Word Count: 4311

Want to learn something new in 2022??

Absolute beginner adult ballet series (fabulous beginning teacher)

40 piano lessons for beginners (some of the best explanations for piano I’ve ever seen)

Excellent basic crochet video series

Basic knitting (probably the best how to knit video out there)

Pre-Free Figure Skate Levels A-D guides and practice activities (each video builds up with exercises to the actual moves!)

How to draw character faces video (very funny, surprisingly instructive?)

Another drawing character faces video

Literally my favorite art pose hack

Tutorial of how to make a whole ass Stardew Valley esque farming game in Gamemaker Studios 2??

Introduction to flying small aircrafts

French/Dutch/Fishtail braiding

Playing the guitar for beginners (well paced and excellent instructor)

Playing the violin for beginners (really good practical tips mixed in)

Color theory in digital art (not of the children’s hospital variety)

Retake classes you hated but now there’s zero stakes:

Calculus 1 (full semester class)

Learn basic statistics (free textbook)

Introduction to college physics (free textbook)

Introduction to accounting (free textbook)

Learn a language:

Ancient Greek

Latin

Spanish

German

Japanese (grammar guide) (for dummies)

French

Russian (pretty good cyrillic guide!)

Word Count: 3440

It’s now 4:34 am and I’ve done another 200 words and annotated an article kinda. I’m not working very effectively so the only logical solution is Big Bang theory and a chocolate bar I guess. I’m feeling a lot more optimistic than I was when I first started at 1:21 am but not out of the woods yet.

Long story short: it’s 4:33 am, word count is 5143.

EPQ is due in: 9 days

Word count morning: 2300

Word count night: 2500

I have a lot to do. Decided to document my descent to madness for shits and giggles. Well see how this goes I suppose.

19/04

To Do:

Required Practical 4 write up

EPQ Summary and Reflection

Organic Analysis homework

Finish 'The Ask and the Answer'

Figure out speech for tomorrow

Literally can't wait until tomorrow, I have 5 lessons, 2 of which are finishing my EPQ production log, and I have to speak in an assembly before school, and go to an Oxbridge talk at lunch :( tjfdisfjk

And it's literally only the second day back

Hello there.

Sooo this is the start of my blog I guess?? I'm not entirely sure where to start, but here goes:

I'm currently in the summer between year 11 and 12. I got my GCSE results two days ago (I'm very happy :) ), and next year I'm going to study maths, physics and chemistry alevel, and then self-study further maths (don't know whether or not I'm going to do the exams yet, it's a very long story). What else? I have a cat called Luna who is the actually scientifically the best cat ever (no, this is not up for debate).

Interests:

- Physics! (I'm hoping to do it at uni)

- Maths

- Reading

- Chaotic dark academia

- Marvel and Star Wars

- I assure you I do have other interests however I am very much blanking right now oops

I don't entirely know why I'm starting this. Partly for the *aesthetic* I suppose, mostly for motivation and holding myself accountable. As I'm typing this it kind of just feels like I'm throwing my thoughts into the total abyss that is the internet. Well that's about existential enough for one tumblr post. If anyone sees this, I hope you have a nice morning/day/evening(/life if you never see one of my posts again).

Casual Magic: I pressed some of the flowers I got for results day earlier, post incoming about them.

Word count: 3243

It’s 3:31am now and I am one can of Pepsi, 200 more words, another annotated article and an episode of Big Bang theory more into this mess.

19/06/22

Maths Pure - 76% - A

Physics Paper 1 - 48% - C/D

Chemistry Paper 2 - 65% -B

I’ve got my pure maths paper tomorrow and I’m feeling pretty confident so that’s a nice change lol. I did the physics past paper today and (not literally) nearly shit myself and (literally) had a mental breakdown which was fun. Anyway. B in paper 3 which ain’t great but I didn’t read a couple of the questions properly and if I had had the mechanisms memorised it would have definitely been an A. After tomorrow I haven’t got an exam until Wednesday, when I have paper 1 physics and paper 1 chemistry, so this week is going to be fun.

Confidence levels:

Maths pure: 9/10

Maths applied: 5/10

Chemistry paper 1: 7/10

Chemistry paper 2: 8/10

Physics paper 1: 3/10

Physics paper 3: 4/10

Physics Astro: 6/10

It’s 2:39 am.

JUST HIT 4,000 WORDS LETS GO!!!!!

The urge to stop all studying to re-watch the Queen's Gambit