Writing You Letters Scented With My Perfume, Wrapped In Colorful Ribbons To Tie Into Your Hair, Around

i want to have a small house off of a dirt road. i know you prefer cities usually but there’s no porches there. i want porches with lanterns an cricket sounds with pretty sunsets. cities are nice too but there’s something about small towns that are more intimate.

i have work in a few hours but if i didn’t, we would have a dance party in our living room right now. we would blast billy joel and taylor swift and anyone else you’d like to listen to.

i just want to sit in a meadow on a sunny day, a picnic blanket spread out underneath me, and a pretty girl laid down next to me. we'd feed each other chocolate strawberries and share a bottle of homemade lemonade <3

it’s just interesting how dan and phil’s life seems so perfectly structured. dan was just a fan of phil and somehow got noticed by him and something about dan caught phil’s attention .. like .. what got dan noticed but they become internet friends. it’s so surreal how they were able to stay close after two years because internet friends are great but normally don’t last as long. they could’ve easily broken off that friendship because it was too difficult to maintain, but did they? no. over the course of these two years i swear dan like.. almost lives in phil’s house. nothing can keep them apart. we see the continuation of phil is not on fire and in some video dan comments on how phil has his own flat so he can take his stuff from the lester’s house to phil’s flat. also the fact that phil encourages dan to start a youtube channel and dan sticks with it ? then??!! dan goes to manchester university and later moves in with phil and they’re both youtubers but dans in school n stuff. dan drops out of uni to pursue this youtube thing that he doesn’t even know will work and will supply him a steady income and then?? bbc christmas special to an opportunity to have a radio show in london with bbc radio 1. they pick up and move again and this time they go to london and the next five years are wild. they reach what i believe is the peak of their careers while simultaneously SOMEHOW becoming closer friends because they couldn’t be closer?? they write a book together commemorating their lives and then they write a stage show to be performed around the world and sold out at various locations. then they write ANOTHER book commemorating their tour which perfectly incapsulated who they are. they take a few months off and suddenly they’re moving again into another flat together. looking back, they’ve done so much together and somehow, two lives became one.

If homosexuality is a sin, then why is my Spotify wrapped full of fucking bangers???

Am I actually gay or is it just Guard?

If you asked me what I'm thinking about at any given moment, there is an 85% chance im thinking of her

sometimes i just think of dan and phil living their shitty late teens/early 20s years where they didn’t have any money and they kind of had the worst parts of being prominent online (no privacy, invasive fans, judgement, homophobic slurs thrown at them constantly) but didn’t yet have the money that would later come from it and how many nights they must have spent in that first manchester apartment with the bed pushed into the corner of the room and barely any furniture and how us-against-the-world they must have felt then, in a different way than they do now, and how it’s reality for a lot of people that those growing pains years just kinda suck but dan and phil got to do through the sucky broke struggling what is the future even gonna be scary years together and idk man just fuck i love them 

Hits different huh

we love only looking at schools in blue states with good lgbt+ ratings aha