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What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.

You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to  her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all  busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself

but you killed everyone else around you too. 

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♫Alex Mercer Imagine - JATP♫

Series: Julie and the Phantoms (Netflix) Love interest: Alex Mercer x male reader

Request:   “I was wondering if I could request an Alex x reader (he’s bisexual). So Alex and the reader would be together, and the reader would be having a really bad day with everything going wrong. So at the end of the day She calls him and he comes over, and if you feel comfortable, maybe they make out in order to get her mind off of everything that went wrong. If you don’t feel comfortable, than maybe just a movie night to distract her.”

^I changed it to male reader^

Some info before start: (Y/N) = your name (Y/F/N) = your full name (H/C) = your hair color (H/L) = your hair length (E/C) = your eye color (F/C) = your favorite color

♫Alex Mercer Imagine - JATP♫

You woke up to an empty bed in your ‘shared’ house close to where Julie Molina lives.

You are a lifer, with a ghost as a boyfriend. When you first met Alex and the boys you didn’t believe they were ghosts or musician spirits, as they prefer. So you walked straight up to Luke and smacked him on the shoulder, it was funny because it didn’t go through but when Julie tried she went straight through. So you created a special bond with the 3 special ghosts. Reggie became your best friend, and Luke became more of a brother than a best friend. Alex, he became your lovely boyfriend. All that happened 4 years ago. The band is growing every day and they are quite popular.

You moved into your own house with Alex 2 years ago.

Today was definitely not your day. When you woke up your bed was empty no Alex insight. So you rolled over and accidentally rolled out of bed and hit your head on the nightstand and hit the carpet with a loud groan. You just laid there, down on the cold, soft carpet with only your underwear on. Suddenly it became too cold and you shot up from your position on the floor, you accidentally pushed your clock on the floor so it shattered.

“Arrrggghhhh!” you screamed. “Could this day be worse!” you screamed while looking up at your ceiling. You didn’t want to collect the pieces instead you grabbed your pajamas and put them on while walking out of your bedroom and into your kitchen and decided that you would start the day out with some coffee. You poured the hot, new-made coffee into your favorite mug and walked out of the kitchen to the living room and watch some Netflix. You didn’t get very far before you tripped and the hot coffee spilled onto the floor. You were lucky that you didn’t spill anything on yourself. You walked over to the coffee table and placed the mug down. You decided to run to the kitchen to get something to remove the coffee from the floor. After 15 minutes the floor was clean, and now your coffee was cold.

‘Shitty life.’ You thought to yourself. You took the mug of cold coffee and held the coffee out into the sink. You placed your mug hard down onto the kitchen island, and walked over to the couch, and jumped onto it. You took the remote and turned on the tv and chose to watch ‘Fast Five.’ You snuggled down into the couch but you missed someone... Alex. You missed his warmth his comforting soothing voice. You closed your eyes for a bit and when you opened them again the tv was turned off. Everything in the house was turned off. None of your electricity worked.

You couldn’t take it anymore, you broke down, the tears flooded down your cheeks, you screamed, and hit the couch unstoppable. You calmed a little bit down and grabbed your phone and called Alex.

“Hi babe.” Alex said in a happy voice.

“Hi.” You sniffled.

“What’s wrong?” He asked concerned.

“Ca-can you come home? Pl-please.” You sniffled and the tears began flooding down your cheeks again.

“Alright I will be there.” With that he ended the call.

Not even five minutes after he came barging through the front door, and searched for you.

“Babe?” He called out. He heard a sniffle from the living room. He entered and saw your broken stage on the couch, tears poured out of your eyes and down your beautiful cheeks and dripped down to your now very wet shirt. He ran over to you and sat next to you, he immediately pulled you into a hug. Alex didn’t like seeing you like this, so he silently cried with you.

“What happened?” Alex asked you softly.

“M-my day has been the worst. Fir-first I fell out of bed, then I-I broke the clock, then I spilled cof-coffee on the floor, then all the electricity stopped,” you said between deep breaths and sniffles.

“Oh (Y/N)” he hugged you tighter. He pulled slightly away to look at your red puffy eyes, there still were wet from the all the crying.

“I’m so sorry Alex,” you said looking down.

“(Y/N) look at me,” he said softly. You looked slowly up and met his eyes. He took your face into his hands and looked deeply into your eyes. “It’s alright, everyone has bad days, it’s not your fault.” He smiled at you and kissed your forehead. He wiped your tears away this his thumbs. You managed to show a little smile. You noticed the tears on his cheeks. You kissed both his cheeks softly to remove the tears from his cheeks.

“Can you stay with me?” you asked.

“As long as you wan’t,” he smiled and kissed you on your lips. You rested your arms on his shoulders and fumbled with his neck hair.

“Are you okay now?” he asked against your lips. You pulled away and slowly nodded yes. He smiled and kissed you again more passionate.

♫Alex Mercer Imagine - JATP♫

♫ I hope this was a great one, requests is still open! ♫ ♫ Love: your writer Crabat♫


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4 years ago

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♫ 𝕁𝕌𝕃𝕀𝔼 𝔸ℕ𝔻 𝕋ℍ𝔼 ℙℍ𝔸ℕ𝕋𝕆𝕄𝕊 𝕀𝕄𝔸𝔾𝕀ℕ𝔼𝕊 ♫ - request Masterlist: ♫Luke Patterson Imagine - JATP♫

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4 years ago

♫ 𝕁𝕌𝕃𝕀𝔼 𝔸ℕ𝔻 𝕋ℍ𝔼 ℙℍ𝔸ℕ𝕋𝕆𝕄𝕊 𝕀𝕄𝔸𝔾𝕀ℕ𝔼𝕊 ♫

REQUEST OPEN!!

Luke x female reader Reggie x female reader Alex x female (maybe male) reader (only friends) Julie x female reader (friends)

There may be coming more than these guys but until now these are the ones, I will accept for request❤️

IT IS ONLY CHARACTER X FEMALE READER!!!!

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Love: your writer


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4 years ago

♬♩♪♩ ℙ𝕀𝕋ℂℍ ℙ𝔼ℝ𝔽𝔼ℂ𝕋 𝕀𝕄𝔸𝔾𝕀ℕ𝔼𝕊 ♩♪♩♬

REQUEST OPEN!!

Bumper x female reader Jesse x female reader Donald x female reader Benji x female reader Unicycle x female reader Pieter Krämer x female reader Any female Bella x female reader (friends)

There may be coming more than these guys but until now these are the ones I will accept for request❤️

IT IS ONLY CHARACTER X FEMALE READER!!!!

♬♩♪♩ ℙ𝕀𝕋ℂℍ ℙ𝔼ℝ𝔽𝔼ℂ𝕋 𝕀𝕄𝔸𝔾𝕀ℕ𝔼𝕊 ♩♪♩♬

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4 years ago

\ō͡≡o 𝘛𝘦𝘫 𝘗𝘢𝘳𝘬𝘦𝘳 𝘐𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘦 - 𝘍𝘈𝘛𝘍 o≡͡ō/

Movie: Fast And The Furious  Love interest: Tej Parker

Request: supitslaura (wattpad) ‘can you do tej parker x female reader for me please? 💕’

 Some info before start: (Y/N) = your name (Y/F/N) = your full name (H/C) = your hair color (H/L) = your hair length (E/C) = your eye color (F/C) = your favorite color 

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“Teeejjjjjjjjjj.” You whined loudly.

“What baby?” Tej asked and finally looked up from the car he was working on.

“Can we cuddle.” You pouted and stuck your bottom lip out. “Pleeeeeaaaaaaasssssseeeeee.” You pleaded.

“... fine, just 5 minutes and I will join you on the couch.”

“Yay!” You jumped around with joy. Tej watched you with a smile on his face because of your childish act and the big smile plastered on your beautiful face.

You ran out of the garage and pushed your door to the house open and sprinted for the remote and a movie to watch. You decided on Netflix instead of a movie. You scrolled through the almost endless pages of movies and series on Netflix. After the third line with movies, you decided on ‘Grease’ the first movie.

When Tej finally joined you on the couch, he didn't have a single drop of oil or grease on him, instead he smelled of his cologne, you grew to love. You snuggled up to him and started the movie. His left arm wrapped around your shoulder and played with your soft hair. Halfway through the movie your eyes got heavy, and you fell asleep against the love of your life. Tej heard the small snores coming from you. He chuckled and removed the arm there were wrapped around you and turned off the tv. He picked you up bridal style and walked to your shared bedroom, placed you on the bed and pushed the warm comfortable comforter over you and placed a kiss to your lips. He got ready for bed and placed himself on the bed beside you and under the comforter. You rolled over and snuggled up against him. He held you against his warm body and fell asleep to your small, cute snores.

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♫ Sorry it was a short one, but I hope you like it! ♫ ♫ Love: your writer Crabat♫


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4 years ago

🚗 𝔾ℝ𝔼𝔸𝕊𝔼 𝟙 & 𝟚 𝕀𝕄𝔸𝔾𝕀ℕ𝔼𝕊 🏍

REQUEST OPEN!!

(1) Kenickie x female reader (1) Danny x female reader (1) Sonny x female reader (1) Doody x female reader (1) Putzie x female reader (1) Any female character x female reader (friends)

(2) Johny x female reader (2) Michael x female reader (2) Goose x female reader (2) Louis x female reader (2) Davey x female reader (2) Any female character x female reader (friends)

There may be coming more than these guys but until now these are the ones I will accept for request❤️

IT IS ONLY CHARACTER X FEMALE READER!!!!

🚗 𝔾ℝ𝔼𝔸𝕊𝔼 𝟙 & 𝟚 𝕀𝕄𝔸𝔾𝕀ℕ𝔼𝕊 🏍

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4 years ago

REQUEST UNDER THESE LINKS

\ō͡≡o 𝔽𝔸𝕊𝕋 𝔸ℕ𝔻 𝕋ℍ𝔼 𝔽𝕌ℝ𝕀𝕆𝕌𝕊 𝕀𝕄𝔸𝔾𝕀ℕ𝔼𝕊 o≡͡ō ♫ 𝕁𝕌𝕃𝕀𝔼 𝔸ℕ𝔻 𝕋ℍ𝔼 ℙℍ𝔸ℕ𝕋𝕆𝕄𝕊 𝕀𝕄𝔸𝔾𝕀ℕ𝔼𝕊 ♫ ♬♩♪♩ ℙ𝕀𝕋ℂℍ ℙ𝔼ℝ𝔽𝔼ℂ𝕋 𝕀𝕄𝔸𝔾𝕀ℕ𝔼𝕊 ♩♪♩♬ 🚗 𝔾ℝ𝔼𝔸𝕊𝔼 𝟙 & 𝟚 𝕀𝕄𝔸𝔾𝕀ℕ𝔼𝕊 🏍


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4 years ago

\ō͡≡o 𝔽𝔸𝕊𝕋 𝔸ℕ𝔻 𝕋ℍ𝔼 𝔽𝕌ℝ𝕀𝕆𝕌𝕊 𝕀𝕄𝔸𝔾𝕀ℕ𝔼𝕊 o≡͡ō\

REQUEST OPEN!!

Dom Toretto x female reader Brian O'Conner x female reader Tej Parker x female reader Roman Pearce x female reader & Han Lue x female reader

There may be coming more than these guys but until now these are the ones I will accept for request❤️

IT IS ONLY CHARACTER X FEMALE READER!!!!

\ō͡≡o 𝔽𝔸𝕊𝕋 𝔸ℕ𝔻 𝕋ℍ𝔼 𝔽𝕌ℝ𝕀𝕆𝕌𝕊 𝕀𝕄𝔸𝔾𝕀ℕ𝔼𝕊

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3 years ago

REQUESTS CLOSED!

Hi everyone.

I have decided to close the requests.

Love Crabat

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