After quite a long time, I feel it’s time to dedicate some (messy) words to this amazing masterpiece, which has gained a very special place in my heart.
Sorry if this gets be messy, I always get really emotional and I tend to overthink when it comes to this serie.
After a terrible heartbreak that has left his heart torn and bleeding, Jungkook (character based off her previous work - if you haven’t read it yet, do yourself a favour and do it right now; you can’t even imagine what you’re missing out on) is a living mess.
His life is now marked by bad decisions, hopelessness, regret, one night stands and an alcohol addiction - not to mention him being a busy ceo and all he has to go through with his family.
Everything feels like suffocating him and he just can’t take it anymore; that’s until he stumbles across Y/N, a sex worker in a club.
The encounters of those two at her workplace, in which they both always have a full mask on, are always more frequent, and it takes really little for JungKook to develope feelings for her.
Those feelings are clouded, though; hidden in a haze he can’t get out of because of his past lover still haunting his thoughts.
Y/N’s life ain’t better, marked by a dark and hurtful past.
Jungkook’s character is so needy, so small and fragile, finding difficulties in coping with his own weaknesses and emotions.
I love how is character develops, fighting his addiction, letting himself be and growing more confident about his feelings and his worth.
Y/N is scared at first, so she tries to put distance between her and Jk; despite her trying, they are just meant to be.
They complete and help each other grow, going through a “toxic relationship” phase but coming out of it together and stronger than they’ve ever been.
Both of them care deeply for each other that they go through so much pain for one another: her having to cope with his addiction and insecurities, him being understanding (to a certain extent) of her job and giving her time to adjust to a romantic relationship.
With each other they discover what real love is, what being loved and appreciated feels like, how people should validate your emotions and needs.
Some chapters really gave me chills and made me tear up, Sibi’s writing is so powerful that you can’t help it but empathise with her characters.
Do not even get me started on the smut scenes cause, oof damn girl you so freaky, I’ve loved every word of it plus all the emotions and comfort they still gave me…. chef kiss
This fic is a journey through.... I don’t know what, I haven’t quite wrapped my head around it yet.... hope? Rescue? Finding oneself? Gaining trust in other people? Overcoming one’s weaknesses? Loving?
I haven’t find the answer yet, and I honestly think there is no answer that needs to be searched.
To me, it’s a coming of age fiction and you need to read it to see things from another perspective.
My dear Sibi, please never stop writing and gifting me with these incredible emotions you make me feel with your masterpieces, you have taught me so much about life you have no idea.
“When two souls, with different reasons for why life has broken them, find together, it needs a whole lot of a luck and a little bit of fate to make them see that maybe healing together isn’t as bad as it sounds.”
Pairing: CEO!Jungkook x Sexworker!Reader
Genre: Strangers to Lovers!AU, BDSM, Hurt and Comfort, Smut, Romance, Fluff, Angst
Warnings: This story contains unhealthy coping methods in the form of alcohol and excessive sex & trying to get over said addictions. As well as very sexually explicit scenes, suicidal thoughts and swearing. If you are sensitive to such topics, I advice you read with care.
Wordcount: 172.242
#01 - Waking Up
#02 - Chance Meetings
#03 - Escaping Hell
#04 - Happy Once
#05 - Feeling Shitty
#06 - Chance Meetings
#07 - Searching
#08 - One Date
#09 - Can’t Without You
#10 - It’s The Little Steps That Count
#11 - Broken
#12 - Worth Getting Better For
#13 - Two Months
#14 - Birthday Boy
#15 - Charity Case
#16 - Worth Staying Better For
#01 - Cutie in his Ripped Blue Jeans
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LESS THAN ONE MONTH TO ILIWYSFYASBYSUOI
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Genre: Smut, Fluff, soft Angst
Warnings: BDSM, subby masochist!Jungkook, hard dom!reader, abduction roleplay, kinda a corrruption roleplay too?, chains, whips, leather floggers, use of a vibrating buttplug, she also straps a vibrator to his cock, multiple forced orgasms, the fluffiest aftercare, also Koo opens up to her and it’s emotional :(, bro I’m crying
Wordcount: 7.3k
a/n: hahaha I am ✌🏻🥲
Bunny was late tonight. You’ve been waiting for him for twenty minutes now. You shouldn’t mind. Even if he is late his money will still be booked from his account. But you mind, because he sounded very exhausted last week and you were worried that he let something happen to him.
It was the sixth week he fell asleep with you and he cried in your arms again. It should have weirded you out, but you just felt pity for him. You knew the type of cry he did. You did it many nights as well, hugging your pillow and wishing for another person to hold you.
Tonight he was late. Twenty five minutes already. It made you worry. Maybe he finally had enough and found a way to end it. That thought worried you. He was a stranger, yes, but you started to care for him. At least like a business person cares for another business person (that’s what you told yourself late at night when he appeared in your thoughts and haunted you until you forced yourself asleep).
Knock. Knock. Knock.
“Come in!”
Bunny steps through the threshold with big steps. He locks the door like he always does and then turns to you. He is wearing a turtleneck tonight and high waisted bell bottoms. It looks peculiar to see him out of a suit, peculiar but hot. You liked his waist in the clothes, dainty, perfect to grab and ruin. He also seems to stand straighter than last week, which was always a good sign with him because if he doesn’t feel good his back begins hunching. He isn’t hunching right now, as a matter of fact it almost seems as if he was posing for you.
“Hey there, sexy getup”, you greet him.
“You think so? I tried something new tonight”, he explains, twisting and turning a little to show off the outfit. His butt looks amazing, hot damn.
“You look like that one meme of Dwayne the Rock.”
“Wow thanks”, he murmurs and then laughs.
Continua a leggere
Starting off by apologising for my bad English ugh I’m really trying my best to put my heart into this but in my head all of this sounded way much better and I got to express like... one fifth of all that I wanted to.
Binged this masterpiece of a trilogy in the last two days, and I can’t believe on what I’ve been missing out so far.
This serie is so well written and it never gets boring; the chapters aren’t repetitive and each one of them has made me feel so many emotions.
The relationships between each character has helped me rethink my idea of friendship, love, pain.... the way they struggle with their own feelings is so intense and deep.
Taehyung? Oh God where do I even start? I just wanna slap some common sense into that hazy head of his and then engulf him in the warmest hug and stay like that as long as possible, whispering comforting and caring words into his ears.
Jk is so cute (although he’d never want me to call him that) and you can definitely say he’s head over heels for Y/N; in the smut scenes he gets so drunk in her he almost loses his mind.
Gotta admit that I got scared sometimes by the way he acted towards her (ex. locking her in the hotel room or yelling at her during their arguments) but I honestly think that this is what having difficulties in coping with your feeling might unwillingly lead you to.
I have loved seeing his character grow and get better so much during the last chapters.
Yn is surrounded by amazing people who love her and are so wise, ugh I wish I had friends as supportive as hers! Friends who tell you the truth because they genuinely care for you; friends who don’t tell you what you wanna be told.
To top this incredible rollercoaster of emotions, the smut scenes are top tier my god so good *chef kiss*
I want to comment on so many parts of this serie, but I don’t wanna be giving out spoilers to those who may have not read it yet.
Lastly, kudos to this incredible writer, you really are something else.
You have so much knowledge of what you write it’s incredible.
I have learned so many new things and words by reading this and I wanna thank you so much for opening my eyes to new experiences and perspectives.
I have grown so attached to this serie it almost makes me cry; definitely gonna read it again in the near future.
“It takes a trilogy to tell this story. It is a story of love, friendship, the hardships of being young and unexpected encounters. Experience the tingling butterflies of a summer’s love unexpected, witness the significance one little mistake can have on the lives of others and feel the exciting sparks of a love so strong it could move mountains.
Find out what it means to grow up, what it takes to find yourself and how to make the best out of your granted time on earth.”
“You always thought of your life as nothing exciting. Small town, stable job at the local diner, a roof over your head and nice friends. It didn’t take much to make you happy. But that all changes with the arrival of Jeon Jungkook, mysterious biker with dark hair, tattooed skin and a preference for leather jackets. It doesn’t take long for you to realise that life has so much more in store for you and Jungkook is happy to show you all of it…”
Pairing: Jungkook x f. Reader
Genre: Strangers to Lovers!AU, Diner!AU, Biker Gang!AU, Smut, Romance
“Two months on the road with Jungkook and his friends and you couldn’t be happier about your life. You spend your days laughing, dancing and rolling around the sheets with the boy of your dreams, all whilst visiting beautiful places.
But your idyllic life soon changes, when Taehyungs past catches up with him, putting not only him, but your entire gang in danger. Can the group get through his betrayal and if so can you outrun the danger before it is too late?”
Pairing: Jungkook x f.Reader, Yoongi x Jimin
Genre: Biker Gang!AU, Road Trip!AU, Smut, Romance, Hurt and Comfort
“Snippets out of the adventure, you and Jungkook call “your life together”. This is a collection of drabbles all in the name of The Cocktail Trilogy couple. They all play after the events of the main story.”
Pairing: Jungkook x f.Reader
Genre: Smut, Fluff, slice of life!AU, established relationship!AU, domestic!AU, tattoo artist!Jungkook, restaurant owner!OC