.happy Halloween 🎃

That is what ruzzians did with my house recently.

8th of July, 2024. ruzzian terrorists bombed many buildings of Kyiv, including Okhmatdyt hospital. however, let me show you what they did to my house that very day (the hospital is kinda close to us). I survived the first wave of rockets on my floor, I also monitored the next one, but sadly did not have time to get to a safe place in the elevator. in front of my eyes, under extremely powerful explosions, the neighbour's door flew off its hinges, the ceiling crumbled (did not fall), and the entire floor was covered in a fog of dust. speaking nervously, most likely delusional, I went down (it was also dangerous to do, NEVER DO THAT, PLEASE). I picked up a neighbor’s girl (a teenager) on the floors below, whom I thought I left in the house where the door was broken (I was afraid, I аm sorry, I was afraid to come closer, I was only thinking about myself); well...everything went well: the girl managed to go down the stairs before the rocket detonated. the neighbors were scared, a few of them were crying, we had an injured child (of preschool age, her temple was covered in blood), I filmed a little of what was on the street. my hands were shaking, I could not call anyone, I just mumbled something. my relatives came as fast as they could (I live with one of them), they even dared to go up to the apartment, clean it up a bit, and then we left the house and now live in another one.

it is temporary, of course. yesterday, I went to clean the house (as you can see in the video), it is almost clean of glass and pieces of walls. we are going to fix the windows ourselves, because it will be 100 years before the state does them. however, this bittersweet memory of how I almost died at home (it was a cruise rocket...the ballistics would have buried us all alive) would never allow my already shaky mental state to recover.

I have been trying to shout at people for a long time about two things: ruzzia must be destroyed; Ukraine must receive comprehensive assistance. I don't care how many kidneys I will later sell to the USA, Britain or Germany to thank for the fact that my country will live in peace, I am ready for anything, as long as children stop dying in front of my eyes. I heard the moaning of people under the rubble, I regretted that I was living instead of the dead. we are not a third world country. we deserve to exist, and fucking ruzzians are not allowed to decide our fate.

there is never enough Murdoc!

oh, and I am sorry for having no fixed style, I try to find my own in the case of Gorillaz.

um... wanna some bingo?

cmon, I tried my best to make it!!!

he is literally PICKLED.

I somehow missed the interview on Cracker Island album (well, I was to busy to even drink water in 2022 and 2023, so...), my bad. however, Murdoc did not changed that radically, I am glad.

Hello, in that case, could I request a drawing? I saw that you drew Takizawa from Tokyo Ghoul. Could I request a kissing pic between Ken Kaneki and Kaya Irimi from that series. The two didn't interact much in series, but I feel they're very similar personality-wise.

here it is! at least I tried ;D P.S.: I love Kaya's anime hairstyle much more than in manga.

yay, I have recently got the green lenses and the wig (人´∀`)♪

feeling so BEERtish.

the last point in my cosplay to-do list is to make the proper hairstyle (wigs normally come with longer hair, and well, it makes sense).

ah, and the costume set needs to be collected, I cannot find the proper uniform, I am not a 40 kilo fella.

peace!

Who hath no wyf, he is no cokewold.

Guter Musikant aber schlechter Mensch.

the origin of this reversed title is further: it first appeared in „Ponce de Leon“ by Brentanos Lustspiel (Guter Mensch aber schlechter Musikant); then E. T. A. Hoffmann, the representative of late German Romanticism, made a "theory" of "good men" and "musicians".

the main point was...let us say that the "good men" (also known as philisters) are regular (normally precious and insidious) people who adhere to the norms and morals of their society; the "musicians" are artists whose nature (romantic) is different (often immoral), but this does not mean they are unsurpassed in their "craft". in case of this character, I was deeply impressed seeing how cruel Kanjuro behaves but how professionally he acts. however, a question of whether he was a friend of Kin'emon's is rhetorical: I've been researching Japanese culture and literature for a long time, I've been reading manga and watching anime, and now I know that the Japanese like to fill their works with riddles, puns, confusion, and so on. nevertheless, I like certain characters; they are not so primitive, although it seems so.

damn, I cannot believe he is not a bearded drunken man, so let me just leave an old doodle here and cry.

"a bhrathair, do anime style", they said. ugh...fine????