srry if it's bad
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Helloooo haiiiiii happy holidayssss ๐๐๐พ๐๐พ๐๐พ
WAIT- WHERE WERE YOU ๐
๐๐ค๐จ๐ ๐๐ช๐๐ง๐ฉ๐ฏ ๐ญ ๐ง๐๐๐๐๐ง
SU but reader takes Gregs place throughout the series :] (in the story, reader is also a musician)
reader is gender neutral, bit of angst at the end
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You ran inside the temple after kicking out your manager and speeding back to Beach City. Something about that tall-pink haired lady made you feel drawn to her, but you never knew why. When you got there, you saw what you guessed was the door to her room, but it was closed.
"Uhh, it's me again... I just wanted to see you one last time, Or at least get your name!"
You pulled out your guitar and started singing. When singing your song, you saw her step out from her room, wearing the shirt you gave her.
"Oh, it's you!, looks like the shirt fits-"
"Look, your really adorable for a human and I like that... But you shouldn't throw away everything you've wanted for me"
You chuckled "Well thats gonna be hard because, you're what I want!"
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And the rest would be history.
You still remember that day and telling the story multiple times to Steven. Some days you really miss her and wonder what life would be like if she were still here.
That night, after saying goodbye to Steven and making sure he was with the crystal gems you took a warp pad (and knowing at least a little bit of gem history) that took you to Rose's tear fountain. You stood there, and went up to one of the statues.
Your breath was shaky as you reached to caress the statues face.
"...I miss you Rose" you whispered as a tear fell down your face.
you just wanted to see her ๐ค๐ฃ๐ ๐ก๐๐จ๐ฉ ๐ฉ๐๐ข๐...
โโโโโโโโแฆ ๐บ แฆเณโโโโโโโโโ
๐๐๐๐๐๐ /๐๐๐ก๐: ๐๐คโ, ๐ผ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐กโ๐๐ ๐ค๐๐ ๐๐ข๐ โ๐๐ (๐๐ก ๐ค๐๐ ) ๐ก๐๐๐๐ ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ก ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐!, โ๐๐๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐ฆ๐๐!
STOPPP THIS MADE ME CRY ESPECIALLY WHEN HE SAID 'a-aren't you gonna leave me eventually?, everyone else does... ' LIKE I WANTED TO JUMP THROUGH THE SCREEN AND HUG THAT POOR BABY ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ LIKE HE DESERVES BETTER THE WHOLE WORLD AND THE UNIVERSE, POOR BABY.....
๐ต'as long as I'm here, no you can hurt you...' ๐ต๐ง- Billie Eilish ๐ง
John Dory grabs his backpack, says he's leaving (I'm done, YOLO, etc.), and then the last thing he says is "Goodbye Forever!", followed by Branch's distraught face, and the next thing Branch knows, all his brothers have left him and he never sees them again.
I was trying to figure out why that little snippet stuck with me, then it hit me:
Trolls Holiday in Harmony, when Branch is trying to figure out a gift for Poppy. He's worried about doing the wrong thing, disappointing her or freaking her out, and says "I CAN'T let that happen". He illustrates his point with Poppy packing a suitcase, and what does she say right before she runs off?
Really brings his abandonment issues into the light๐ข
I've seen a few comments of people being annoyed when Branch said to Poppy "aren't you going to leave me anyway", but they clearly don't understand how trauma affects people's mental and emotional state.
He knows Poppy loves him and doesn't actually believe she'd leave, but after a lifetime of being alone, even though he's happy and loved now, there's still that subconscious fear that he'll end up alone again. Poppy means everything to him, and he can't bear the thought of losing her too, especially as a result of something he's done (his grandma died to save him, and he believed his brothers leaving was his fault because he 'ruined everything' at the concert).
Sometimes this results in Branch trying to push Poppy away, which seems conflicting, yes, but again: trauma messes with your mind. He was already heartbroken and angry at his brothers, so he wasn't thinking clearly and blurted out his hidden main fear.
And when he says "everyone else [leaves me]" I hear "everyone in my life has left me so I must deserve to be alone, so you might as well leave me too."
And that's probably why Branch was so hesitant to be open with Poppy - 1. I might scare her away, and 2. why bother expressing my feelings to someone when I'll likely just lose them anyway. Plus he's still getting used to having someone to confide to in his life. Keeping emotions bottled up for years is a hard habit to get out of.
Asks and messages are open now so ask away :3
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chat I have a crackship but they from two completely different universes/fandoms, what do I do burhhh and I've been soo sick lately, what do I fooo
WHOS READY TO ROCK!?
waitt this is ssooo pretty I'm turning green!!! >.<
Color Scheme - teal! or just blues and greens
Images I Want You To Use - if this isn't too much!
Aesthetic - whatever you think best fits!
Song Lyrics - just use the song Dance With The Devil by Breaking Benjamin, please!
Words/Names - "JOHN DORY" and "DAZZLE"
Extras - whatever else you think will suit it! take your time and remember you're special!
This was super fun to make! Credit is needed but is appreciated!
If you want anything changed let me know!
101 followers??? TYSM GUYS ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
as a HUGE thank you, I (finally) give you:
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๐๐๐๐๐โค ๐๐๐๐ ๐ก
(๐ ๐๐๐โ๐ก?) ๐ค๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ?: ๐ถโ๐๐๐ก๐๐๐?, ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ โ๐๐๐๐ก๐๐๐๐๐๐ (๐ผ ๐กโ๐๐๐ ๐กโ๐๐ก'๐ ๐๐ก?)/ ๐๐ ๐ข๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐ฆ/๐
๐๐ก๐๐๐ /๐๐๐ก๐ โ: (๐ผ ๐ก๐๐๐๐ ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ก ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐น๐ถ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ผ โ๐๐ ๐๐ข๐ ๐ก ๐ค๐๐ก๐โ๐๐ ๐๐ก) ๐๐ข๐ฆ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ผ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ข๐ ๐ ๐๐ก'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐คโ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ผ ๐ค๐๐๐ก๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
โ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ก๐... ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ค๐๐๐ก... โ
You love Optimus, always have always will, but ever since the war started and carried the Matrix......he's become more stressed, distant and cold to you and you didn't know why. You've always hated it whenever your sweetspark was upset and you didn't want him to face the burden of "being a leader" all alone.
You tried talking to him and giving him space, but that didn't work, it frustrated you whenever it didn't work but you didn't wanna push him into talking it out...
(๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ ๐ฌ๐ค๐ข๐ฉ....)
You and some of the team just came back from a mission... No energon, you knew that the bad news was gonna make Optimus upset and even more stressed but you didn't blame him, the team and The Ark has been low on energon for some time.
But you knew you had to tell him the reports from the mission... You walked in the main space in The Ark, seeing Optimus and Elita-1 work on some datapads. At first you felt a little jealous but quickly brushed it off.
"....๐๐ฉ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฌ?...๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐๐๐ค ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ?"
He and Elita stop what they're doing to turn their attention to you
"๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐, ๐ฐ๐'๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐จ๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ฎ๐ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ซ๐๐ฌ๐๐๐ซ๐๐ก ๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐๐ซ....๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ'๐ซ๐ ๐๐ซ๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ ๐จ."
You had some suspicions about them doing more than "research" but didn't think of it. Elita just sighs but didn't say a word, she walked out leaving the two of you alone
silence...
".... ๐๐จ... ๐๐จ๐ฐ'๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐ ๐จ?...๐๐ข๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ...๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐ง๐ฒ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ?"
"๐๐จ, ๐ฌ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐....๐๐ข๐๐ง'๐ญ ๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐ง๐ฒ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐ก ๐๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ก๐ ๐๐ซ๐ค...."
Optimus sighs, cleary showing thathes not happy with the news of finding no energon
silence....
"๐๐ญ'๐ฌ ๐๐ฅ๐ซ๐๐๐๐ฒ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ง๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ก๐๐ฅ๐ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ญ๐๐๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐ข๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ ๐ข๐ง๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ซ๐๐ ๐จ๐ซ ๐๐๐๐, ๐ฐ๐ ๐ง๐๐๐ ๐๐ง๐๐ซ๐ ๐จ๐ง ๐ง๐จ ๐ฆ๐๐ญ๐ญ๐๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ"
"๐๐ฉ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐ ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐๐ฎ๐ญ, ๐ฐ๐'๐ซ๐ ๐ญ๐ซ๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐๐ฌ๐ญ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ก๐๐ซ๐... ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐๐ข๐, ๐ก๐๐ฅ๐ ๐จ๐ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ญ๐๐๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฌ... ๐ ๐จ๐ง๐..."
"๐๐ ๐๐๐ง ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐๐๐๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฌ๐ ๐๐ง๐ฒ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐๐ฅ๐ฌ๐... "
...Out of curiosity, you wanted to ask why was Elita so close to him but you knew that would be a stupid question and that now wasn't the time
(๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ ๐ฌ๐ค๐ข๐ฉ (๐๐ ๐๐ข๐ง...)
It was late at night you knew that he was up late, probably trying to figure out how to find an energon source or something. You sighed as you laid by yourself in your shared berth.
"๐ ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐๐๐๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐ก๐๐๐ค ๐จ๐ง ๐ก๐ข๐ฆ... "
You tell yourself as you got up and exited your chambers. You walked to the main area in The Ark, just thinking to yourself
๐๐ก๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐๐ฌ ๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ ๐ฌ๐จ ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ฌ๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ก๐ข๐ฆ?, ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ฐ๐๐ซ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ฒ ๐ญ๐๐ฅ๐ค๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ?, ๐ฐ๐ก๐ฒ ๐๐ข๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ฒ ๐ ๐จ ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฅ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ง ๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ฅ๐ค๐๐ ๐ข๐ง?....
As you finally made it to the area, you were about to walk in until...until you heard Optimus and Elita talking:
"๐๐ก๐ข๐ฌ... ๐ข๐ฌ๐ง'๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ ๐ ๐ข๐ฆ๐๐ ๐ข๐ง๐๐ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ฎ๐ฌ, ๐๐ฉ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฌ... "
"us", what does she mean "us"?
"๐..๐๐ฉ๐จ๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐ข๐ณ๐, ๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐... ๐ ๐๐ข๐ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ ๐จ๐ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐๐๐๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ "
Optimus held Elita's face and.. kissed her
You froze, a wave of emotions hit you. Anger, heartbreak, surprise and worst of all, betrayal as you realized...
๐๐ก๐๐๐ /๐๐๐ก๐: ๐ผ ๐๐ โ๐๐๐ ๐ฆ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ฆ๐๐ ๐๐ก! ๐ผ๐ก'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐คโ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ผ ๐ค๐๐๐ก๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐กโ๐๐๐ ๐ญ๐ญ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ก๐ฆ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ 101 ๐๐๐๐๐๐ค๐๐๐ , ๐๐ก ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐ข๐โ ๐ก๐ ๐๐!!!
This is so CUTEEEE
I enjoyed doing this!!!!
@berry-chewer @tadpoletiddles @creativepot4to @ask-one-d16
Never done this before but uuuuuh
Picrew chain with this lil guy maker:D
Hereโs mine:3
@somedudenamedanthony @sillylilneurodivergent @brokenmilkcrates @strugglingsapphic
HELP I CAN'T EVEN FIND MY PEN THAT I USUALLY DRAW WITH MY PHONE AGHHHHH ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
"In what universe could that possibly be fine!?"โasks are closed!โblk bi girl :3(help, I can't even figure out my sexuality tf??)
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