that feels obviously wrong and you're distraught but mostly just confused and disoriented and there's nothing to do but cry.
I listen to music with headphones not because J wanna go deaf or be disrespectful, but so I don't have to hear the electricity in the walls and dog whistles and other NOISE that DISTRACTS me and ANNOYS me.
But there's more.
I want to hear every instrument that takes part in the melody. The breaths of the singer. The leitmotifs, every note, has meaning.
Music is a form of art, and I have trouble focusing without it. Even if it seems distracting or extra to you, it actually fuels me.
hinduism as it dominantly exists in the world takes the form of an apartheid. no amount of the existence of hindu minorities anywhere can change the fact that we call it the fascist religion for a good reason. it is more apparent in instances like now where hindutva bloodthirst is clearly visible but i need people to know even on a day like every other, this is a religion that continues to spread violence against women, indigenous people, people of different faiths, and among "lesser" hindus. the only way forward is to abolish it. it does not contain the truth of the world and it has no place in the 21st century -- the active decisions of those that have led it in the past and those that lead it now have sealed this fate.
happy autism awareness day to all the girls who had “ friends” growing up who were actually bullying them . to the girls who always sat alone in the grass and wondered why nobody wanted to talk . to the girls who spoke to animals like they were listening . to the girls who created a little world in their room . to the girls who always felt ashamed for how deeply they love things and how passionately they enjoyed media . to the girls who covered their ears when they were overwhelmed by everything . to the girls who carrying a special thing around to feel safe . to the girls who never understood what they did wrong to feel so lonely . to the girls who were diagnosed later in life because they weren’t little boys who liked trains. you are so special and beautiful and you’re not worse for it, you love deeply and that is so wonderful please never try to push that down . I LOVE YOU !!!!!
to reiterate the standard position btw ‘Hinduism’ isn’t even real. it’s a term and unity conception that was created and enforced during colonial studies of the subcontinent. there is no consistency amongst it. typically academic postmodernists and opportunist left liberals stop there, and refuse to acknowledge the recent and even then ongoing history: that the term was embraced and employed and so does have a categorical political unity: for the last 300 years
to reiterate the standard position btw ‘Hinduism’ isn’t even real. it’s a term and unity conception that was created and enforced during colonial studies of the subcontinent. there is no consistency amongst it. typically academic postmodernists and opportunist left liberals stop there, and refuse to acknowledge the recent and even then ongoing history: that the term was embraced and employed and so does have a categorical political unity: for the last 300 years
love when leftcoms use rhat quote from marx about peaceful reform being a possible and viable alternative for revolution in the US as if that proves electoralism is Good TM. Marx was wrong about some things. and in fact most of the things he was wrong about, he grew to disagree with his prior tank with further theorizing and especially the influence of the Paris Commune.
It's funny that On Contradiction is one of the only truly timeless works of Marxist theory but the reason why it's a timeless work of Marxist theory is because its central thesis is "communists must do the work to understand the specifics of their own time and place and develop their own new revolutionary theory and analysis for it instead of blindly clinging to decades-old theoretical works of past luminaries."
В День Рождения Ленина | On Lenin's Birthday;
Nikolai Sysoev, 1960.
Великая Дружба | The Great Friendship;
Dmitry Nalbandyan, 1950.
Like how hasan piker literally interviews academics, journalists, victims of genocide yet we have people like Ethan Klein going on and on how hasan is antisemitic and is a nazi. I want this bozo to give me one good reason as to why people are coming on his show if he is so bad and not coming on the h3 podcast if he is so adequately pro palestine in the way everyone should be. He has no answer but intellectually incurious bullshit takes on how he is hiding it or whatever. This is so disingenuous like this man is turning into destiny and somehow hasan hasnt filed an injunction to stop these bozos from talking about him and defaming him at every turn.
I remember i used to push through the fear and stress. Now i am just trying to distract myself fuck, realising that i am whole again.
The role of critique in communism is limited and its purpose is to improve the functioning of the Party, by identifying concrete problems and supplying concrete solutions. If your "critique" of the PRC is just moralist whining about their development strategy, and you offer no concrete steps for improvement of the CPC, then you are not forwarding a critique, you're just publishing freelance anticommunist propaganda.
Certainly i am so brain dead rn i think i am gonna fly into the unknown before i die happy
Sometimes you have a conversation with someone or you get into an argument with them and you realize they aren’t even perceiving you at all, they already have a whole script in their mind and they’ve slotted you into a role as a prop in that preconceived story. Any time you say anything it’s not even registering to them because for them it’s just filler dialogue for when they get to say the next degrading thing to you. I get this feeling a lot when Christian missionaries talk to me but I’ve had it so many times in relationship arguments too
Love to see Zionists getting thrown out of internet communities. Love to see people shutting down them with "you are a fascist" and refusing to engage further with any comments or explanations and just banning them from any shared spaces. You all can so easily cheer for murder of thousands but cry when people don't want to be associated with you? Lol. Anyway I hope you get the boot from even more shared spaces, both online and offline.
I'm tired. But I'm not done.
(Pt.1)
It breaks my heart to see that the world is such that there is no one to hold the Zionist state and the US empire accountable. The Zionists keep on crying about October 7th and the hostages, and every Western institution keeps on coddling them. There has been no genuine acknowledgement of the fact that the British government implanted an illegal settler colony in Palestine and that settler colony forced the native people out of their homes in 1948. There has been no genuine acknowledgent of the horrors of the Nakba, no acknowledgement of ethnic cleansing, no acknowledgement of the destruction of the land in trying to hide the genocide of 1948 through greenwashing, there has been no acknowledgement of the fact that Gaza has been an open air prison, and that Hamas has every right to push back against the oppression of the Zionist state. Right now another genocide is being carried out in front of our eyes, with enthusiastic encouragement from the Western world, the most complicit being the USA. It was always about re-occupation of Gaza and today the Zionist state violated the ceasefire. I am scared for my friends. I am terrified and I do not know how to help except to keep the fundraisers circulating.
And please keep requesting a refund from both of his gofundme campaigns, that were shut down unfairly by the fundraising site. I do not care how long you have to go back and forth with gofundme on this, but Siraj lost 32k because of the site's callousness and even recovering half of that money would mean a lot. So if you have donated in November, December of 2024 and in January of this year, please request a refund because Gofundme allows requests upto a year. They should by their own policy still have the money with them. Please help by clicking on the links above...
“Law itself may not only punish crime, but improvise it, and the law of professional lawyers is very apt to work in this direction. Thus, it has been justly remarked by an eminent historian, that the Catholic clergy of the medieval times, with its dark views of human nature, introduced by its influence into criminal legislation, has created more crimes than forgiven sins.”
— Marx, Population, Crime, and Pauperism (1859)
"copyright is good in theory" did you know that you can digitize books and then have infinite copies so in theory every book, every piece of information ever written and published could be shared across the world basically for free but any attempts to actually do this get shut down by copyright lawyers?
Alan in the Dark Place: going through the Horrors, constantly tormented by his own fears and insecurities
Tim in the Dark Place: adult life is already so weird. this might as well happen :)
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