Latest Posts by souplex - Page 5

Could you make a scenecore chinchilla moodboard,take your time no rush

Scenecore chinchilla moodboard :))!!

Hope you like it^^

Chinchillas are so cute ><

NEW THERIAN TREND. GOOGLE "Baby (your theriotype)" AND THEN REBLOG WITH THE IMAGES

NOW PRESENTING BABY HOG DEER!!

i have a horrible disease that can only be cured with attention and pets and scritches

BORK !!

AWOO

not a wolf , ,but in this moment ,.. i ma AOWWOOooOOOoO

Why do I not have little paws and a snout? Or fur and a waggy little tail? where is my momma and the rest of my littermates?? where’s the milk, and the gentle nips, and the warm cuddling piles, and growing into strong dogs with my siblings? Where’s chasing squirrels and rolling around in dirt and sniffing everything unique scent :( it’s not fair.

It’s not fair.

This is a meteorite that has fallen from a clearly superior part of the galaxy.

I tried that thing where you're casually open about your identity, without ever actually trying to explain otherkinity, and it fucking worked??

Went out for lunch with a guy I've only met twice, and he asked about my bison pendant. I just said that if I were an animal I'd be a bison, I relate to their resilience and stubbornness, it's kinda like a spiritual thing.

Later in the day, he commented about my not wearing a jacket in December and I jokingly asked if he'd ever seen a bison get cold (and then said something about my ADHD meds making me overheat).

And wouldn't you know it, a while later he himself made a joke about me being a bison, completely unprompted.

Incredible. I don't know what I was afraid of, I should've tried this way sooner!!

I love my therapist so much man... My therianthropy doesn't come up often, but when it does she's always so accepting and curious about it-

Today I casually mentioned being a fox, which she had forgotten about, so she just went "wait I thought you were a dog?? 😳"

Like... She called me a dog!!! Dog dog dog dog ehehe

She also asked me to talk about all my identities in depth and we went over my canine ambitypes! She was so accepting, and now we're trying to figure out how I can use my animal side to my advance in my day to day life!

TW: VERY HEAVY VENTING, self-hate, body dysmorphia, abu$e, etc,

Getting this out because I feel so sick, I don’t expect anyone to read it or feel bad, that’s not the intention.

I’m a bad dog. Not in a peed in the carpet way, or a chewed up a remote way, but in an unlovable mutt, a dog nobody could ever want, way.

Im so stupid and desperate that I let myself get emotionally and physically abused because my boyfriend is the only one who’s ever seemed ok with me being the way I am, hell he even feeds into it and plays with me, and what else could I ask for? and if he’s gone than who else gets it? No one. At this point I deserve it because I let it happen to me like someone else is gonna fix it, but nobody else but me can get me out of this hell. We keep breaking up and then he always talks me back, I feel like my emotions aren’t even mine sometimes, but when I tell him how I feel it’s like… gross and I don’t even understand it, I feel cringe for feeling anything! Especially if it causes even the slightest bit of conflict. I just want everyone else to feel emotions for me. I’m so tired. Even my best friend made jokes about how silly it is that some people think their animals and I wanna throw myself under a car. I’d rather get my head shoved into the ground again or forced to give another blowjob than be alone again please. I can’t take being alone again. I spent so long trying to build up a version of me everyone could like, making friendships, and now it’s like everything is still falling apart anyways, even my relationships can’t be good. What’s the point of even trying anymore? I will always be rejected and used. Nothing I say means anything to anyone. I just make noise.

Even when it’s ok it all goes to shit. One day it’s good the next day I’m being told that my anxiety attacks are a burden, just like the rest of me, and he’s right. Everyone is right about what they say. I’m useless, unlovable, garbage. An animal to be put down. I shouldn’t even be alive!

I wasn’t made to be here. I wasn’t made to be a person, everyday since I was born has just been a fucking shithole, cause it’s all incorrect, the way I feel will never match how I look on the outside, and I will never be able to fully express how I feel on the inside, no matter how hard I try. I have no real place to be me. Why is this nightmare my reality, what did I do wrong in my life to deserve this?

I don’t belong. I don’t belong. I don’t belong.

so I bought a human sized dog bed ($86.99 with tax) a while ago and it's arriving today 🥳 I intend to replace my entire bed with it!

I've been feeling very unhappy about being a human recently so hopefully I can find some comfort in this ^^

I feel so alone sometimes it makes me feel sick. i've been werewolf kin since my youngest days without even knowing of this community. i'm going to be 17 soon and still no pack. i know there are others out there, there has to be, in my area i mean. i didn't mind being alone at first- finding home in the company of the wild animals and the neighborhoods cats of my last home, but now i am no longer with them. i long for a pack, others like me. i am conflicted with the want to hide and express myself at once. I need other werewolf friends. even online, i still struggle to find real communities after my main one was deserted. I live in such an area with vast nature i want to share it with someone who sees it the same way i do. sleep outside with the stars above us. Run into the wilderness after straying the human made paths feeling the thrill of almost being seen as i do alone.

Played fetch for the first time with my human bf, and I think I finally found a reason to exist....ooohhh my goood the game has CHANGED

Dog therians, most of Yall are probably already ahead of me when it comes to gearing tips but... Many onlime stores sell animal paw print socks like these (in lots of variaties too usually, cat paws, horse hooves, wolf paws, etc,) and they are SO good and affirming if you also just hate the sight of your own hands and feet, not having paws and little claws is a big thing for my dysphoria so looking down and at least seeing paws instead of feet is EVERYTHING to me.

This is your friendly otherkin reminder!:

You do NOT have to behave like your kintype to be it. As long as you look in the mirror and think to yourself "yeah thats a ___" and feel good with it, you ARE that kintype!

General Alterhuman/Phantom limb haver Survey!

Hello! I am asking anyone with a couple extra minutes who has or does experience phantom limbs (as in non-human phantom limbs) or has or does consider themselves to be Therian, Otherkin, or Fictokin (or any other type of alterhuman) to complete this survey!

Respondents are anonymous, and the data will be compiled into statistics that I will share on here!

Google Docs

General Alterhuman/phantom limb Survey

Hello! I am Sparks. This survey is mainly for my own curiosity considering my own experience and seeing the experience of many therians/othe

Also, while not required, I'd love if you reblogged to increase the sample size! :]

nudging my partner with my muzzle for attention. pet me. pet me. hello. pet me. pet me please. pet me. pet me

Does anyone else have a piece of gear they were so often that they just feel weird without it??

Today I felt like something was super wrong, I felt almost naked and I had no clue why.

It took two hours for me to realize I wasn’t wearing one of my collars. I felt so vulnerable and just wrong because my neck was completely bare.

It was just funny to notice that my entire being was so concerned over something so minuscule.

This silly dog is running around without a collar! Like a stray!

This new sensory chew toy lasted not even 24 hours. I got that dawg in me🗣️🗣️🔥🔥‼️‼️🫵🫵🫵🗣️🗣️

what if i started a nonhuman newsletter / mailing list. monthly email containing a bunch of art / writing / potentially zines about nonhuman culture ?

you just send in a submission form with whatever you want to submit, I put it together in an email, and send it out at the end / beginning of the month ?

i have irl experience running events and i've been an editor on a literary journal for 7 years now. so this is very much within my realm of expertise. all i think i'd struggle with is finding people willing to sign up / submit works, email isn't a super popular form of communication these days.

i've been wanting to put my voice out there more and talk about my experiences and i've struggled to find a way to do that. i've also noticed that people are nostalgic for the feelings of old forums and community. and i feel like a newsletter would be an easy way for me to do both.

but at the same time, why would people submit to this when they can just post on their own blog or account? i'm a bit worried about how this would stand out in current internet culture, when everyone is able to have a platform of their own.

it's something i'd love to explore, though.

if anyone has thoughts or ideas or would like to be involved, PLEASE reach out to me. comment, rb, ask, dm, i don't care. I just wanna talk about this and see if it's got any legs to it.

True love does exist ❤️

Can we normalize animal behaviors and affections, Ik it's already been said but it kills me that I can't just have a pack of other dogs I can sleep in a pile with and do group groomibg/cleaning time with

I am a dog in a trauma way.

I am a dog in the way that I have been cast out, shunned, and expected to find my way back.

I am a dog because of what I've experienced.

I am a dog because being a dog is how I survived.

I am a dog because I was loyal, forgiving, nice, despite what you did to me.

I am a dog because I'd whine at the door, wanting to be let out, even if it ended the same way it always did.

I am dog because of what you did to me.

I am a dog.

Feeling wayyyy more dog this week. I'm not sure why but its funn

WET BEAST WEDNESDAY!!!

Need to do the third one....

Different ways to solve paw dysphoria:

YOU THERE

HALT !!!

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To any creature that feels ashamed of their inhuman desires, don’t be.

Wolves will always feel hunger.

Lions will always crave the chase.

Vampires have always drank blood.

Dragons have always burned their enemies.

Hunters itch for the hunt.

Be yourself, even if yourself is abnormal and disgusting.

Bare your teeth and snarl. You are not alone