RANDOM MIA LORE DROP TIME!!!
when i was like 8 or 9 i had this huge crush (?) on an actress. my mom had subscribed to some online magazines where every other week you could see her modeled in diff outfits and i would take screenshots of her pictures and hide them in my snapchat 'My Eyes Only' thing and just stare at them cuz she was so pretty it was nice to look at her. (im straight)
LORE DROP i used to be weirdly obsessed with high school musical and would only stare at gabriela and was confused when i thought troy was ugly. #gaythings
some wounds and a few more...
# you got hurt during the shibuya incident and they find out (yes suguru never deflected idc abt any guy with stitches on his forehead the shibuya arc still happened somehow!! oh and toji's there too)
## incl: gojo, geto, nanami, choso, toji, sukuna, shoko, yuji, megumi, yuta, toge and ino
was a rollercoaster of emotions,, i cried w nanami and yuji and then laughed with toge and ino đ
forks and forts - aged up!m. fushiguro x reader
contents: megumi takes care of you
a/n: im in the middle of a five page paper for a class so i wanted to post a lil fluff to help me get my thoughts under control o< -< he honestly might b a lil ooc but i hope u like it n e way
you let out a happy sigh as you sink into the bathtub, nose gently kissing the suds that fill the top layer of the tub. as you gently slide back upwards, you tilt your head to your right, resting your ear on the cold porcelain of the garden tub. megumi stares at you from the bathroom door, his hair pushed up with a silly bear themed headband youâd bought him months ago. he flicks the bathroom light on and you shrink back into the lukewarm bath water, squinting as your eyes adjust. you scrunch your nose as he leans over the bathroom counter and blows out your newly purchased bath and body works candle, sending dainty tendrils of smoke into the air.
âhow long are you gonnaâ be in here?â megumi looks at his reflection in the mirror and squints, immediately reaching for the container of q-tips to his left.
you sigh as you sit up properly and lean over your knees, you knock your forehead into your legs before turning your head to look at him, your cheek pressed snuggly against your legs still. cold air blows against your wet skin and you shiver in the tub. you watch as megumi brings the q-tips to his cheek and presses them together on a pimple, his brows furrowed in disgust and concentration over his ministrations.
you donât know what time it is, but youâve an inkling itâs been over your usual hourâespecially after seeing megumi come into the bathroom. he knows to leave you alone when youâve made yourself cozy in the tub.
âi put your takeout in the oven,â he says, glancing over at you as he tosses the q-tips in the trash and washes his hands. he digs around behind the bathroom mirror for a second before pulling out acne patches and a pair of neon pink tweezers, pressing a patch onto his cheek with a shrug. âi also made a fort in the living room and put on your favorite movie⊠wanna join me?â he turns to you, his cheeks tinted pink at your hunched over form. he rubs at his nape as he looks at you, and his blue eyes hold admiration; the only time an active shine takes over his pretty blue eyes is when heâs looking at you. your stomach and heart do a flip in tandem and you bite back a smile. you silently thank every god you know for megumi and the way that he cares for you.
you sigh again, this time filled with giddy, child-like love, âyeah, but i need to wash my hair firstâŠâ
megumi lets out a huff, and if you hadnât known him better you would've thought he was annoyed with you, but you know he doesnât mean it in a mean way. especially when he immediately pads over to you and drops down to his knees next to the tub, âi can do that,â he says somewhat monotonously and you smile at him, fondness overtaking your features and a breathy âthank youâ on your lips.
he rolls up his sleeves and dips his hands into the bath, grunting at how cold the water is, before reaching for the bottle of strawberry scented shampoo. you watch as he flips the top open, attempting to squirt a generous amount onto his hand. the bottle makes a sound as he shakes it up and down and squeezes. you giggle at the noise.
âiâll buy more tomorrow,â megumi says more to himself than to you and closes the bottle, satisfied with the amount squirted out into his open palm.
he sets the empty bottle down next to him to rinse it out and put it in recycling later and sets to work his lithe fingers into your hair, scratching at your scalp. you let out a hum of approval and his face warms again at the little sound.
âthank you, gumi,â you say happily as he dips a hand into the water and stands to grab the shower head.
âyeah, whatever,â he mumbles, bringing the shower head down and turning the water on. he lets you run your fingers under the faucet to approve of the temperature before pulling the little latch. âcan you turn around?â he asks and you nod, shifting around in the tub so your back is to the faucet.
the spray of water against your scalp is warm as megumi runs his fingers through your hair, scratching softly against your head as he cleans the suds out of your hair. you close your eyes and hum quietly, opening your eyes briefly when megumi asks that you hold onto the shower head. you agree silently, taking it into your hand while megumi lathers your hair in a generous amount of conditioner. he runs his fingers through your hair, making sure to get all of your hair.
âthank you,â you say again when he finally takes back the shower head. he huffs out a laugh as he rinses the conditioner from your hair, lifting and lowering your hair to get it all out.
by the time heâs finished, the water in the tub is soapier than before and significantly warmer. megumi helps you out of the water, careful to make sure you donât slip. once heâs assured youâre out of the tub safely, he reaches into the foamy water and pulls the stopper, letting the liquid drain noisily. youâre in awe with the way he moves, so smoothly next to you. he helps you dress after he wipes his soapy hands and forearm and then draws you out to the living room where his fort lays waiting.
âget comfy,â he tells you, watching as you curl up in the pile of pillows and blankets thrown on the floor. the coffee table is pressed against the far wall and megumi reassures you that heâll put it back once the two of you are done.
megumi leaves for a moment to grab your food for you, you assume, so you look for a movie. you think youâve seen nearly everything that any streaming service offers but you still look. in the end, megumi is going to pickâalways some movie recommended to him by yuuji or gojo. itâs always something good, too.
âyou find anything?â megumi asks as he sits down next to you, balancing a to-go box in his arms. you sit up and wrap your blanket around his shoulders, pulling him into you tightly.
âtrade me?â you ask, pawing at your food with a blanket-wrapped hand. megumi hands you the container and takes up the tv remote, his dark blue eyes on the tv as he easily navigates to a movie. you hum in delight at the movie he puts on, the sound turning a little sour when the audio blares too loudly. megumi lowers it before you can ask.
you cozy up into megumi even further and open your to-go container, pleased to find that steam emits from the cheap chinese food inside. without having to ask, heâd microwaved your food for you.
âthank you,â you tell him around a mouthful of warm noodles, your eyes trained on him instead of the actors on screen.
megumi looks at you and the admiration comes back. he smiles small and shyly, nearly impossible to see in the dark. âanything for you,â he promises you.
you knock your knee into his under the blankets and he offers his food to you, letting you take a piece of chicken because like he saidâheâd do anything for you.
| Megumi x reader
Hiding tonight
Your massive crush on Megumi Fushiguro is interfering with Maki's plan to win the exchange event.
Donât sit down âcause I moved your chair
Expect the unexpected; Kugisaki and Panda are on a mission to get Megumi and you together. The two times, Nobara and Panda set you two up, and the one time they didn't need to do it.
Glass in the park
"Who needs sleep when you're with your crush, watching reaction videos to bad movies?"
Stuck in the puzzle
There's something about your magnetism that makes Fushiguro Megumi weak at the knees, compelling him to give you all of himself, even if it means exposing his most vulnerable side.
Piledriver Waltz
Brick by Brick
Sheâs thunderstorms.
Black treacle
The hellcat spangled Shalalala.
Library pictures
All my own stunts
Reckless serenade
Love is a Laserquest
Suck it and see.
Thatâs where youâre wrong.
Extras
Love language
can also be found under the suck it and see series tag
Thoughts on Massage session with bff/roommate/bf gojo [idk who to assign this thought to, I just love the 3đ”âđ«]
omfgggggggggggg massage sessions with roomie!gojo........... like really random ones. you're in the kitchen, making tea or smth when he comes from the gym, groaning and moaning about how his body hurts from the last session. you hear him plop down onto the couch and you just can't NOT tease him yk. aw, poor baby. etcetc and he just groans back at you from inside the pillow.
and then you join him in the living room and he's just........... laying on his stomach on the couch and it's so hard to ignore how good his back looks....... he's been hitting the gym so much and it's clearly paying off bc he's getting bigger and bigger every day. and you kind of... do want to reward him for that.
so, you place your mug onto the coffee table and then simply sit on his lower back. he's so startled that he almost elbows you by accident but you just laugh and tell him to relax. the tips of his ears go a little red, though. he's just surprised, okay? he's not flustered at all.
you situate yourself a bit further back, so you're sitting on his ass now and he hides his face into his arms (this pose makes his biceps look fucking insane btw). you ask him where does it hurt as you're letting your hands just glide all over his back, feeling the muscles contract under your soft touch. he just grumbles out a quiet everywhere. he's kinda cute sometimes, huh.
you start making your way up from his lower back, kneading the tight muscles, really working on the places that make him tense up and hiss under his breath.
harder. a smile creeps onto your lips and you revel in the chance of teasing him again; you ask him to repeat that and it takes a whole ten seconds for him to do it but alas - a low harder, please emits from the man below you. leaning down closer to him, you blow a little air into his ear and he stirs, giving you a peek at the pout on his lips. i hate you.
you can't hold back the burst of laughter that's bubbling up because of his childish actions. i'm literally giving you a free massage and this is how you thank me? you give his hair a ruffle before continuing on his back, now with much more pressure.
you don't stop until you feel all of the knots disappearing. satoru is now completely limp under you, only a few faint groans leaving his lips every once in a while. you rub his shoulders, digging your thumbs into his delts to make sure that all of his upper body has been taken care of. you give his neck a little attention too, drawing slow gentle circles into the back of it.
as the last thing of the treatment, you inch your fingers into his hair and you're sure you just heard him purr but to your own surprise - you don't comment on it. his hair is so soft (it always is) and you're now kind of doing this for your own pleasure. you twirl a strand between your fingers and then rake all of your fingers through it like a comb. he hums and you feel it travel through his body below you.
you give his head exactly two pats before sitting back down onto his ass while dragging your fingers one final time along his back. you draw a happy face into the big canvas and then climb off of him, throwing yourself down onto the armchair next to the couch. your tea is now cold but you're not mad. how could you be when you spot his shut eyes from between his now messy hair and his bicep; his whole body is rising and falling so slowly, faint breaths leaving his lips. ok, he looks very cute like this.
+ thank u nonnie for sending me this!!!!!!!! i love massages and i especially love them when it's just a Couple Of Friends who are doing it yk hihhihihihi
handpicked with love
includes : Inumaki toge x reader, 1.2k words , fluff, canon story followed, reader has a ct, a start of something new?, mutual pining
note: couldnât stop thinking of this :( so I wrote thisss. Should I make this a series???:0
shake = agree
okaka = disagree
takana = worried
Transferring to a new high school was never easy. Especially when it was in the middle of the year. However, you didnât transfer alone, a very timid boy with a ton of cursed energy that he didnât know how to control was with you.
Hooray! ïżŒ
Introductions were pretty rough, due to Okkotsu and his unsettling curse but you all got through it. The only girl whom you soon knew as Maki wasnât very impressed by either of you. You also didnât get a proper explanation about the Panda that you and Okkotsu were dying to be told. He was the most welcoming though.
However, there was a specific person that caught your eye and no it wasnât Panda.
A spikey white-haired boy with half his face covered to be precise.
Since you had arrived he hadnât seemed to acknowledge your presence at all, it was a bit hurtful, even more so that he seemed to hit it off with Okkotsu.
You walk with Maki in the front, yet sheâs already asking about training with you, you turn around making eye contact with the boy.
His eyes were beautiful, the light doing a perfect job of illuminating his violet irises.
However, he quickly averts his eyes, staring outside the window. You pout, turning back to Maki.
âEh? Donât worry about him, he canât talk.â She shrugs and when youâre about to ask Panda speaks.
âMaki you canât just leave it at that.â He sighs, shaking his head.
âHe has a cursed speech technique, allowing anyone whoâs listening to obey whatever he says. So in protection for everyone, he speaks in riceball ingredients.â Panda holds a thumbs up and you can hear a small âshakeâ leave the boy.
You blink at him and smile. âYou must be pretty strong then.â
Upon your reply a huff leaves him, his hands shoved in his pockets, his red ears going unnoticed by the students. It makes Maki groan and Panda tease him.
Over the weeks, despite your liking for the boy and wanting to engage in conversation with him, he didnât seem to meet you halfway.
Nonetheless, the students knew something you didnât and Toge made sure they wouldnât open their mouths.
You sigh in your dorm room, it was a pretty day outside, spring was just around the corner so the days were much prettier. You rest on your windowsill taking in the scenery of your school.
Out of the corner of your eye, you see someone moving around. Youâre met with Toge walking around with a watering can, watering various plants and flowers.
He looks so at peace, humming a little tune. Itâs a rare occasion when his scarf is not fully wrapped around his mouth and youâre met with his beautiful smile. You smile fondly at him, in complete awe.
He feels your stare and he looks around, catching your eyes. A small gasp leaves you as he blinks at you. You pull away from the window, your heart beating erratically.
He definitely thought you were weird now.
To make everything even better (worse), the spawn of Satan (Gojo-Sensei), had appointed you to a mission with Toge.
âNow I know you might be nervous but youâre in good hands! Inumaki is a Semi-Grade 1 so heâll take care of you.â Gojo smiles, walking away with a wave.
You were still a little confused about how he could just leave to two teenagers to fend off curses but you had to accept it.
You glance over at Toge as he walks through the hospital. You fidget with your hands, chewing at your lip.
He stops abruptly holding his arm out, you glance at him and he gestures for you to stay.
âWhat? No, Iâm coming with you.â You frown and he blinks, shaking his head, he gestures for you to quiet down.
Your frown deepens as you stalk slowly behind him. The next second heâs pushing you as a huge unsettling blue curse hurdles toward him.
âInumaki!â You shout as he rips down his scarf, yelling at the curse to plummet. However shortly after he falls to the ground, coughing up blood. You run to him, kneeling next to him.
âAre you okay?! Did it hurt you?â Youâre hovering over him, heâs trying to say something else but his voice is too raspy for you to determine what he is saying.
As youâre about to say something you feel the presence of the curse behind you. Before you can think youâre forming a bubble around Toge.
Due to your expert channeling of cursed energy, your cursed technique was making force fields or small balls of force.
However, the force field didnât hold for long since you were launched into the wall by the curse, prompting you to black out.
You blink your eyes open and youâre met with a bright light and white room. You groan sitting up, taking in your surroundings.
It's only then that you recall the events that had got you in Shokoâs office making you snap your eyes open.
âWhereâs Inumaki!â You shout and Shoko stares at you confusingly, yet before she can say anything youâre shooting up, running out the door.
You run down the halls, and even though your head is pounding so is your heart. Youâre breathless, looking like a crazed lady as you roam the dorm.
You slow down once you see Inumaki in front of your dorm door, with flowers that look all too familiar. Hand-picked flowers from the bunch heâd been growing.
You could tell he looked distraught as he contemplated leaving the flowers in front of your door, a small with them as well.
âInumaki?â You call out to him and he jumps, snapping his head towards you.
His eyes are wide as he blinks at you. You slowly inch towards him, stopping right in front of him.
âAre those for me?â You ask sheepishly and his ears flush red holding the flowers and note towards you.
You smile down at them, moving to open the letter he rests his hands on top of you preventing you from opening it. You both are shocked by his action but he pulls away fast. He coughs awkwardly, patting your head and then heâs rushing away.
You enter your room, eager to read what he has said in the letter. You sit down on your bed, and opening it.
âHi Y/n, Iâm sorry for not protecting you on the mission, I hope you feel better. Thank you for saving me, that was brave of you since we donât really know each other that well. I hope you like the flowers, Iâm pretty sure you know they're from outside the dorm rooms, I saw you staring >:) AnywaysâŠIâm sorry if it seemed like I didnât like talking to you, you make me nervous lol, but I like being around you. Even though youâre not talking to me, I like how it feels to be around you. Hereâs my number, itâs easier to talk with me like this. I really hope you get better and Iâm still sorry, I also hope we can get to know each other better :)â â Inumaki.
You smile fondly at the letter, and you hug the note close to you, already clicking his number in your contacts.
You finally got the opportunity to talk to the boy you admired, you werenât gonna waste any time!
© yuuuhiii 24 : donât plagiarize, translate, or post my work on other platforms
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JUJUTSU KAISEN | Dull Knife (s02e12)
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word count: 11k warnings: none really. reader likes lemon oreos bcuz i projected onto this <3 summary: (y/n) and yuuta get to know each other better over the phone while he's on assignment in africa. feelings ensue. more info: long distance friends to lovers, yuuta got that romance dawg in him
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[ and you know everyone adores you // you canât feel it and youâre tired // baby, wish that you would hold me or just say that you were mine // but itâs killing me slowly ]
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The first time he gets a call from her, Yuuta is a little perplexed before he answers the phone. Of the few people he mightâve expected a phone call from, (y/nâs) was the last name he expected to see on his screen. Nonetheless, he answered it right away.
âHello?âÂ
âHey, Okkotsu,â Her voice was so cheerful, he couldâve easily believed that she meant to call someone else. But sheâd said his name, so it couldnât have been a mistake. âHowâs Morocco?â
âMorocco, isâŠ.â He trails off, fingers tapping a poor rhythm on the table in front of him. Doing paperwork in a hotel room wasnât ideal. The desk provided was always small, and the chair always uncomfortable. But it wasnât like he had a lot to report anyways. âItâs alright, I guessâÂ
âAlright, you guess?â She repeats curiously. âSounds like youâre bored alreadyâÂ
âBored-? N-no, no Iâm not bored,â He stammered over his words, and (y/n) could be heard laughing through the line. âIâm just, um, Iâm trying to do a report right nowâ He said sheepishly.
Trying being the key word. Heâd practically given up ten minutes before he got her call anyways.
âOh, Iâm sorry,â (y/n) apologized right away. âAm I keeping you? Should I go?âÂ
âN-no!â Yuuta squeaked, cringing at himself as he slumped back into his hair, covering his face with his hand as if there was anyone else around to hide his embarrassment from. âNo, youâre not keeping me, I⊠I have nothing for this report anywaysâ He explained.
âReally? Not goinâ so well?â She asked.
âUh- itâs just- I donât want to bore you with it,â He sighed. âAnyways, whatâs the call for? Isnât it likeâŠâ He glances behind him at the analog clock on his bedside table, wincing when he sees how late it was. âThree in the morning, your time?âÂ
âActually, itâs only two forty-five,â She corrects with a clear smile in her tone. âAnd arenât I allowed to check in? Youâve been gone, for like, weeksâÂ
âY-yeah, youâre allowed,â He mumbles back, face feeling hot. âI just figured, yâknow, youâre⊠busyâÂ
âNever too busy,â She half-jokes. âSo tell me all about it, boring parts and allâÂ
Yuutaâs brows pinch together, a small scoff leaving his throat.
âReally?â Heâs unsure as to why sheâd want to hear about the ins and outs of a trip that so far had proven to be pointless. âYou sure you want to hear about it?âÂ
âCourse,â She hums back. âBeats studyingâÂ
So he complies. Thereâs not much to tell, but he finds a way to walk her through what his day-to-day with Miguel was like. Looking for more of the Black Rope. She seemed to have some interest in the cursed tool, asking excitedly if it could stop the cursed techniques of even the strongest special grade sorcerers.
âYeah, thatâs kinda the point,â He chuckles. âBut itâs been slow. Iâm starting to think this is going to take longer than we thoughtâŠâÂ
(y/nâs) a good listener. She lets him ramble on even when heâs not making sense, and continues to prod and ask more questions when she comes up with them. He thinks maybe sheâs just stalling to keep her from studying, but he figures there were countless other things she couldâve done to keep her occupied⊠right?Â
Itâs not until Yuuta notices the clock and remembers the time difference between them that he finally stops his rambling and suggests they end their call soon.
âAh- itâs late, and Iâm probably boring you now, tooâ He lets out a light hearted chuckle that she canât help but reciprocate.
âI guess I should try to study just a littleâ She huffs.
Yuuta scoffs, a small smile on his face as he picks up his pen and stares at the half-finished report in front of him. Maybe heâd been stalling, too.
âOr you could just go to bed, cram last minute tomorrowâ He suggests.
She seems amused by that, and when she lets out a little laugh he thinks itâs the right choice, too. The noise comes out lazily, full of sleepiness. Itâs obvious even through the phone. Yuuta wonders if sheâs hunched over her desk, ignoring the textbook and notes right in front of her.
âYouâre prâlly right,â She murmurs, her tiredness even more evident in her voice. âI guess Iâll go to bed thenâÂ
âOkay,â Yuuta drums the pen against his thigh in an erratic beat. Something about saying goodnight makes him feel a little disappointed. Â
Until now, he hadnât realized that it had been weeks since heâd casually talked to a friend. Toge texted plenty, and sometimes he heard from Panda and Maki, too. But this felt⊠different.
âWell, goodnight-âÂ
âAnd Okkotsu?â She interrupts him without realizing, quickly apologizing before she continues her thought. âYou didnât bore me, just for the record. I think itâs neat that you get to be on such a special assignment. I hope that it gets more exciting for youâÂ
Heâs thankful that she didnât opt to facetime him, because his face grows so warm he just knows heâs turned into a tomato. And something about sitting in his lonely little hotel room and blushing over such a simple comment is downright embarrassing.
He laughs nervously, tugging at the collar of his shirt to relieve the heat on his neck.
âUh, yeah, me too,â He stammered quietly. âThanks. Good luck with studyingâÂ
She hums.
âGoodnight, Okkotsu. Thanks for keeping me companyâÂ
The call ends there, and Yuuta smiles to himself as he sets his phone down and finds the energy to finish up his pointless report.
Talking with her had been nice. Maybe they hadnât become the closest of friends between him enrolling at Jujutsu Tech and being shipped off to Africa, but he thinks that could- and should- change.
Heâd have to make more of an effort to get closer to her while he was away.
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When (y/n) calls again, itâs not so late this time.
Yuuta had just settled in the hotel lobby with his burrito for lunch, his only plan for the time being was to scroll aimlessly on his phone while he ate. To his luck, just as he sat down on the stiff cushioned chair in the lobby, his phone rang.
âOkkotsu!âÂ
It had been a little over a week since their last call, and Yuuta had done his best to keep in touch with her since then. A few photos of the wildlife native to the area that she seemed to enjoy, or a pretty sunrise here or there. There were a lot of messages sent to her first thing in the morning, beautiful photos tagged with his complaints of being up so early. It was the easiest time to use his phone, and heâd tried to make a habit of at least messaging her once a day.
To his delight, she always sent him a response. It wasnât always right away, with an eight hour time difference that was a steep ask, but she never failed to let him know that she saw his message and appreciated it somehow. Whether it was an emoji reaction or a full text, she never left a text from him unanswered. Strangely, Yuuta found this to be thoughtful of her.
âIâm cooking, can you believe it!?â She sounds excited, but the kind of excited that seems like something very wrong is about to happen.
âO-oh?â He stutters, chucking as he tucks his phone between his ear and shoulder so he could unwrap his burrito. âWhat, are you not allowed, or something?âÂ
âHush, I donât let anyone tell me what to do,â She laughs at his comment, not realizing he wasnât joking. âI just havenât cooked for myself properly since moving away from home. The kitchen here is puny, though,â She mutters the last part.
The muffled sounds coming through the speaker sound as though sheâs rummaging around the cabinets. Yuuta tilts his phone away from his ear a little, the dishware clanking together more unpleasant than usual coming through a phone.
âBut I thought itâd be nice to make a home cooked dinner. I was going to make some for everyone, but I guess they already ate. So itâs dinner for one tonight,â She explains. Yuutaâs chest sinks with disappointment at the thought of missing quality time with his friends. âAnyways, whatâre you up to?âÂ
âEating a burrito,â He replies dryly. âWhat are you making? Iâd much rather have thatâÂ
âDonât speak too soon, itâs been a while since Iâve been in a kitchen,âÂ
(y/n) laughs, and Yuuta does too.
âJust ramen,â She answers. âFigured itâs best to start out simple. Also figured I couldnât set anything on fireâÂ
âDepends on how you look at it. Setting something on fire while only cooking ramen might be an accomplishment, with how difficult it must beâÂ
He doesnât mean to be funny, but (y/nâs) laughing again, and Yuuta smiles through a mouthful of burrito for saying something clever enough. Pride swells in his chest the longer he hears her laughter turn to muted giggles while sheâs pittering about the kitchen.
âYouâre eating, should I let you go?â She asks once her laughter has calmed down.
âNo, itâs alright,â Yuuta shakes his head even though he knows she canât see. âIâm bored anyways. I was just going to sit here by myself and eat this burritoâÂ
She laughs again, lightly this time.
âAlright, then, want me to tell you about how hard Maki kicked my ass in training yesterday?â She offers.
Heâd already had an inkling, recalling a harshly worded text from her followed by a photo of her left leg covered in blue and purple marks that were bound to grow dark soon. Heâd cringed when heâd seen it, giving the image a frowning emoji reaction before responding with, âMaki?â. But he happily agrees to have her tell him the rest of the story behind the bruises.
He deems (y/n) and Maki to hold a far closer friendship than he did himself, so he knew that the next five minutes of ranting on her part is in good nature and she was only annoyed with losing, not necessarily with Maki herself. That said, as someone who had dealt with the torture of training with her, Yuuta understood the feeling quite well. He laughs when she talks about being thrown to the ground like a ragdoll, and he winces when she tells him about the absolute beatdown sheâd taken.
Itâs a gruesome retelling, even though at times she talks as if it was as casual a part of her day as brushing her teeth had been. The life of a jujutsu sorcerer was always an unorthodox one.
âShe didnât even try to go easy on me, Okkotsu. But, she did get me an ice cream sandwich with my ice pack, so sheâs still my best friend, I guessâ Sheâs only teasing, evident in the way she giggles.
âYuutaâ He says without thinking, having happened to swallow the last of his food and finally getting a chance to speak.
âHm- what?âÂ
âYou can just call me Yuutaâ He clarifies, eyes darting around the lobby to be sure no one could see him blushing. Â
His voice grows quieter as he suddenly feels bashful in the public setting. None of the people passing in and out of the space pay him a second glance, and it doesnât dawn on him that they might not even understand his language, but his body language says enough. Heâs tucked into the corner chair, hunched over and holding the phone as close to his face as possible so he wouldnât have to raise his voice too much. Not to mention, his face was turning a rosy shade of pink.
âAlright, Yuuta,â (y/n) muses, testing the waters to see how his name sounded. It felt foreign, and it had the color in Yuutaâs face darkening even faster, but she seemed amused by the change. âRamenâs coming along pretty well, I think itâll actually be edible!âÂ
Sheâs quick to move on from the semi-serious topic. Heâs relieved for this, and does his best to come across as casual as possible. He asks her about the recipe, and she talks to him for a while about her process until the conversation somehow turns back on him and heâs updating her about Morocco.
Time passes so easily, Yuuta barely realizes that heâs been sitting in the lobby for an hour, not thinking about how she had finished her dinner and eaten it too. (y/n) never mentions the time either, unknown to him, sitting on the counter in the common roomâs kitchenette as she talks aimlessly about anything and everything she can think of. Yuuta enjoys hearing about it all, the shenanigans that sheâs been up to with Toge, the odd style of teaching that Gojo has, even just the simple things, like how yesterday it had rained.
Thereâs something magical about being on the phone with her, he realizes halfway into hearing about how sheâd gone outside to help the worms back into the grass after the rainfall. Not only does he lose time, but thereâs not a dull moment. Most of his days had become so bland and boring theyâd started to blend together. Besides the occasional sword training, heâd spent the majority of his time wandering about with Miguel. It was starting to feel aimless, with every passing day that they came up empty handed.
Talking with her was everything but boring, never boring. It finally felt like he had some company to get him through this assignment. He hoped that this second call meant they could make more of a habit out of it.
âI should probably go so I can clean up the kitchen,â She sighs when she finally suggests getting off the phone. Itâs then, and only then, that Yuuta checks the time, quickly pulling his phone away to tap the screen before putting it up to his ear again. âI think itâd be obnoxious for me to stay on the phone while I do the dishesâ She adds with a chuckle.
His heart spikes at the idea of her wanting to keep talking, though.
âY-yeah, that might be too loud,â He replies. âBut thatâs okay, I should probably get some training in, or something, anywaysâÂ
âGotta keep up that Special Grade status,â (y/n) teases. Heâs grateful she canât see him fluster every time she teases him, no matter how lighthearted it is. Heâs not sure why it sends him into a mini panic every time, but he hopes he gets a hang of himself soon, if theyâre going to keep talking like this. âTalk soon, though?âÂ
Heâd really have to learn to get a hold of himself. The short question has him beaming and nodding his head wildly, although the only people to see it are the hotel staff at the check-in desk whoâd been peeking glances at the weird talkative boy on his phone for the last two hours.
Yuuta clears his throat before speaking, hoping to sound as normal as possible.
âYeah, yeah we can talk again soonâ
Heâs not sure how well he does.
âOkay, cool,â The smile is evident in her tone, and in turn has Yuuta smiling too. âTalk to you later then, YuutaâÂ
Maybe he was just hopeless, but hearing his name again has him blushing and fidgeting in his seat.
âBye, (y/n)âÂ
Even once the call has ended and his phone is sitting lifeless in his lap, with the rush of adrenaline Yuuta gets, one might think heâd just received the best news of his life. Funnily enough, he hadnât received much news at all- besides the fact that the worms on Jujutsu Tech Tokyoâs property were safe and accounted for after a life threatening sprinkle- so his giddiness was solely brought on by talking with her.
Slowly but surely, she was becoming his favorite person to talk to.
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[y/n]: need ur help, itâs urgent [y/n]: ok woah i should not have said it like that
[yuuta]: ??? are you ok???
[y/n]: need u to help me win a bet
[yuuta]: ._. [yuuta]: ok.
[y/n]: vanilla oreos suck, right?Â
[yuuta]: this was urgent?Â
[y/n]: panda said theyâre his favorite flavor.
[yuuta]: oh god. [yuuta]: he needs a wellness check for sure.
[y/n]: THANK YOU [y/n]: toge said his fav were the birthday cake ones but the vanilla werenât bad. heâs still got the taste of a toddler, but at least theyâre not his FAVORITE i mean cmon. vanilla is just bad. [y/n]: i knew youâd understand me.
[yuuta]: ur right this was urgent. i thought i knew them. [yuuta]: what are your favorite?
[y/n]: obviously i told them original.
[yuuta]: ⊠implying theyâre not actually your favorite?Â
[y/n]: youâre asking very personal questions, yuuta
[yuuta]: lmfao [yuuta]: iâll tell u mine if u tell me urs :)
[y/n]: u first iâm shy :)
[yuuta]: original are good. but i like the toffee ones bestÂ
[y/n]: interesting.
[yuuta]: so am i getting judged for my oreo preference, too?Â
[y/n]: lol no. ur safe. for now ;)
[yuuta]: well we had a deal. whatâs ur fav?
[y/n]: ⊠i like the lemon ones
[yuuta]: :o [yuuta]: donât those come with a VANILLA cookie???
[y/n]: ⊠[y/n]: maybe.
[yuuta]: ur ridiculous
[y/n]: but the lemon flavor makes it different. itâs not PLAIN vanilla.
[yuuta]: canât argue with u there
[y/n]: ya bcuz u wouldnât dare :)
[yuuta]: no i wouldnât :)Â
[y/n]: mwahaha i have the big scary special grade afraid of me :)
[yuuta]: idk about big. and the scary is all rika
[y/n]: does she have a take on the great oreo flavor debate? <3
[yuuta]: ⊠[yuuta]: she always preferred animal crackers.
[y/n]: <;/3
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When Yuuta finally works up the courage to call her first, itâs been a couple weeks.
Which in hindsight, it feels like too much time has passed. Even though theyâve been texting every single day nearly nonstop. Yuuta had grown so attached to his phone it was almost becoming a problem.
Not that heâd admit it.
âOkkotsu Yuuta!â She picks up the phone with the same eagerness sheâd held the last time sheâd called him. âTo what do I owe the pleasure?âÂ
âI was bored, and was hoping you had something interesting going on,â He sighed, falling backwards on the perfectly made bed in his room. Too perfect. It was always annoying to tug the covers out of their tightly tucked corners to comfortably sleep at night. âAll Iâve been doing is train and Iâm exhaustedâ He grumbles.
(y/n) hums through the speaker.
âWell if youâre that bored, I suppose I could tell you about a boy conflict of mine,â She suggests.
Just as Yuuta was starting to relax into the mattress, he felt his spine go stiff as a chill shot from his tailbone all the way up to his neck. It feels like his entire body has been drenched in icy water, freezing him solid.
âItâs okay if thatâs too⊠weird, thoughâ Heâs drawn back to reality by (y/nâs) nervous laugh, something he doesnât hear all that often. Itâs strained and awkward, displaying every bit of anxious emotion that she felt. Â
âItâs not weird,â Yuutaâs not usually very good at lying, people always have a way of seeing right through him. He wonders if heâs only decent at telling this one because sheâs not physically here. She canât see the way his face contorts as it tries to stay neutral, or how his fingers start to tap against the comforter beneath him. âBoy conflict is⊠normalâ He adds.
Heâd meant that one, but she laughs anyway.
âI guess so,â She sighs through the speaker. âBut Iâve never really had any before. Not like you get to meet a lot of people. But⊠I guess I met someone..?â
Yuutaâs gut twists, and he wonders if he ate something bad with his lunch. Maybe the chicken was undercooked? No, it seemed fine. He probably just ate too fast.
âThat feels less like conflict and more like interestâ His jaw feels tight when he talks. With his free hand, he rubs at it and tries to keep his teeth from clenching.
âWell, I am interested,âÂ
Distantly, Yuuta thinks he should swallow some tums before he goes to bed so this stomach ache wonât keep him up all night.
âAt least, I think I am,â (y/n) sighs again. âHeâs not a sorcerer, I met him at a corner store I went to with Maki,â She explains. âHe was cute and all, I guess we had a moment over the energy drinks? Itâs kind of a blur, I didnât really pay attention until he was handing me his number and now I have this number and- I donât know. Is that weird?âÂ
Yuutaâs not really sure what to tell her. Heâs not really sure how he feels about it. His gut tells him that yes, it is weird, and she shouldnât be going out with some guy she met at a convenience store. Anyone can walk into one of those, he thinks bitterly, his brow furrowed as he thought over her dilemma.
âWell, um, did he seem⊠nice?âÂ
The question comes out pathetic. Yuutaâs smacking his hand over his face from how stupid he sounds, and feels. Â
âYeah, I guessâ (y/n) answers anyways.
âThen I guess ballâs in your court?â The suggestion comes out more as a question than he means it to. Yuuta thinks he wasnât equipped for this, and maybe he should have told her it was a weird thing for them to talk about.
But he wouldnât have meant that. He would talk to her about anything, and he wanted her to feel the same. He wanted her to talk about anything and everything she wanted. Lord knows heâd take an interest in it.Â
However the interest he has in this conversation isnât quite like normal. His curiosity is less genuine. It feels like itâs lurching around in his mind, something disappointed yet irritable growing in itâs place. He hates the feeling. He hates feeling that way towards her. Even if it wasnât directed at her specifically.
âYouâre right,â Thereâs more determination in her voice now. âI should just text him, right?â
No, Yuutaâs jaw is clenched again, teeth grinding loudly. He hopes she canât hear it through the phone. No, donât let some stranger have your number. He doesnât deserve it like I do.
âRight!â His voice is louder than he means to, as if trying to overpower the jealous train of thought that runs through his mind.
Heâs sitting upright on the bed in a second, still rigid and uncomfortable, but his anxiety makes him want to pace. He needs to work off the awkward feeling in his chest somehow.
âThen I can see what heâs like,â (y/n) speaks as though sheâs really telling herself what made the most sense. Yuutaâs nodding wordlessly, his eyes fixated on a spot on the floor thatâs growing more blurry by the second. âAnd then if I like him⊠maybe we can go out or somethingâ She mumbles the last part, clearly distracted. Â
He wonders if sheâs texting him now. The idea of her reaching out to this random guy while sheâs on the phone with him sends his heart plummeting to his already upset stomach.
Where were all of these nasty feelings coming from?Â
âYeah, thatâs probably a good ideaâ Yuutaâs speaking, but it feels distant, heâs not exactly sure of what heâs saying.
âAlright. Iâll text him later, then,âÂ
Heâs relieved that she wasnât doing it this very moment, but there was still an unsettling pit in his stomach knowing she was bound to reach out at some point.
âThanks, Yuuta. So, whatâs been going on with you?âÂ
It takes a while of chatting and pacing the room before Yuuta feels like himself again. Heâs lucky there wasnât a circle burned in the shape of his track in the tightly coiled carpeting of his room, certainly he wouldâve had to call Gojo for a favor if he was billed for such damage.
Eventually the nasty feeling in his chest settles and heâs sitting in the bed again, the notebook he was drafting up todayâs report on propped on his legs and his phone at his side, (y/nâs) voice on speaker as she tells him about the rest of her and Makiâs outing in the shopping district.
As it always does, time goes by too quickly, and soon enough sheâs yawning through the speaker and telling him it was getting too late for her.
âBut thanks for calling, Yuuta. I was starting to think you didnât know phones worked both waysâ She teases softly.
Had she been waiting for him to call?Â
âYeah, anytime. I just⊠you know the time difference⊠I donât ever want to bother youâÂ
âYou? Bother me?â She giggles. âAfter you let me talk your ear off about a boy, I donât think thatâs whatâs happening here,â She tells him.
The nasty feeling swells again.
âBesides, you could never bother me,â She adds, her tone much softer. Almost sweet. Yuuta canât tell if his stomach is convulsing or doing flips. âBut call again sometime, mâkay?âÂ
âOkay,â He says, hopeful, and just as eager as he felt. âGânight, (y/n)âÂ
âBye Yuuta, goodnight!âÂ
His phone lights up with the low battery icon once the call is over. Heâs slow to plug the charger into it and leave it on his nightstand for the evening, his mind still mulling over everything sheâd told him. Or more so, how heâd felt taking in all that information.
He couldnât have possibly been jealous, right? Not over some random guy. Not because of her. They were friends, after all. Friends that didnât even get that close until after he left. In his time at Jujutsu Tech heâd only spoken to her a handful of times, and mostly in passing. It wouldnât feel right to have something like jealousy spark up now. No, he was probably just worried for her, seeing as he couldnât look out for her when heâs thousands of miles away. Yeah, that was it.
It couldnât have anything to do with the way he felt his world light up when she laughed. Or that getting a text message from her in the sound effect that heâd picked out just for her contact had serotonin spiking in his brain. Â
None of those things were connected at all.
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The fourth time they talk on the phone, unfortunately, he has to hear about this guy again.
Yuutaâs not even sure he knows his name. He thinks (y/n) mustâve mentioned it once or twice in their texts, but itâs never quite stuck, and honestly, Yuuta doesnât want to ask.
Not that he cares- it wasnât like that at all. It had simply been too long for it to feel appropriate to ask. He didnât want her to think he didnât listen, is all.
Heâd called one evening when yet again he felt like putting off writing up his report. It had almost become a habit to reach out to her as soon as he was stalling, or bored. He didnât have much to talk about, he never really did, but he had been eager to tell her about some new cuisine heâd tried that heâd thought she might like.Â
There was a pesky thought in the back of his mind about her visiting him for a few days. Only pesky due to how often it presented itself, even when he shouldâve been focused on more pressing matters. He knew it was bad when Miguel had taken notice and smacked him upside the head to get him to pay attention- on this earth, preferably, heâd said.
But he couldnât help it. The idea of having her here, for a few days or a few weeks, had become his go-to daydream. He already knew everything heâd want to show her, the busy, colorful markets and the good food Yuuta hadnât known existed until coming here. To how pretty the beaches were at sunset, especially when the little hermit crabs would wake up and wander around the shore, he thinks sheâd like that a lot.
Even just the idea of having her around to hang out with and chat about anything and nothing, just like how they do through their phones, had his chest buzzing with warmth and excitement. Even though it was all in his head and logic told him she probably couldnât make such a trip. She had her own assignments and lessons after all, and technically he was supposed to be working.
Nonetheless, when he found himself getting bored, his mind drifted off to pretending she was there with him to keep him company. Sometimes it even did the trick.
Tonight when he calls her, heâs kicking around the idea of bringing it up. Maybe if she took it well enough he could reach out to Gojo about it, surely he had the social standing and the funds to let her visit. His heart is thrumming in his chest just thinking about it, every ring of the dial tone putting him further on the edge of his seat.
It rings a total of five times before she finally answers. Itâs not all that late in Tokyo, just half past nine, but suddenly Yuuta worries that this wasnât a good time to call.
âHey,â Heâs the first to speak, grinning from ear to ear when the line finally clicks and sheâs answered the call. âIs this a bad time?âÂ
âUh, n-no,â She stutters back, voice quiet and a little raspier than usual. Had she been sleeping? She speaks before he can double check if it was an okay time to talk. âIâm not doing anything. Whatâs up?âÂ
Yuuta canât quite put his finger on it, but it certainly sounds like itâs a bad time. Her voice is lacking itâs usual mirth, and she sounds like sheâs purposefully trying not to raise her voice. His smile begins to fall as his brain starts to stir with worry.
âNothing, really. Just⊠wanted to talk, I guess,â It feels a little embarrassing to admit, but for once, sheâs not teasing him. Itâs strange, not hearing her softly poke fun at him when heâd clearly given her an opening to do so. âWhatâre you doing?âÂ
âItâs almost ten here, Iâm in bedâÂ
The words almost come out cold, a bitterness to them that Yuuta wasnât used to. If it werenât for the crack in her voice, he mightâve thought she was upset with him. But thereâs a noticeable little hitch in the middle of her words that tells him itâs not annoyance heâs picking up on.
âHey,â His voice is quiet as he sits on his bed, brows furrowing as he feels the mood shift even in a room thousands of miles away from hers. âIs something wrong?âÂ
âNoâ Comes her instant answer, but itâs not remotely believable. Her voice is so quiet and muffled it barely comes through the speaker, and shortly after he hears a shuffling that sounds like a heap of blankets being tossed around.
âCâmon, wanna talk about it?â He pressed again, dragging his finger over the crisp comforter on the bed to create misshapen invisible designs. âWhat happened, (y/n)?â He asks again, voice softer than before.
The tiniest of sniffles could be heard, and his heart sinks at the idea of her sitting alone in bed and crying. Whatever caused it he was sure he could find a way to solve it. It wasnât often that Yuuta felt cocky with his Special Grade status, but in this moment he was sure he was the most powerful person in the world, and if something had bothered her this much, heâd certainly be able to take care of it.
âItâs- itâs stupid,â The high pitch in the cracking of her voice was more evident the louder she spoke. Heâs worried she was going to leave it at that, maybe tell him to leave her alone or hang up altogether. Then he hears a wobbly inhale before sheâs whimpering through her words again. âIâm so stupid, Yuuta, what was I thinking?â
His heart cracks with every word she speaks. Heâs not sure what put her in such pain, but he swears, heâs experiencing it too just knowing she was hurting. He places his free hand over his chest to ease the hollow feeling that carves itself there.
âWhat dâya mean? Youâre not stupid, not remotely. Câmon, yâknow that,â He tries to keep his voice light and gentle, even though the growing put in his stomach had his throat closing up. âWhat happened? Talk to meâ He pleads softly.
(y/n) sniffles, before trying to even out her breathing again so she didnât sound so pathetic when she talked.
âI donât even want to tell you, itâs so stupid,â She admits. âB-but everyone else is busy, o-or gone and I- I donât want to cry about it anymore,âÂ
Had she been crying for a while? His heart seizes at the thought.
âPromise you wonât laugh at me?â She mumbles. Yuuta nodded his head rapidly in response.
âYeah, yeah of course I promise. I wonât laugh at youâ He tells her with grave sincerity.
She sighs, breath still shaky, but she does her best to talk through it.
In a wobbly, quiet voice, she tells him everything. About how she had plans to meet up with convenience-store-guy that Yuuta still hadnât caught the name of. How sheâd taken plenty of time to plan out her outfit and put herself together, how in the meantime heâd been nothing short of flirtatious and sweet, leading her to believe heâd been eager to go out with her. She tells him how an hour before they were set to meet up a block away from campus, sheâd stopped hearing from him altogether. She laughs humorlessly as she explains sheâd sent nearly ten messages asking where he was or if he needed to reschedule before sheâd dropped it completely and walked herself back home.
âNo text, no call. Absolutely n-nothing,â She mutters bitterly. âBut I donât g-get it, did I do something wr-wrong?âÂ
âOf course not,â Yuuta sighed, trying to release the tension of his building irritation so he could keep his focus on comforting her. âHeâs just⊠heâs stupid, okay? I donât know what his deal is, but you dodged a bullet, for sure. If thatâs how he acts before a first date, imagine how terrible he wouldâve been by the twentiethâÂ
Surprisingly, heâs not terrible when it comes to consoling her. (y/n) hums tiredly in agreement. It doesnât necessarily take the pain away, but there is some relief in knowing it never would have worked out.
âYeah,â She breathes out. âBut⊠I was excited, you know?â She mumbles. âIâve never been on a real date before, at least I donât think I have, but I think Iâd know,â She explains. âI just⊠I thought Iâd feel normal for a night. I- I thought he liked me. I kinda liked him, too. But mostly IâŠâ She trails off, and they both remain silent for a few beats, each processing their own mess of thoughts. âI liked the idea of being liked, I guess. Is that selfish?â
âOf course not,â Yuuta chuckles warmly. âEveryone wants that. Itâs completely normal,â He says. âBesides, itâs not like you were imagining things. He did have an interest. Who wouldnât?âÂ
The last part comes out before he can realize what heâs actually saying, and his face grows hot with the insinuation of his words. Heâs stammering to fix it, which doesnât help him much, but he tries.
âW-what I mean is that there will be plenty of other people who will meet you and fall for you completely and y-youâll be swarmed with phone numbers and people who like you!âÂ
He doesnât mean to raise his voice, but his nerves are starting to take over as the word vomit continues. (y/nâs) quiet as she listens intently, and the longer she doesnât speak up to stop him, the worse his rambling becomes.
âYouâll have to fight âem all off, you know? Thereâs so many people out there who havenât been lucky enough to meet you yet, and when they do youâll get to experience everything you want. You know what?â
Thereâs a soft âwhat?â from her end before he continues on his rant.
âItâs a good thing your first date wasnât with that prick anyways. It wouldnât have been fair. It wouldnât have been right at all if your first date was boring or shitty or- or anything short of special and electric, okay?âÂ
(y/n) still doesnât say anything, but sheâs hanging onto every word he says, even when theyâre rushed and heâs stumbling over them, all of her focus is on what heâs saying.
âBecause you deserve it. And anyone who is remotely worth your time will know that. And theyâll- theyâll text you too much before you finally go out, because theyâll be nervous because you make them nervous because youâll be so out of their league, you know?â He doesnât even pause before continuing. âAnd theyâll pick you up on time if not early because theyâll respect your time, and theyâll have flowers- the prettiest, most expensive bouquet they could find- right? A bouquet even Gojo couldnât afford,âÂ
She lets out a watery laugh that has Yuuta easing up in his rambling, a warm feeling planting in his chest in the hopes sheâd smiled, even just a little bit, even if it was through her tears, heâd provoked just a little bit of joy from her.
âAnd⊠and if youâre anything short of completely swept away, then youâll call Maki and sheâll come get you so you donât have to spend another second wasting your time with a loser that doesnât deserve youâÂ
His chest is heaving a bit when he finally stops, not realizing he was losing his breath the longer he rambled on. His face feels hot as he processes everything heâd just dumped on her, and he prays that it wasnât as pathetic as heâs worrying it was.
Thereâs a few small sniffles before (y/n) speaks up.
âWell, if you were back home, Iâd just call you,â She says softly. Her voice doesnât sound as strained as before, and Yuuta hopes it means sheâd stopped crying. âYou really think Iâll be able to find all that?âÂ
âYeah, âcourse I do,â He mumbles back, although his words hold absolute certainty. âNot a doubt in my mindâÂ
She giggles, a real little laugh that he can almost see. Itâs short and sweet and it has him elated that heâd lightened her mood. Heâs not sure what exactly he did, but heâs grateful that the word vomit was beneficial for once.
âThank you, Yuuta,â She murmurs. âYouâre right, and, I actually feel a little better,âÂ
His heart soars, and heâs smiling to himself again with pride and relief.
âIâm still going to watch Pride and Prejudice before bed, though. Iâd already committed to it and I canât just go to sleep nowâ She tells him seriously. Yuuta laughs, falling back on his bed as comfortably as he could with his feet still planted on the ground.
âIâve never seen it,â He tells her. âBut donât stay up too-âÂ
âNever?â She interrupts with a gasp of shock. âYuuta, thatâs criminalâÂ
He chuckles again. âIs it really?âÂ
âYes, very much so,â She tells him. âWhen youâre back we have to watch it, okay?âÂ
âYeah, sure-âÂ
âNo, promiseâ She demanded for the second time that night.
âI promise,â He repeats, smiling to himself as his gaze wanders the ceiling. Â
He couldnât help but think that if she were to visit him, they could spend a whole afternoon here in this room watching her movie, probably eating snacks and making a mess of the place as they got cozy for it. This room had always remained perfectly tidy, so much so it was almost boring. Having her in it would surely brighten it up and give it some life, he thinks.
âWeâll watch it as soon as Iâm backâ He tells her.
âOkay. Good. You were on thin ice for a second, you knowâ She murmurs sleepily. He can hear her yawning.
âWas I?â He muses. âIs that what it takes to get you to hang up on me?âÂ
âAre you suggesting I wouldnât?â She quips back, and heâs glad that her teasing nature has come around again.
âIâm suggesting you never have beforeâ Yuuta shrugs. His fingers are pressed firmly against the back of his phone, keeping it close to his ear so he couldnât miss the way she laughed at him.
âYeah, well, maybe youâre just good company,â She hums. âBut it is late and I want to watch this movie, so I guess thereâs a first for everythingâÂ
His face is warm and he feels full, like heâd just eaten a good meal, despite him having skipped lunch in order to call her. Yuuta smiles lazily at the blank ceiling as he hums back to her.
âAlright, enjoy your movie,â He says. âBut, uh, you can call me again. Yâknow, if you⊠need to. Or want toâÂ
Thereâs a pause before she responds.
âOkay,â It comes out in a hushed whisper. âHave a good rest of your day, YuutaâÂ
The time difference has his lips pinching into a frown, but he quickly tries to hold onto the last few seconds of joy he has while talking to her.
âGoodnight, (y/n)â
The call ends, and he drops his phone to the mattress, letting it sit forgotten beside his head. He stays put in his semi-comfortable position, still staring at the ceiling as his hands fall to his sides. His chest felt tight, and his mind a little dazed as he replayed the call over and over in his mind. The hurt heâd felt when she was hurting, the relief heâd felt when she was happy. It was overwhelming, the way his own emotions were thrown through the wringer depending on hers.
His heart was hammering in his chest so hard, Yuuta knew he couldnât deny his feelings any longer.
He was falling for her. Fast, and hard.
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[yuuta]: [attachment]: one image [yuuta]: i think youâd like these little guys
[y/n]: :D a hermit crab!!! [y/n]: so cute! canât believe ur holding it, iâd be scared of getting pinched
[yuuta]: iâm special grade, iâm not scared of anything :)
[y/n]: getting real comfy with throwing that title around, huh? you must think so low of me, a mere second grade. i could never amount to the *mighty* okkotsu yuuta.
[yuuta]: lol shut up itâs just a crab
[y/n]: he is super cute. his name is yuu now :)
[yuuta]: bcuz u miss me so much? :)
[y/n]: bcuz heâs small and feisty. that little claw looks ready to attack :>
[yuuta]: ok iâll admit he did pinch me once. [yuuta]: but in his defense i did pick him up and i am a big scary human
[y/n]: lmfao [y/n]: i thought we just established ur small and feisty
[yuuta]: i donât think i like being called smallÂ
[y/n]: tiny [y/n]: smol [y/n]: just a baby
[yuuta]: are we still talking abt the crab??Â
[y/n]: and maybe a little cute [y/n]: if weâre still talking about similarities :)Â
[yuuta]: cute???????
[y/n]: when u first came to jujutsu tech u were kinda like a hermit crab LMFAO [y/n]: i think if u had a shell u wouldâve lived in it for WEEKS XD
[yuuta]: ._.
[y/n]: :)
[yuuta]: ur being a menace today [yuuta]: more than usual
[y/n]: itâs bcuz gojoâs lesson plan so far has been fighting the air :/ idk how heâs a teacher. iâm definitely not learning anything [y/n]: except that i might be able to take him in a fight without cursed energy
[yuuta]: my money is on u :)Â [yuuta]: but also iâll be there with ice cream when u get ur ass kickedÂ
[y/n]: <;/3[y/n]: thatâs my broken heart[y/n]: youâve broken my heart.
[yuuta]: lol [yuuta]: but there will be ice cream [yuuta]: <3
[y/n]: âŠÂ [y/n]: ok i might forgive u
[yuuta]: is it bcuz iâm cute [yuuta]: :)) [yuuta]: ?? (y/n) ?? [yuuta]: :(( [yuuta]: donât ghost me ik ur not paying attention in class
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The tenth phone call they have, (y/nâs) the one calling him.
Itâs one in the morning his time, so heâs sound asleep on the mattress that still feels stiff after about three months of him sleeping on it. Every day he longs more and more to go back home to his cozy room and his friends and her. Â
When his ringtone blares, a pretty tune thatâs suddenly the most obnoxious sound on the planet, heâs awake right away. Jolting from his slumber and reaching around blindly in search of the device. He nearly shoves everything on his bedside table right off, his arm swinging with too much force in his desperate attempt to pick up the phone.
Even once itâs in his hand, it takes him a second to steadily press the accept button, his vision blurry and sleep still threatening to take back over. It takes him a few tries before heâs answering the call and laying the phone on his pillow next to his head.
âHello?â He rasps out.
âYuuta!â (y/nâs) all too cheery for one in the morning, but he distantly remembers itâs the early evening in Tokyo. His eyes squeeze shut as he rubs at them tiredly. âYuuta! How could you not tell me the good news!?âÂ
Sheâs yelling, and even without his phone on speaker he hears her perfectly fine just having the device laying next to his head. Itâs a shock to his ears, his mind buzzing as it tries to wake him up to deal with the noise. But he snuggles deeper into his pillow, rolling onto his side to press his face into the feathery plushness.
â-was gonna wait,â He mumbles sleepily. âYâknow, âtil I was awake, ând it was a normal timeâ His words are followed by a low chuckle. The pillow suddenly becomes the comfiest thing heâs ever touched, and even the stiff mattress becomes a little more inviting.
âWait?â She repeats the word before gasping dramatically. âOkkotsu Yuuta, I had to hear you were coming back from Toge!âÂ
He chuckles again at her antics. Heâs still exhausted, but his chest feels warm hearing the excitement in her voice.
âDo you know how long it took him to tell me? Hm? He did charades, Yuuta. Charades!â The image has him laughing a little more, shoulders shaking just a little bit as he listens to her go on. âIâm terrible at charades by the way. The whole thing took, like, fifteen minutes. I was pissed he couldnât just write it downâÂ
âTogeâs jusâ like thatâ He mumbles.
âBut you told him before me?âÂ
Yuutaâs not sure if the offense in her tone is fake or not. To play it safe, he covers his tracks.
âNo,â He sighs. âGojo prâlly told him. He only just told me before I went to bedâÂ
âAnd you didnât even text,â (y/n) huffs, but he can hear the laugh sheâs trying to hold back. He smiles in relief knowing she was just sticking to her bit. âWell you better actually text me as soon as youâre back!â She says threateningly. âWe have plans. You promisedâÂ
âHow could I forget?â He hums, voice low and growing quieter as his body beckons him to fall back to sleep.
âOkay. Good,â She says definitively. âI guess Iâll let you go back to sleep. Sorry for waking you upâÂ
He hums in amusement.
âDonât be sorry for being so excited to see me you couldnât contain it,â He teases quietly. (y/nâs) silent on the other end of the line. âAnd donât be embarrassed, eitherâ He adds.
âIâm not embarrassed!â She squeaks, making him chuckle some more. Maybe he was just deprived of his sleep, but she was extra cute when he was the one doing the teasing. âBut I⊠I am excited to see youâÂ
He smiles into his pillow, sighing contentedly into it.
âI know sweetheart,â He mumbles. âAnd âm excited to see you tooâÂ
Sheâs failing to stifle a giggle through the speaker.
âOkay okay, youâre clearly wiped. Iâll let you go,â She says. âGoodnight, YuutaâÂ
âNight, (y/n)âÂ
Heâs asleep before she even ends the call, drawn back into rest by the suddenly comfortable bedding and the sweet echo of her laughter playing in his mind.
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(y/n) had been adamant about having their movie night the same night he gets back to Tokyo. With the jet lag and the time difference keeping him awake against his wishes, she was sure that having a relaxed evening inside would be the best way to ease him back into being at home.
Yuuta, on the other hand, tried to make it clear that they didnât have to rush into it. His flight would land at eleven in the evening, and he was sure he wouldnât even be back to campus before midnight. While it might have felt like early afternoon to him, (y/n) would have already had a full day of lessons and training, and likely be exhausted by that time.
However she was stubborn. It didnât matter how much he tried to persuade her otherwise, she remained certain that she would stay awake long enough to greet him and have a simple, fun night set up for them.
And who was he to fight too hard against it anyways? The idea of her going through the trouble and wanting to stay up so late just to see him gave him energy for the whole day. He was smiling through customs, bouncing his leg waiting to board, texting her as much as possible before heâd have to put his phone on airplane mode, and greeting every employee and flight attendant with so much delight it was infectious. Heâd even gotten an extra package of goldfish for his delightful friendliness.
Heâs as quick as can be picking up his checked luggage and rushing out of the airport. Anyone who saw might have thought he was late, but in actuality he was trying to be as early as possible. Heâd practically crashed into Ijichi, almost racing past him, but just as quickly recognition flashed in his eyes and he gave the manager a bone crushing hug, forgetting his strength.
The man was alarmed by the affection, awkwardly patting the boyâs back before stepping out of the embrace and nervously laughing. He leads Yuuta out of the building and towards the sleek black car thatâs waiting to take him home. Yuutaâs positively buzzing the whole ride. Itâs obvious that Ijichi is tired, itâs almost the middle of the night after all, but he does find some amusement in Yuutaâs pure and unfiltered excitement.
However when the boy shouts for a pit stop at a local twenty-four hour grocery shop, the man almost drives the car right off the road, slamming on the brakes and pulling over roughly enough to wake him up completely. If Yuuta notices the harsh driving maneuvers, he doesnât say anything. Simply grabbing his wallet and rushing inside the building. Ijichi swears all these kids pumped full of muscles and adrenaline would be the death of him.
Yuuta comes back with a full paper bag and a grin, thanking the manager as they continue the drive home without a hitch.
He shouldnât have the energy he does when they arrive, but Ijichi watches in shock as Yuuta easily carries all of his bags and the delicate groceries and breaks into a full sprint for the dorms, hollering one last thank you as he does.
Heâs unceremonious as he drops his things in his room. There is a certain comfort in being back in a space he can contently call his own, but the welcome home nap he was so eager to take in his own bed could wait. He leaves his things and is swept away by his own two feet as he hurries down the hall.
Thereâs the faintest of light peeking out under only one door, all the others tightly shut and seemingly dark inside. It was past midnight, and there were lessons first thing tomorrow morning. Heâs hesitant for only a second as he reaches the door, but adrenaline takes over again and heâs knocking as quietly as he can.
He can barely hear someone inside, although he doesnât make out any real words. Just to be safe, he knocks again.
âHâllo?â A tired voice calls back a little louder this time.
Yuutaâs hand is shaking when he reaches for the latch and slides the door open, just barely peeking inside.
Heâd seen (y/nâs) room maybe once in passing, but he hadnât taken a real glance, and definitely never stepped inside. Now, he takes it all in with his face lit up in pure astonishment.
Itâs decorated with string lights, soft and twinkling slowly here and there. Just enough to give some ambience without it being overpowering. Her small television is flickering with the title screen of her adored movie. Sheâs curled up in a heap of blankets on the bed, and for a few seconds he thinks sheâs asleep. But her head tiredly lifts to see who her visitor was, and like a switch, sheâs full of energy.
âYuuta!âÂ
His name falls from her lips in soft awe, and sheâs throwing her blankets back and sitting upright, shifting to get out of bed. Yuutaâs beaming back at her, stepping into the room and turning to slide the door shut behind him. The others would be quite annoyed if they were to be woken up at this hour.
Sheâs stumbling a bit towards him, her arms outstretched and her face in a lazy grin. It takes no time at all for her to cross the room and throw her arms around him to hug him tightly. Yuutaâs careful to hold his bag of goodies to the side so they donât get crushed when he reciprocates the tight hug.
He hadnât hugged her before he left for Africa. He hadnât hugged anyone, actually. Just waved as he bid them goodbye. Hugging her now feels like something heâd waited for for ages, and finally getting to hold her against him has his heart soaring.
âYouâre finally home,â Sheâs smiling into his chest, and pulls away only so she can grin up at him, properly taking in his pretty eyes and longer hair. Sheâs just about to comment on the change in style before she notices the bag in his hand, and focuses on it instead. âDid you bring gifts?â She asks with a playful smirk.
âUh- yeah, I mean, sorta,â He stammers, his face getting warmer than he wouldâve liked as he opens the bag and glances inside, suddenly apprehensive about handing them to her. âItâs not from Africa, but they are necessities,â He tells her.
(y/n) raises a brow curiously, before prompting him to show her what he brought.
Yuutaâs sheepish as he reaches in the bag and produces a family size package of lemon flavored oreos. It seemed like a great idea when heâd picked them up, but now he feels anxiety twisting in stomach as he presents them to her.
âLemon oreos!â (y/nâs) nothing short of delighted as she takes the package from his hands, already peeling back the plastic to snatch one and take a bite right away. She hums as she finishes the cookie, her eyes twinkling with happiness as she seals the package again. âYou remembered, thank you. Weâll definitely finish those tonightâ She says with a laugh.
âDonât worry, I brought my own snack, theyâre all yoursâ He says softly. She brightens even further at the prospect.
âYou really know the way to a womanâs heart, Okkotsuâ She teases. Â
After months of getting teased over the phone, he finally gets to witness it first hand. Her cheeks are pink and her eyes shift between his and other spots around the room bashfully. He wonders if she was always so shy when sheâd teased him before.
His smile softens as he reaches into the bag again, carefully holding the other gift as he pulls it from the bag. (y/nâs) eyes widen and her lips part as she takes in the sight of the beautiful arrangement of flowers he was holding. It was simple, a pretty bouquet of lilies, lily of the valley, to be specific, she recognized them as the same white flowers scattered around the courtyard. Her eyes were locked on the bouquet as Yuuta picked around it a bit, making sure every flower was perfect and presentable.
âItâs not, uh, the most expensive bouquet in the world,â He mumbles anxiously once he deems the flowers pretty enough to hand to her.
She looks up at him as though silently asking if they were really for her, her surprise evident in the way she stared at him in soft surprise before she finally took the flowers. Her movements are slow and so, so careful, not wanting to bend a single stem out of place.
âBut, still, um,â With his hands free Yuuta begins to fiddle, scratching at the nape of his neck as he struggles to meet her gaze. âYâknow, I just wanted to⊠give you flowersâÂ
A smile breaks out across her face as she leans close to them to take in a whiff, soothed by the gentle, clean scent that fills her nose.
âI love them,â She murmurs, still staring in awe at the pretty arrangement. âCan I take a picture?â She asks, and he nods wordlessly. He finally takes in a breath of air when she turns around to grab her phone from the bed, not having realized heâd been holding it since handing her the intimate gift.
What he doesnât realize is sheâs bounding back over to him with her phone in hand, the camera flipped around so she can take a selfie of her flowers with him very much in it.
âCâmon, smile!â She giggles as she turns her phone sideways, eyeing the image of him with his blushing face and wide eyes, obviously caught off guard.
She snaps the photo when he throws up a peace sign and gives the most relaxed smile he can, his eyes closed and his cheeks undeniably pink. (y/n) admires it before tucking her phone back into her pocket and clutching the flowers close to her chest lovingly.
âThank you so much,â She gives them one last affectionate glance before tucking them carefully into a jar on her desk- after she dumped all the pens in it onto her workspace without a second thought. Yuuta almost laughed at how quickly she made the mess and left it in order for the bouquet to have a safe home. Once sheâs sure theyâre safe and sound, she turns back to him again.
Itâs funny how out of place he looks standing in her doorway. Long legs and broad shoulders taking up more space in her room than she wouldâve thought. Sheâd almost forgotten how large Yuuta was. Somehow, it made it funnier that he looked so lost. Like he didnât want to take a step, and didnât know what to do with his hands. She could tell he was trying his best to come across as comfortable as he could, but she could see the wince behind his smile, and his slowly shifting feet. Â
He looks out of place now, but she likes having him here. She likes that he smells like sandalwood, and something sweet like vanilla. She likes that heâs still holding the paper bag that heâd brought her gift in, not wanting to drop it somewhere in her room like a piece of litter. She likes that when their eyes meet he smiles, and crinkles form on his eyes that compliment his blushing face.
She likes everything about Yuuta, but right now, she likes that he was the first boy to ever bring her flowers most of all.
So despite her racing heart, she decides to tell him so.
âIâm glad you were the first guy to ever give me flowersâÂ
Yuutaâs smile drops slightly as his face softens with surprise, eyebrows raising higher when she steps even closer to him.
Heâs holding his breath again when she leans onto the tips of her toes and pressing a quick kiss to his warm cheek. The feeling of her lips brushing over his skin only makes it heat up more, and against his will he lets out a little gasp for air. (y/n) giggles when she stands flat on her feet again, her nose slightly wrinkled at her amusement at how easily Yuuta flusters.
Sheâs starting to think to herself that she should test just how much she can fluster him while heâs here, when heâs suddenly the one taking her breath away.
He steps forward to close the distance between them again, dropping the paper bag so he can slide his hands under her jaw, tilting it upwards so he can lean down and kiss her with ease. A gasp dies in the back of her throat just as his lips touch hers, the hesitation from her surprise only momentary. Â
For a soft kiss, Yuuta radiates so much passion her knees feel weak, and her hands are firm as they press into his shoulders, desperate to keep herself upright. Even his hands are gentle, their touch warm and featherlight against her face.
She longs to press impossibly closer and explore his every last dip and crevice, but for right now, everything is perfect. His gentleness, his sweetness, him, she couldnât have hoped for a more lovely first kiss.
Just as the kiss was, he pulls away slowly, forehead still touching hers. A short sigh escapes him before his lips turn into a smile. (y/n) watches as his mouth stretches and curls, her own face mirroring the expression, before her eyes flicker up to his to see heâs staring down at her.
âSorry, I-â He shakes his head, trying to find just the right words to tell her how long heâd been thinking about doing that. His mind is too foggy so he runs his mouth with abandon. âIâve just really wanted to do thatâ He murmurs.
(y/n) giggles, her face blooming with color at the blatant confession. It had her heart going haywire even more after the kiss, and any hopes of being the one to fluster him goes out the window. Sheâs putty in his hands and he must know it.
âDonât be sorry,â She whispers back, shyly averting her gaze, not that it does her any favors, heâs still cradling her face and keeping her so close that it felt there was no shying away from him. âI⊠I was hoping to talk to you, um, when you got back,â She says, the grin on her face betraying her as she tried to casually mention her feelings for him. âAbout, yâknow, hanging out more, ân stuffâÂ
Yuuta chuckles at her bashful nonchalance, nodding his head back at her with an excited gleam in his eyes.
âIâd like to hang out more and stuff,â He hums, dropping his hands from her face and nodding to where sheâd set up the movie hours earlier. âShould we start with watching your movie?âÂ
Excitement flashes in her eyes as she nods her head back at him, before taking his hand and tugging him over to the comfort of her bed.
âSettle in, your mind is about to be blown by literary perfection and cinematic masterpiece. This is their love childâÂ
He chuckles, falling into the mattress with her and getting settled against the mountain of pillows at her headboard while she searches her blankets for the remote. His chest is still vibrating with adrenaline, but as he sinks into a comfortable bed for the first time in months, he finds himself relaxing.
Despite his body feeling like it was the late afternoon, he feels as though he could go right to sleep.
It helps when (y/n) passes out first. Her body slumps against his and she snores softly against his chest. Itâs such an amusing sight he canât help but take a photo for her to wake up to in her messages. He pauses the movie so that they can pick it up from where they left off tomorrow, and then settles deeper into the cozy bed.
The comfort he felt with every text received from her, every phone call to keep him company in the last few months of being away and being alone, it seems almost personified now. Resting here beside her, simply sharing the same space, Yuuta feels the same wave of relief now. He canât help but smile to himself as he settles under the covers, being careful to not disturb her peaceful slumber.
Heâs asleep in a matter of minutes. The warmth of her body so close and the plush mattress working together to put his mind at such ease he didnât even notice he was tired until he was closing his eyes and drifting off.
It was good to be home.
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[ fuck it, i love you // fuck it, i love you // fuck it, i love you // i really do ]
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xoxo ~ jordie
a/n: gojo pays the international phone bills obviously so don't be commenting on it