I Needed This

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Attention-Seeking Behavior

To those of you who like to label some others as “Attention-Seeking” or “Self-absorbed” for talking about their problems a lot, I understand where you are coming from. It is inconvenient for a person to listen to the issues of another person, of course it is. We all have our own lives to live and it would be much easier to just label and stigmatize a person who is so desperately trying to get your attention. However, no one should use terms like “Attention-Seeking” or “Self-Absorbed” as ways to antagonize another person, because we shouldn’t attack people with attention seeking behaviors at all.

We often have busy lives and we rarely stop to truly understand what is going on inside another person’s head. A lot of the time some of us make assumptions about what another person’s motives are, and then we take that assumption about another person and judge it very harshly- as if it were a confirmed truth. For example, a girl speaks about her struggles with anxiety and depression to her friends, and another girl sees this and assumes that the first girl is trying to get pity and extra care from her friends. In reality, the first girl is lost about what to do in response to such struggles, and is really just trying to find support from her friends, and does so because she feels that it is necessary to maintain motivation in seeking professional help.

Of course there are people in this world who are going to want to be the center of attention and will actively try to accomplish that. But, looking at this scenario, and knowing the reality of it from the first girl’s perspective, we should know that ,in this situation, she is having a hard time in life and is merely fumbling for a way out of it, and we should at least understand this this instead of labeling her as a way of harsh criticism.

We should also keep in mind that it’s already hard enough for this girl, and she can do much more to improve herself without being branded as an attention-seeker. I can say this from experience. To my knowledge I’ve been tagged as an attention seeker by at least three people in the past one year of my life and it has done severe damage to my self esteem, and any ability to help myself. Speaking out about a three year struggle with mental illness and a toxic relationship has led some to feel like it’s okay to say that I am constantly seeking attention. Truth is, I was never looking for sympathy, I was looking for hope. When I would tell someone about my issues, I was really just trying to find someone who believed in me in overcoming them, and I did that because I couldn’t believe in myself. I know it’s no one’s responsibility to give me encouragement or support, but my attention seeking behavior should not warrant the kind of labels used to attack people like me. People who exhibit attention seeking behaviors, in cases like mine, are crying for help and not validation like many people want to assume. When I hear that a person calls me an “attention-seeking wh*re” I begin to feel more sad than I already had before. I feel as if I have  no ability to improve myself, and I feel like a horrible person who should not desire the care and support of my friends and family. It’s very discouraging to hear such a demonizing label being spewn at what little self esteem I have left, and ironically, it makes it even harder for me to not want to compulsively ask my close friends if I really am self-absorbed and attention seeking- So it’s sometimes ultimately more harmful to call someone “attention-seeking” than it is helpful.

With that being said, we all know it’s not okay to have attention-seeking behavior, because it is unhealthy for anyone involved, but we shouldn’t criticise attention-seekers as if they’re lower-quality people. Instead we should have a much more gentle approach when it comes to confronting attention-seekers, because if we label them in a way that is meant to put them down and shame them, we might possibly be hurting a person who is already in so much pain, and we might be doing so to the point where their behavior worsens. So next time you want to use name-calling to attack an attention-seeker, please remember that they, just like everyone else from time to time, might just need someone’s help - And that’s not a crime at all.

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Vinyls

As of 18//3//2017, I own 10 vinyl records. I love them so much and you should too. They are ::

Jamie xx - In Colour - The songs on here all show off Jamie’s vision and I fuck with it heavy, it makes me feel relaxed no matter what, and the album cover is A1. I give it 9.4/10

MGMT - Time to Pretend - I like this record because of the association and connection with childhood and youth. I give it 8.9/10

Flying Lotus - Cosmogramma - This record has something for everyone, electronica, hip hop, rock, ambient, funk, jazz, the execution and production on this record is flawless, every song on here has at least something for someone. I give it 10/10

Run the Jewels - Run the Jewels 3 - Killer Mike and El P are the fucking goats, go listen to all their music ASAP. I give it 10/10

The Black Keys - Chulahoma - This LP was one of the first I had gotten from my amazing girlfriend (who at the time wasn’t my girlfriend but still an amazing friend) and is also an amazing record, like all of the Black Keys’ music. I give it 8.5/10

Daft Punk - Discovery - If you haven’t heard One More Time or Harder Better Faster Stronger past 2012, you are lost. I give it 9.5/10

The Gorillaz - Plastic Beach - The Gorillaz make music that isn’t exactly defined in any genre, and I think that’s absolutely incredible, also the features on this record are A1. I give it 9.6/10

CHVRCHES - Leave a Trace Remixes - I love CHVRCHES so much, and the Four Tet remix is amazing. I give it 8.2/10

Grover Washington Jr. - Reed Seed - A very nice vinyl to listen to while high. I give it 7.9/10

Les Brown - Les Brown and his Band of Renown Goes Direct to Disc - Another good jazz album for a nice high time. I give it 8.1/10

And here’s a list of vinyls that I really want to get soon ::

Mac Miller-Watching Movies with the Sound Off // Kendrick Lamar-To Pimp a Butterfly // Wilco-Foxtrot Hotel // Kaytranada-99,9% // Passion Pit-Manners // The Strokes-Is This It // Weezer-Pinkerton // Metallica-Black Album // Grimes-Visions // Vektor-Black Future // Danny Brown-Atrocity Exhibition // A Tribe Called Quest-Low End Theory // Rage Against the Machine-Rage Against the Machine // Gary Clark Jr.-Blak and Blu // Joy Division-Unknown Pleasures // Depeche Mode-Some Great Rewind

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Celebrating 17 Years of NASA’s ‘Little Earth Satellite That Could’

The satellite was little— the size of a small refrigerator; it was only supposed to last one year and constructed and operated on a shoestring budget — yet it persisted.

After 17 years of operation, more than 1,500 research papers generated and 180,000 images captured, one of NASA’s pathfinder Earth satellites for testing new satellite technologies and concepts comes to an end on March 30, 2017. The Earth Observing-1 (EO-1) satellite will be powered off on that date but will not enter Earth’s atmosphere until 2056. 

“The Earth Observing-1 satellite is like The Little Engine That Could,” said Betsy Middleton, project scientist for the satellite at NASA’s Goddard Space Flight Center in Greenbelt, Maryland. 

To celebrate the mission, we’re highlighting some of EO-1’s notable contributions to scientific research, spaceflight advancements and society. 

Scientists Learn More About Earth in Fine Detail

This animation shifts between an image showing flooding that occurred at the Arkansas and Mississippi rivers on January 12, 2016, captured by ALI and the rivers at normal levels on February 14, 2015 taken by the Operational Land Imager on Landsat 8. Credit: NASA’s Earth Observatory  

EO-1 carried the Advanced Land Imager that improved observations of forest cover, crops, coastal waters and small particles in the air known as aerosols. These improvements allowed researchers to identify smaller features on a local scale such as floods and landslides, which were especially useful for disaster support. 

On the night of Sept. 6, 2014, EO-1’s Hyperion observed the ongoing eruption at Holuhraun, Iceland as shown in the above image. Partially covered by clouds, this scene shows the extent of the lava flows that had been erupting.

EO-1’s other key instrument Hyperion provided an even greater level of detail in measuring the chemical constituents of Earth’s surface— akin to going from a black and white television of the 1940s to the high-definition color televisions of today. Hyperion’s level of sophistication doesn’t just show that plants are present, but can actually differentiate between corn, sorghum and many other species and ecosystems. Scientists and forest managers used these data, for instance, to explore remote terrain or to take stock of smoke and other chemical constituents during volcanic eruptions, and how they change through time.  

Crowdsourced Satellite Images of Disasters   

EO-1 was one of the first satellites to capture the scene after the World Trade Center attacks (pictured above) and the flooding in New Orleans after Hurricane Katrina. EO-1 also observed the toxic sludge in western Hungary in October 2010 and a large methane leak in southern California in October 2015. All of these scenes, which EO-1 provided quick, high-quality satellite imagery of the event, were covered in major news outlets. All of these scenes were also captured because of user requests. EO-1 had the capability of being user-driven, meaning the public could submit a request to the team for where they wanted the satellite to gather data along its fixed orbits. 

This image shows toxic sludge (red-orange streak) running west from an aluminum oxide plant in western Hungary after a wall broke allowing the sludge to spill from the factory on October 4, 2010. This image was taken by EO-1’s Advanced Land Imager on October 9, 2010. Credit: NASA’s Earth Observatory

 Artificial Intelligence Enables More Efficient Satellite Collaboration

This image of volcanic activity on Antarctica’s Mount Erebus on May 7, 2004 was taken by EO-1’s Advanced Land Imager after sensing thermal emissions from the volcano. The satellite gave itself new orders to take another image several hours later. Credit: Earth Observatory

EO-1 was among the first satellites to be programmed with a form of artificial intelligence software, allowing the satellite to make decisions based on the data it collects. For instance, if a scientist commanded EO-1 to take a picture of an erupting volcano, the software could decide to automatically take a follow-up image the next time it passed overhead. The Autonomous Sciencecraft Experiment software was developed by NASA’s Jet Propulsion Laboratory in Pasadena, California, and was uploaded to EO-1 three years after it launched. 

This image of Nassau Bahamas was taken by EO-1’s Advanced Land Imager on Oct 8, 2016, shortly after Hurricane Matthew hit. European, Japanese, Canadian, and Italian Space Agency members of the international coalition Committee on Earth Observation Satellites used their respective satellites to take images over the Caribbean islands and the U.S. Southeast coastline during Hurricane Matthew. Images were used to make flood maps in response to requests from disaster management agencies in Haiti, Dominican Republic, St. Martin, Bahamas, and the U.S. Federal Emergency Management Agency.

The artificial intelligence software also allows a group of satellites and ground sensors to communicate and coordinate with one another with no manual prompting. Called a “sensor web”, if a satellite viewed an interesting scene, it could alert other satellites on the network to collect data during their passes over the same area. Together, they more quickly observe and downlink data from the scene than waiting for human orders. NASA’s SensorWeb software reduces the wait time for data from weeks to days or hours, which is especially helpful for emergency responders. 

Laying the Foundation for ‘Formation Flying’

This animation shows the Rodeo-Chediski fire on July 7, 2002, that were taken one minute apart by Landsat 7 (burned areas in red) and EO-1 (burned areas in purple). This precision formation flying allowed EO-1 to directly compare the data and performance from its land imager and the Landsat 7 ETM+. EO-1’s most important technology goal was to test ALI for future Landsat satellites, which was accomplished on Landsat 8. Credit: NASA’s Goddard Space Flight Center

EO-1 was a pioneer in precision “formation flying” that kept it orbiting Earth exactly one minute behind the Landsat 7 satellite, already in orbit. Before EO-1, no satellite had flown that close to another satellite in the same orbit. EO-1 used formation flying to do a side-by-side comparison of its onboard ALI with Landsat 7’s operational imager to compare the products from the two imagers. Today, many satellites that measure different characteristics of Earth, including the five satellites in NASA’s A Train, are positioned within seconds to minutes of one another to make observations on the surface near-simultaneously.

For more information on EO-1’s major accomplishments, visit: https://www.nasa.gov/feature/goddard/2017/celebrating-17-years-of-nasa-s-little-earth-satellite-that-could

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