bpdummie - You Are Fine.

bpdummie

You Are Fine.

Recently diagnosed bpd sharing thoughts and stories.

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bpdummie
2 years ago
COLOR CAS GACKGROUNDS PT 1
COLOR CAS GACKGROUNDS PT 1
COLOR CAS GACKGROUNDS PT 1
COLOR CAS GACKGROUNDS PT 1
COLOR CAS GACKGROUNDS PT 1
COLOR CAS GACKGROUNDS PT 1

COLOR CAS GACKGROUNDS PT 1

ive been kinda lacking w ideas in the cc department bc i cant really make meshes anymore(╯︵╰) or really use blender for sims so i made ten cas color backgrounds in colors i like!!!

theirs not much else to add other than they work with all of the other cc facets you might have just dont have more than one cas bg in game at a time!!! so enjoy!!!!!

1, terracotta 2, future blue 3, banana yellow

4, mocha 5, cut grey

google drive patreon

bpdummie
2 years ago
LAMZ_VendettaHairstyles_001F
LAMZ_VendettaHairstyles_001F
LAMZ_VendettaHairstyles_001F

LAMZ_VendettaHairstyles_001F

Hair

42 Swatches

New Mesh

HQ Compatible

Hat Compatible

Don’t Re-upload

Download : Patreon (Early Access)

※TOU※

If you use my cc to take photos please tag lam-z.

如果你用了我的CC拍照,欢迎艾特我。

Do not re-upload, modify, or sell.

请勿二传,二改或者倒卖。

Thanks all cc creators.

❤ 感谢所有CC作者❤

bpdummie
2 years ago
[REAPER428] VEINS! VEINS!! VEINS!!! JEANS
[REAPER428] VEINS! VEINS!! VEINS!!! JEANS

[REAPER428] VEINS! VEINS!! VEINS!!! JEANS

i was in DESPERATE need of some ripped ACTUAL baggy jeans that looked good..

BGC

2 versions

28 swatches

Masc frames only :-(

Has like idk some weird mesh issues on the knees when using poses but I think it's fine?

Lmk if there’s any issues!

Thank you to @nucrests for the base jeans mesh and @aniraklova for the chains mesh

DOWNLOAD [SFS]

[ @sssvitlanz @emilyccfinds @alwaysfreecc ]

bpdummie
2 years ago
- SERAWIS - Charmed (makeup + Genetics Set)
- SERAWIS - Charmed (makeup + Genetics Set)
- SERAWIS - Charmed (makeup + Genetics Set)
- SERAWIS - Charmed (makeup + Genetics Set)

- SERAWIS - Charmed (makeup + genetics set)

I made a set for men, I hope you like it - I worked really hard on it. ♥

What’s included: Eyebrows, Face Overlay, Eyeshadow with gloss, Eyeliner, Lipstain with gloss, Blush with gloss

Optional download without specular/gloss - you only need one!

HQ Compatible

F&M, tagged Masculine

Maxis Match

Colour Slider Compatible

All swatches are not shown in the preview!

download under the cut! (free, no ads)

Keep reading

bpdummie
2 years ago
LAMZ_TomboyHairstyles_001F
LAMZ_TomboyHairstyles_001F
LAMZ_TomboyHairstyles_001F

LAMZ_TomboyHairstyles_001F

Hair

31 Swatches

New Mesh

HQ Compatible

Hat Compatible

Don’t Re-upload

Download : Patreon (Early Access)

※TOU※

If you use my cc to take photos please tag lam-z.

如果你用了我的CC拍照,欢迎艾特我。

Do not re-upload, modify, or sell.

请勿二传,二改或者倒卖。

Thanks all cc creators.

❤ 感谢所有CC作者❤

bpdummie
2 years ago
Radio Eyes

Radio Eyes

Just some simple eyes with catchlights ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭*

bgc

t-e

6 swatches

found in facepaint

slider compatible

ANOTHER PREVIEW PIC:

Radio Eyes

DOWNLOAD | 3/04/23

bpdummie
2 years ago
Sunshine Nails

Sunshine Nails

Just some colorful nails

| DOWNLOAD |

SFS | Mega | Patreon | Ko-fi

-> 40 swatches

-> 2120 polycount

bpdummie
2 years ago
bpdummie - You Are Fine.
bpdummie - You Are Fine.
bpdummie - You Are Fine.
bpdummie - You Are Fine.
bpdummie - You Are Fine.
bpdummie - You Are Fine.

SCAROH ࿐ ˚ . ✦ SHOOTING STAR BOOTS

12 COLORS (B&W VERSIONS) AND 10 BASIC COLORS

HQ COMPATIBLE

ALL LODS

TEEN TO ELDER

NEW MESH AND TEXTURE

2 VERSIONS (STAR AND BASIC)

HIGH POLY!

DOWNLOAD

bpdummie - You Are Fine.
bpdummie - You Are Fine.
bpdummie
2 years ago
BETTER IN-GAME LIGHTING MOD
BETTER IN-GAME LIGHTING MOD
BETTER IN-GAME LIGHTING MOD
BETTER IN-GAME LIGHTING MOD
BETTER IN-GAME LIGHTING MOD

BETTER IN-GAME LIGHTING MOD

✩ Do not: re-upload my CC, claim my CC as your own, use as a base/part for your CC!

I have always been very upset because the lighting of the game spoils the appearance of my characters, which I create for hours in CAS. With these thoughts in mind I started working on this mod. And now my characters can look the same in the game and in CAS with this mod.

GENERAL DESCRIPTION

default in-game lighting mod for The Sims 4;

base game compatible;

completely redesigned outdoor and indoor lighting;

brighter and cleaner lighting everywhere at any time of the day and weather;

the brightness of the lighting varies depending on the time of day and weather, but it’s always “clean”;

conflicts with mods that affect in-game lighting, you can only install one such mod in your game!

FILE TYPES (install only one version!)

BRIGHT PALE - bright pale lighting;

BRIGHT BASE - bright base lighting;

BRIGHT SATURATED - bright saturated lighting;

AVERAGE PALE - average pale lighting;

AVERAGE BASE - average base lighting;

AVERAGE SATURATED - average saturated lighting;

DARK PALE - dark pale lighting;

DARK BASE - dark base lighting;

DARK SATURATED - dark saturated lighting;

I advise you to install the AVERAGE BASE version first and try others based on your impressions of it.

For example, if the light seemed too bright to you, then you should download the DARK version. Or if the light didn’t seem bright enough to you, then you should download the BRIGHT version. And also with saturation gradation: if the BASE version seemed too dim to you, you should download the SATURATED version and vice versa.

BETTER IN-GAME LIGHTING MOD

MORE INFO AND DOWNLOAD (EA)

Thank you a lot for all your support 💘!

bpdummie
2 years ago
Pierrot By Missatan.
Pierrot By Missatan.
Pierrot By Missatan.
Pierrot By Missatan.

Pierrot by Missatan.

sfs or mega (no adfly, always free!) | hq compatible | color slider compatible

This is for anon who asked to release my spiral nose way back <3

In blush & eyebrow piercing categories

Clown smile is meant to go underneath almost any lipstick!

Tag me if you use and let me know if anything is messed up

@emilyccfinds @public-ccfinds @plumbieccfinds @alwaysfreecc

bpdummie
2 years ago
Dark Hour Makeup Set
Dark Hour Makeup Set

Dark Hour Makeup Set

Dark Hour Eyeliner, 16 swatches

Dark Hour Eyeshadow, 17 swatches

Dark Hour Lipstick, 24 swatches

Custom catalog thumbnails

⁕ Link tree ⁕ Terms of use ⁕

🥀 Download 🥀

Early access, public release March 21st 

bpdummie
2 years ago
3D Eyelashes NO.2
3D Eyelashes NO.2

3D Eyelashes NO.2

Here's a new set of lashes! I completely remade the model, so these fit even better for different eye shapes, and are even longer than the last ones! I also finally added a version for skin details 🌟

Hope you like them! 

4 Variations/shapes

6 Swatches each

F, T-E

Glasses, nosering, and mole category

T.o.u | Twitter | Instagram

🌟Download 🌟

Early access, public release December 30th

bpdummie
2 years ago
(TS4) Bknysimz PS2 Nostalgia Bundle
(TS4) Bknysimz PS2 Nostalgia Bundle

(TS4) bknysimz PS2 nostalgia bundle

Let’s take a trip down memory lane with this PS2 nostalgia bundle by bknysimz.

Contains: Game stand PS2 video games PS2 Controllers in Pink and Black Functional PS2 Slim in Pink and Black PS2 Controller override in Pink and Black PS2 Memory Cards Gaming Guitar PS2 Video Game Overrides

Y2K Video Game overrides contain: - Bratz: Rock Angelz - Hannah Montana: Spotlight - The Simpsons: Hit & Run - Catwoman

Classic Game overrides contain: - Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas - NBA Street - Scarface: The World Is Yours - WWE SmackDown vs Raw 2007

All meshes are 100% meshed and textured by me. All LODS. Gaming stand has multiple swatches (some with and without certain shadows!)

Please choose one override for the controller and video game.

TOU: No conversions over to GTA, FiveM, Sims 2, Sims 3 and so on. If you want to recolor, please do not include my mesh in your own file. Please link to the original file instead.

I suggest using bb.moveobjects on.

AVAILABLE ON PATREON.

bpdummie
2 years ago
Daisy’s Livin’Room 🌼  
Daisy’s Livin’Room 🌼  
Daisy’s Livin’Room 🌼  
Daisy’s Livin’Room 🌼  
Daisy’s Livin’Room 🌼  

Daisy’s Livin’Room 🌼  

TS3 & TS4

13 Items + 3 patron gifts

functional cc

BGC

mostly 2k texture maps

wall frame has 150+ swatches!

Mostly low/medium polycount (below 10k polycount), except for the Bubble curve vase (14k polycount).

Meshes and textures by me, some patterns for textures found on pinterest/google.

download on patreon ♡ (early access)

image

♡extra for patron’s gift♡ Socials: Instagram | Pinterest | Sketchfab ♡

bpdummie
3 years ago

When you’ve only been in a relationship for a few weeks yet you’ve convinced yourself you’d die for them. 🙂🙃🤡


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bpdummie
3 years ago

That BPD feel when you don’t want to let go. When you know you should because they keep hurting you but you cling to them because you keep remembering the good times instead of the repeated bullshit times.

bpdummie
3 years ago

That awful bpd feel when someone calls your name in THAT tone or says in an IM ‘we need to talk’. Doesn’t matter if you know everything is fine you still assume you’re in trouble for something and you can’t for the life of you figure it out.

bpdummie
3 years ago
I Feel Attacked....

I feel attacked....

bpdummie
3 years ago
The Biggest Of Moods Living With Mental Illness's Im Sure Others Relate Too

the biggest of moods living with mental illness's im sure others relate too <3

bpdummie
3 years ago

sorry lol didn’t mean to show u my mental illnesses do u still think i’m hot?

bpdummie
3 years ago

I’m jealous of those who can function like a normal human being. They don’t have anxiety holding them back from everything, they don’t struggle to get out of bed or have to put on an act that everything is fine when its not. They don’t struggle to hold friendships and relationships… they don’t feel sad for no fucking reason everyday. Those that can hold jobs and work towards their dreams, the ones who have self esteem and see the beauty in themselves. Those that know what its like to feel safe and secure, not insecure and fearful of it all. 

bpdummie
3 years ago

“what’s wrong with you?” bitch what isn’t

bpdummie
3 years ago

i feel like such a burden to the people in my life. every “are you okay?” text makes me want to die. i’m not okay but i don’t want you to know i’m not okay.

bpdummie
3 years ago
bpdummie - You Are Fine.
bpdummie
3 years ago
bpdummie - You Are Fine.
bpdummie
3 years ago

This except when I’m favorite personing someone, it’s literally unbearable but at the same time I don’t want it to stop…because if it does I’ll fall into the numb again. :/

have u ever been in so much emotional pain to the point where ur chest starts to hurt and it feels hard to breathe because ur brain is in so much agony to the point where it manifests that pain into physicality to cope with how much it hurts

bpdummie
3 years ago

I do this because I think I can trust them but then I’m the back of my mind I’m like “this is bad they will take advantage of me/mess with my mimicking or think badly of me” AND THATS ON TRUST ISSUES. 😀

Why Am I Like This?

Why am I like this?

bpdummie
3 years ago
I Hate Feeling This Way

I hate feeling this way

bpdummie
3 years ago
bpdummie
3 years ago

i am beautiful. i am disgusting. everybody is lucky to meet me. nobody can stand dealing with me. i am worthless. i am perfect. i am numb. i have experienced 20 moods in 2 minutes. i hate everybody. i love everybody. i’ve never done anything wrong in my entire life. all i do is fuck things up. i consumed 5,000 calories in 10 minutes. i haven’t eaten in three days.

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